Su Bin Shen Shaoling

I raised my left hand to hold the wrist of my right hand, and pressed down hard.

Watching the ink leave traces on the paper, watching the word Su Su gradually appear on the paper...

Shen Shaoling, I finally have nothing to do with you!

As if all my strength had been drained, I sat limply on the chair, staring blankly at the Heli book on the table.

"Ah Ping, have you thought about it?"

In the confusion, I seemed to hear my brother's voice, but the next second I came back to my senses, only to find that it was Chong Xi standing in front of me.

"What are you here for?"

"Once He Li Shu is handed in and recorded on the record, you and Shen Zhi really have nothing to do with each other."

Chong Xi said, with unfamiliar seriousness in his eyes.

From the time I met Chong Xi seven years ago, to the time I met him half a month ago, I have never seen him look like this.

"I know."

I heard a dry and hoarse voice, but for a moment I didn't realize that it was my voice.

"The dead are gone, why do you punish yourself with their death?"

Zhong Xi's voice sounded again, and the meaning of persuasion was obvious.

I know what he wants to say, and I also know that even if I forgive Shen Shaoling, my parents and brothers will not blame me, after all, they once loved me so much.

But I can't do it.

I can't know that my family members died under his schemes, but I can still be affectionate with him.

"The dead will not blame, but the living will eventually fall into self-torture. Ah Bing, this is a demon."

Chong Xi is like a monk, saying these things does not seem like what he can say.

I looked up at him, watching the struggle in his eyes, guilty, apologetic.

"...Chongxi, aren't you punishing yourself for other people's mistakes?"

I heard my words and saw the turmoil in his eyes.

"We are all stuck in it, and you who can't get out of it, what qualifications do you have to persuade me here? Chong Xi, you can't get out either. If you can, you will definitely not say that you marry me!"

I looked at the light in Shen Zhongxi's eyes that was suddenly extinguished by the wind, and I knew that my words hurt him, but it was the truth.

Because of a mistake five years ago, we are all caught in this giant vortex.

There is no salvation, no escape, except by death.

"Leave, Chongxi, this place is not suitable for you, you should live the life you want."

I smiled, and Li Shu, who was pressed by the paperweight, danced with the wind...

I don't know what Shen Shaoling's expression was when he saw the paper and Li Shu, I only know that on the day I left Shen's residence, my mood was extremely relaxed.

Like the scorching sun overhead, the light is dazzling.

Finally, five years of torture, five years of calculations, finally came to an end.

Standing in front of the Shen Mansion, I seemed to be looking at me five years ago, wearing a red wedding gown, with jewels and gems all over my head, full of joy, thinking that my dream had come true.

But now, I am still Su Bing, but I am no longer that naive Princess Qing'an.

"Shen Shaoling, see you again..."

My words are scattered in the wind, drifting silently.

On the way out of Beijing, I passed Chengjun Wangfu. I don’t know if I will return to Beijing again, and I don’t know if Chengjun Wangfu is still there when I come back, and I don’t know if it will still be in my memory. look like.

But I know that whether it is there or not, it is still in my memory, like those good times with my parents and brothers.

Even though they are gone, I still remember them.