I will not accompany you: Abandoned concubine wants to cheat

It was the first time she was bullied, the shame and humiliation made her noble blood gushing out, she bit her white lips, her body trembling slightly, if it wasn't for her country, her father, she would Why come to this den of tigers and wolves alone, they called her a vixen and a slut, but she didn't dare to resist.Because her identity must not be noticed by others.At this time, it was still him, he took her to a lake and asked her if she wanted to go home.She thought, how could she not want to?However, at the same time, she is also afraid, because besides her existence, Chiguo is a secret weapon. She is not only a "spirit-drawing messenger" hidden behind her back, she is also the eldest princess of Chiguo, and her responsibilities and obligations are fulfilled. Before, she couldn't remove the heavy title that made her breathless.And how could she let him know all this?

It was the first time that she accidentally broke into the tent where he was taking a bath, her face turned red from the top of her head to her heels, but he still asked her to go over and wipe his back, and said openly that this is what a slave should do.She gritted her teeth, a little annoyed, but she didn't dare to refuse.The temperature of the water was very good, she gently wiped his back, her hands trembling slightly, once, once, her heart sank again.She was shocked to find that she slowly began to like the time alone with him, which was not a good sign, so she pinched herself to become sober.

It was still the first time, he didn't know why, he drank a lot of wine, when she saw him appearing in front of her drunkenly, she was a little hesitant, she stretched out her hand and wanted to help him to the bed to rest, but was caught by him hold on tight.Listening to the whispers in his mouth, her heart throbbed in pain.

"Why you? Why did you appear? Are you here to kill me? If so, why didn't you do it? Why..."

He kissed her, and there seemed to be a hint of helplessness in his drunken eyes. She was startled, did he discover his identity?If he really found out, why does he have this expression now?

Deep and shallow kisses are like thousands of worms biting her heart, she can't grasp but also can't push away.

"Why is it you? Why..." He was still asking in a murmur, but his hand slipped slowly and he unbuttoned her chest. It seems to be followed by drunk.

Poison or a sharp knife, when he pierced her hard, she clearly felt the coolness of her tears falling down.If she hadn't fallen in love with him long ago, why didn't she push him away?If she hadn't fallen in love with him long ago, why didn't she kill her now?If she hadn't fallen in love with him a long time ago, why did she only feel sad at this moment, but so happy...

It's just that there has never been an if in this world. His breath filled her breath, and she continued to sink until the last sliver of reason was destroyed by the feeling of happiness that she had never experienced before. She finally closed her eyes. In this life, She must have nowhere to hide.

Giving up the last chance to kill him, she was smiling.What was the point of her life, she thought, if she killed him?Whether as an enemy or as a lover, he is the best opponent. In this life, if she leaves him, where will she go to find another him?

For the first time in a row, after he woke up, he only felt that his brain was muddy, and the incomplete memory made him very painful. Her breath still remained on his body, but there was no one around her anymore.

When she came in with the wash water, her face was serene, as if everything last night was just a dream.Yes, dreams are beautiful.She walked up to him, wrung out the scented towel for him, and then wiped it for him. The action was the same as before, and there was nothing wrong with it.He laughed at himself, is it really a dream?What about the blood stains on the bed?

"Does it hurt?" He said lightly, his eyes lowered, and the voice was as soft as humming from his nasal cavity.

Her hands paused slightly, and she ran away from his sight with the fastest speed while holding the washbasin.This is her usual trick, as if the two of them are playing a game that they know well, and neither of them dare to say anything more, maybe the moment their identities are revealed is the day they fall off the cliff.

That day, until the night, she never showed up.He knew she must be hiding somewhere where he didn't want him to find her and licked her wounds.He could only sigh heavily, filled with endless remorse.

The next day, she appeared in front of him again, her expression still unchanged. At that time, he was busy dealing with military affairs with the military doctor. Her appearance calmed down the scene immediately.

Because of the spread of the disease, he dared not let her stay anymore.Taking her to a deserted wilderness, he told her that he didn't need a maid anymore and she could go.

Her heart seemed to have exhausted all her strength, leaning against her arms, she just felt as if she could never leave.

He let her go, and she could only take one thing with her, and that was his life.So, that night became the moment when they tore off all their masks.

She stood quietly with her back to him, and he stood behind her, the distance between them was so close yet so far.

She said, between us, either you die or I die.

He said, so, you just show up and let me kill you?

She smiled, her smile was hopeless and poignant, otherwise, what else could she do?

If only one of them can live between them, she hopes that that person is him.Because of him, she realized for the first time that besides being a noble princess, she was just an ordinary woman at the same time. She learned to love, and loved so without regret the first time. She thanked him, so, she wanted he lives.

But why didn't he think so?

So, when she reacted and turned around and threw herself into his arms, the gushing blood made her scream.

