Su Bin Shen Shaoling

I looked at Shen Shaoling in disbelief, feeling a little unsteady for a moment.

Obviously yesterday, he agreed!

"... Shenzhi, what did you say?!"

I pulled out a smile, but I could feel the force.

"Do it."

The impatience and coldness in Shen Shaoling's eyes made me tremble all over.

I kept backing away, and asked in disbelief: "Why? You clearly agreed yesterday! You can't count your words, Shen Shaoling..."

Seeing Mammy getting closer and closer, I hurriedly dodged, but was still pressed to the ground.

"Shen Shaoling, please, don't..."

I kept struggling, but the medicine bowl was getting closer.

I don't know where a surge of strength came from, I actually got rid of the confinement, and knocked the medicine bowl to the ground.

I took the opportunity to crawl towards the door, but was grabbed by the arm again.

It's Shen Shaoling.

I felt a pain in my heart, turned around, grabbed the corner of his clothes, and kept begging.

"...Shen Shaoling, Shenzhi, I beg you, let this child go..."

I know I can't escape, but I still hold a glimmer of hope.

"Bring another bowl."

Shen Shaoling's cold voice made me shiver all over. Seeing another bowl of steaming miscarriage medicine delivered to Shen Shaoling's hands, my hands and feet were cold and I couldn't help shivering.

"No, Shaoling, please don't..."

I kept my mouth shut and refused to drink, but he clamped my jaw mercilessly, and the bitter and hot medicine slipped into my throat, breaking all my expectations.

Seeing that the medicine bowl bottomed out, he let go of his hand, and I slumped on the ground.

"He's your child too, Shen Shaoling, is that why you don't want him that much?"

There were bursts of tearing pain in my lower abdomen, as if something was being pulled out of my body, and I curled up into a ball in pain.

My child... is gone...

Killed by his father himself...

I struggled to raise my head, trying to find softness in his eyes, reluctance...

But nothing!

The trace of warmth yesterday was nothing but my illusion!

Seeing that he didn't care, and turned to leave, I quickly grabbed his hem and looked at him straight, almost weeping blood and asked: "Why..."

Why destroy him after giving me hope?Why can't you even tolerate your own flesh and blood?

"Jin Yu is back."

He called this name so gently, which was completely different from the coldness when he called me the princess.

There is also a deep meaning that I didn't realize at the time.

is her……

The name jolted my memory.

Seven years ago at the Lantern Festival, when I first saw him, the boy in moon-white straight clothes was deeply buried in my heart.

But he has a childhood sweetheart who has been cherished for more than ten years, and I don't want to break them up.

After returning home, I didn't think about eating and drinking, and even lingered on the sick bed, but one day, my brother and dad suddenly told me that he was going to marry me.

I was ecstatic, and I didn't even care that what he was interested in was the power of the county palace.

And it wasn't until after I got married that I didn't know that my elder brother came to the door because my father-in-law was obsessed with power and forced him to marry me.

That woman was called Lin Jinyu.

It turned out to be the case.

I suddenly realized.

I finally know at this moment that in the past five years, he has never let her go.

I don't speak anymore, I just feel ashamed.

"You guys, take good care of the princess." Shen Shaoling brushed my hand away, turned and left.

"Shen Shaoling!"

I shouted unwillingly: "In the past five years, have you ever had any affection for me?"

"Princess, I thought you already knew."

Shen Shaoling didn't turn around, I was so painful that I couldn't see his figure clearly, but his words rang clearly in my ears, shaking my whole body numb: "No, there wasn't before, and there won't be any in the future."

……

When I woke up again, it was already dusk, and the government doctor was beside my bed.

"Madam's condolences."

The government doctor looked a little strange.

In the next second, his words struck my heart like a thunderbolt, breaking my heart.

"Your body is broken, and I'm afraid it will be difficult to conceive in the future!"

I looked at the doctor in disbelief.

"The Bizi soup you usually take contains safflower. It is a great fortune to be able to conceive this child."

The doctor's words were cold and harsh, but I seemed to see Shen Shaoling through him, and saw his indifferent and cruel eyes.

It's him……

No wonder, every time I told him that I wanted a child, his eyes were full of depths that I couldn't understand...

It turned out that he never thought of giving me a child...