Su Bin Shen Shaoling

"Be good, Fu'er, go back, remember what brother said, no matter what, live well!"

"No, brother..."

"Hey, your life is more important than anything else..."

"Brother...Brother..."

He suddenly opened his eyes, and what he saw was still the snow-white bed curtain.

I had the same dream again, and when I thought of the scene in the dream, my nose felt sore.

It has been half a month since I "died".

From the day I woke up, I had the same dream every night.

The only thing I remember after waking up is that my brother told me to live a good life.

That's the only reason I'm still alive now.

"woke up?"

As the voice fell, a familiar yet unfamiliar face came into his eyes.

I didn't reply, just looked away.

The person who came was Chong Xi, the person I fell in love with at first sight seven years ago, and the person who rescued me and brought me here three months ago.

I just woke up and the first person I saw was him.

He is Chong Xi, I saw it right away.

Sometimes I can't help but wonder, if I could see it at a glance five years ago, would everything be different?

On that day, I cut my sword and killed myself, thinking that I would pass away from this world.

But I don't want Chongxi to save me again, just like seven years ago.

It's just that now I don't have the heartbeat that I had seven years ago.

He said that he and Father Shen traded me out of Shen's residence and saved me with the magic medicine he got by chance.

I should be grateful to him, but it is complicated and difficult to distinguish.

I don't know if Father Shen said anything to him, but when he looked at me, his eyes were so clear, as if telling me that he didn't know anything.

"Chongxi, how long am I going to stay here?"

I looked at him, but it was hard to find the heartbeat I had when I first saw him seven years ago.

"If you want, you can live forever."

"I want to leave."

Without any hesitation, I looked at Chong Xi.

"Okay, I'll accompany you."

His voice is gentle, but now I don't need it anymore.

"No need, I can do it alone."

Shen Zhongxi didn't seem surprised by my refusal, he just packed up his things and said: "Shenzhi doesn't know that you are still alive, you... can you go find him?"

Shen Shaoling's name came out of his mouth, but my heart seemed to be stabbed by a knife suddenly.

"Su Bing, who loved him, is dead. I just want to live as my brother said."

I stood up and walked out of the room without looking at Chong Xi again.

For half a month, Shen Chongxi and I have been living in this mountain not far from the capital, without any troubles in the world.

But I have to go back after all, the capital is the place where I should be, she is the only princess left in Chengjun Palace, she must go back!

After a day's journey, seeing the bustling capital again seems like a lifetime away.

During the five years of being married to Shen Shaoling, I rarely stepped out of the house.

I can even feel my heart beating, and everything on the street amazes me.

"Have you heard, a few days ago, Prime Minister Shen proposed in the court hall to rebuild Cheng County Prince's Mansion. Although the princess died early, it's not in vain to have such affection from Prime Minister Shen!"

The voices of the common people whispered in my ears, and the smile on my face froze instantly.

Rebuild Chengjun Palace? !

It carries all the good memories of my childhood, can Shen Shaoling even tolerate this?

Deep affection?

That's right, it's a pity that the object of his Shen Shaoling's deep love is not me, that's why I'm so tired that the Chengjun Prince's Mansion has landed to where it is today!

I took a deep breath to suppress the surging emotions in my heart.

"where did you go?!"

Shen Zhongxi's voice sounded behind me, I stopped in my tracks, turned to look at him and said, "I will not allow anyone to touch Chengjun Palace, even Shen Shaoling!"

Walking in a hurry, I looked at the gate of Chengjun Prince's Mansion in front of me, but I suddenly didn't dare to move.

The golden nails and weeping willows by the door, which are the same as in memory, made me burst into tears instantly.

With a plop, I knelt on the ground and kowtowed deeply.

Father, mother, elder brother, Su Bing is not filial, it took so long to come back.

"Ah... Ah Ping!"