"Take my head, go to see your father, and then...forget about me." He fell down heavily, holding tightly the handkerchief she used most often, the handkerchief that was left by his bedside that night ...

Chapter 180 Five

Since taking a bath with Ming Zuo Yuanyang that day, Luo Xiaoli hasn't said a word to him for a few days.

She is still living in Zhengde Palace now, the reason why she didn't talk to Ming Zuo is because Ming Zuo seems to be very busy recently, every day she has fallen asleep, and he slips into bed.And in the morning, before she woke up, he disappeared again.

The palace's day-dwelling wine was a bit boring, and there was no one around Luo Xiaoli to talk to. Just when she was almost bored to the point of going crazy, a pair of gorgeous golden boys and girls appeared in front of her. .

"Auntie...Auntie..." A tender voice came from outside the house, and Luo Xiaoli, who was dozing on the soft couch, jumped up excitedly when she heard the words, and rushed to the door at lightning speed. She was right, the voice should be from Gu Youxuan's little friend.

Sure enough, after leading her to the door, two lumps of meat rolled into her arms.

"Auntie Huang, Xin'er hasn't seen you for a long time. I heard from my father that you were sick a while ago, and Xin'er didn't dare to disturb you. Is your body okay now?" Ming Xin arched her head into Luo Xiaoli's arms, asked in a low voice.

"Auntie, auntie hug Xuanxuan..." Gu Youxuan waved her plump little hands desperately to attract Luo Xiaoli's attention.

Seeing the two little guys, Luo Xiaoli's depressed heart suddenly became brighter, followed by a burst of sadness. If her baby hadn't been lost, she would have looked as cute as they did.

"Why are you two here? Xuanxuan, you didn't sneak out again, did you?" Although she was happy, but after thinking about it, why did these two little guys suddenly appear here so neatly?

"Xuanxuan went to find Brother Xin, and Brother Xin brought Xuanxuan here." Gu Youxuan replied loudly in order to attract Luo Xiaoli's attention.

So it turned out that Luo Xiaoli knew that they didn't come here secretly, so she was a little relieved.She held a meatball in one hand, and then walked to the small garden outside the house.

She didn't know how many days she hadn't come out to see the sun outside, she suddenly felt a little dizzy.

Thinking of the past in this palace, whenever he was bored, Mo Bing would suddenly jump up from nowhere in front of her to harass her, and then disappear.Right now, it is impossible for Mo Bing to appear again, but beside her, there are two more little ones.

Sitting down on the stone bench under the big sycamore tree in the small garden, several young maids hurried forward to serve refreshments.

"Auntie, do you miss Xuanxuan?" Sitting on the stone bench, Gu Youxuan's two little feet dangled back and forth, and she unceremoniously stretched her hand into the snack plate on the table, filling her mouth full. Yes, but she still couldn't help asking Luo Xiaoli this question.

"I want to, I really want to." Luo Xiaoli replied straightforwardly, ignoring her conscience.Her contempt for herself was getting deeper and deeper, she thought, if this little baby hadn't suddenly appeared in her sight now, she probably almost forgot that such a legendary figure had appeared in her life.

"Xuanxuan also misses Auntie." Satisfied with Luo Xiaoli's answer, Gu Youxuan's big eyes suddenly curved like crescent moons, cute and bright.

Maybe she was choking on the dim sum, so she took a sip of water, and then said: "Tell auntie, Xuanxuan is going to be brother Xin's bride, she's very pretty."

Quack...could this little one be kissed by a doll?

Luo Xiaoli was drinking tea at this time, when she heard Gu Youxuan's words, she almost slapped her in the face.

"Auntie, dirty..." Somewhat disgusted, she wiped away the little water stains that Luo Xiaoli had sprayed on her face. Gu Youxuan's small face was like a meat bun, with a smirk.

"Xin...Xinxin...you...your father just found you a good wife? Congratulations, well...Auntie has nothing to give you, so I'll give you a song." It's funny to think about it, Luo Xiaoli said pretending to be sincere.

"Thank you, Auntie Huang. However, although Xuanxuan is the main concubine, my father has ordered several side concubines for me. Therefore, if Auntie Huang is going to sing a song and finish the job, I'm afraid it will be a little less." Mingxin said Drinking tea calmly, said quietly.

By... dried shrimp?Concubine?Why is this little guy so virtuous at such a small size?

Mingyi is really not a good thing, what a good seedling, he will soon be cultivated into a big carrot for you.

"I said Xinxin, you can't do this. Since you decided to marry Xuanxuan, you can't marry another woman, you know? Look, if Xuanxuan marries you in the future, she can't marry someone else So, you have to learn to be single-minded, and treat Xuanxuan wholeheartedly, understand?" She looked at Mingxin and said seriously.