Su Bin Shen Shaoling

"The shopkeeper's? The shopkeeper's!"

Qing Xun's voice suddenly rang in my ears, and I came back to my senses in shock and looked at him, frowning in displeasure.

"You shouldn't be called no matter what, what kind of young master are you thinking of?"

Qingxun sat on the ground with his head leaning on the door, and didn't look at me, but said: "If you want me to tell you, you are not young, and you are still pretty, why don't you find someone to marry, why open an inn, every day Those who welcome the day and send it, suffer!"

Qingxun is only fifteen years old, but his family is poor, so he never went to school, and since he was ten years old, he has been working in various places, practicing his smooth tongue, not like an uninitiated crown.

"Qingxun, when you say this, I think I should find a wife for you. Look at the shopkeeper's daughter. She looks beautiful, and her age is a good match for you..."

"That's right! Shopkeeper, I'm talking too much, don't push me into the pit of fire, Qing Xun doesn't want to marry a tigress back!"

I looked at Qingxun who jumped up suddenly in fright, and laughed dumbfounded.

He ran away, and my smile faded away in an instant.

Are you married?

A good marriage can indeed be happy, just like father and mother.

But what if it's bad?Just like me and Shen Shaoling...

Thinking of him makes my heart ache.

"Ah Ping..."

"Clap!"

The bead string in his hand fell to the ground suddenly with the sound behind him, and the thread broke and fell to the ground.

I turned around and looked at Shen Shaoling who came suddenly, full of shock.

"you……"

I didn't know what he said as soon as he said it. I probably don't know him.

"The guest officer is..."

Shen Shaoling's eyes darkened when he heard this, and I felt pain in my heart, but I was still stubborn.

"The shopkeeper forgot, I asked for a room with you."

"What a coincidence, guest officer, didn't you say that if I don't want to stay, I can give it to another guest? A few days ago, it was full, so I gave it to another guest. You haven’t left yet, and there are no other rooms in the inn, so I can only wrong you to go to another house to have a look.”

As I said, I took out a bag of taels of silver from my cuff and placed it in front of him: "This is the taels of silver you left behind. The extra is compensation."

I looked at him, as if if he didn't hold it, I wouldn't stop it.

With my hands empty, I watched him turn and walk away, and suddenly my heart was empty.

In fact, I lied to him, since Chong Xi left that room, I vacated it and never let anyone else live in it.

But I don't want him to know, because I don't want to have anything to do with him anymore, so even if I'm sad, I have to do it.

These days, I want to understand one thing.

The rarest thing in the world is not asking for forgiveness, but self-salvation.

So even if I understand, I don't want to let myself go.

Shen Shaoling left and never appeared in front of me again.

Everything between me and him is finally over.

July [-]th is the Hungry Ghost Festival.

I'm in Beijing.

This day is the day of offering sacrifices, and it is also the anniversary of the death of my parents.

It has been five years since my father died in battle. On that day, not long after the news of my father's death came, before I could go back to the house to comfort my mother, I heard the servant girl say that my mother committed suicide with a knife.

Overnight, I became an orphan.

I knelt in front of the grave, tears blurring my vision.

"Father, mother, Ah Bing has never called you that."

I imitated the common people's name and called my parents. Since I was a child, my mother told me that I am the princess of Chengjun Wangfu, and I must know etiquette and respect.

So although I am loved and favored, I was taught little by little by the nanny in charge of these things.

This is the first time I call them father and mother presumptuously, but it was five years after their death.

I raised my hand and brushed the words on the tablet, and tears rolled down my cheeks drop by drop.

There was a sound of footsteps behind me, and I turned around in surprise, only to see two people I had never seen standing not far away.

"See Princess Qing'an."