Want to hold the king's hand, but the king runs away

Drinking for a while, waking up in the crematorium, this is the portrayal of Jinshu at this moment, she only feels gastric juice churning, headache is splitting, and she has no strength to get up.

"Do you feel uncomfortable now? Jin Shu, how did I not know you were so good before?" Although Aunt Jin scolded her, she put a hot handkerchief on her head.

Early this morning, Pingyue wanted to wake Jinshu to get up to see Fanshu off, but when she came in, the smell of alcohol was overwhelming, and Jinshu was so drunk that she couldn't wake her up.

Knowing that marrying off Fanshu is a big family event, she didn't dare to delay, so Pingyue turned around and told Aunt Jin about it.

Aunt Jin hurriedly went to the front yard to tell everyone that Jin Shu was ill, and pushed her away.

After seeing off Fanshu, Aunt Jin just sat in the room and watched over Jinshu.

Jin Shu watched Aunt Jin gently put the hot handkerchief on her head, she smiled and said, "Mother, I got you in trouble again last night."

"What are we talking about whether we are involved or not?" Aunt Jin smiled helplessly, "Jin Shu, it is too hard for you to have such a father."

She pinched the bridge of Jin Shu's nose, her eyes were a little spoiled.

Jinshu took Aunt Jin's slightly cold hand, and asked her seriously: "Mother, if I have a way to support the two of us, are you willing to leave Zhao Mansion with me?"

Now that Fanshu has entered the palace, it can be said that one person has ascended to heaven and achieved the Tao. The sky of Zhao's residence is about to change.

Aunt Jin thought it was a joke when she heard Jin Shu's words, but when she saw her eyes, she knew that she really had such thoughts.

"Are you worried that Fanshu will enter the palace, and Yu Qingxin will be unfavorable to me?"

Jin Shu nodded.

Aunt Jin showed relief, "Although Fanshu has gained power now, at most she is supporting Yu Qingxin and asking Zhao Chi to take care of her. Your father's temperament can only last for a few days at most, and he will return every few days." You're not coming to pester me again."

"Mother, what kind of grudge do you have with her?"

Jinshu has been waiting for Aunt Jin to explain this matter to her all these years, but until now she still hasn't mentioned a word.

"Jinshu, this is my own business. I don't want to involve you. Yu Qingxin and I will never stop in this life. Buddhas fight for a stick of incense, people fight for their breath, and we will die."

Aunt Jin smiled indifferently.There was no sign of retreat in his eyes.

Helpless, Jinshu could only sigh: "Since that's the case, I will stay with mother."

"Stop meddling with my affairs." Aunt Jin helped Jin Shu tuck the quilt, "Instead of worrying about me, you might as well think about your own marriage. If you have a son who belongs to you, you have to tell me."

When talking about this kind of topic, Jin Shu had to close her eyes and pretend she didn't hear it.

Aunt Jin teased, "I've saved a lot of two taels for you over the years, and I'm just waiting for you to take them away in Fengguan Xiapi."

Jin Shu still didn't answer.

"Okay, don't lie on the bed, get up and go back to Kang Mansion." Thinking of telling Zhao Chi this morning that Jin Shu was not feeling well.With the disgust in that man's eyes, Aunt Jin still wanted to let Jin Shu go there to avoid the limelight.

Jin Shu slightly opened her eyes: "Can I not go?"

"In the past, you wanted to run to that side the most, why are you shirking now? The Kang family treats you like a jewel in their palm, why do you have to watch these monsters and ghosts in Zhao's mansion?"

Before Jin Shu could continue to argue, Aunt Jin had already dragged her up from the bed, as if she was about to dress her herself.

Jin Shu couldn't resist her, so she quickly took the clothes and put them on: "Mother, you can rest by yourself, I'll go there right away. It's spring now, I'll be back after staying in Kang Manor for ten days."

Aunt Jin picked up the cloak and said with a smile, "Then I'll wait for you."

"By the way, mother. Zhong Ming's five-year contract has already expired. I think he is too embarrassed to speak up. He hasn't mentioned the matter of leaving the mansion to you. You should let him leave the mansion when you have time."

Aunt Jin saw the brothers and sisters of the Zhong family sneak into Jin Shu's room a few times. She knew that the two of them had something to do with Jin Shu, but she never asked any further questions.

"Then his sister?"

"Zhong Ling stay in the mansion first. Wait for his brother to pick him up later." Jin Shu fastened her cloak, "Mother, I'm going to let Pingyue call the sedan chair, let's go first."

Aunt Jin waved her hand: "Let's go, let's go."

Jin Shu looked back at her and smiled, then walked out holding her skirt.

While waiting for the sedan chair, Jinshu took Zhong Ming to a remote place and told him: "Yesterday I was thinking about something, and I forgot to ask why you haven't left the house yet? It will be Chunwei soon, and you are still here." What are you doing here?"

Zhong Ming hurriedly bowed to her and thanked her: "Miss, please worry about it. I thought that this coursework has been put on hold for too long, and it might be useless to go this year, so I decided to refer to it next year. Since I am not in a hurry, why should I leave in a hurry. "

"Professionalism is more than diligence and leisure, and it's meaningless for you to waste here. Now that the Da Niangzi's mansion has received such a large sum of money, it is more than enough to hire a few maids and servants. You don't have to worry about the future. Mother's side I've already told her, you can go there anytime."

Seeing Jinshu caring so much about his affairs, Zhong Ming was very grateful, and bowed to her again: "Miss Jinshu is so kind and virtuous, I will never forget it."

Zhong Ming's words were just a few words, and her ears were almost callused. Jin Shu seemed to hear Pingyue looking for her again, and hurriedly said: "You ask Zhong Ling to help me look after my mother." , if there is any situation, come to Kang Manor to find me."

Hearing Pingyue's call getting closer, Jin Shu turned and walked out before Zhong Ming could reply.

When they arrived at the Kang Mansion, Chen Qin was sweeping the house with a duster, watching Jin Shu come in, stopped what she was doing, and saluted her.

"You just keep busy, don't worry about me." Jinshu randomly picked out a book and carried it on the kang.

Fearing that Jin Shu would be bored, Chen Qin shook the duster in her hand and said, "Girl, why did you leave last night?"

"There are some things at home, and my father asked me to go back."

"Miss Jinshu, it's a pity that you left. A female doctor who was studying came to the mansion last night. She looks very similar to the young lady. We old people in the mansion were shocked when we saw it."

Chen Qin couldn't help but smile when recalling how everyone was stunned yesterday.

Jin Shu's hand holding the book couldn't help shaking. She couldn't read any of the words on it. She collected herself and asked, "Is foster father happy?"

"That's not true! The young master's eyes were straight when he looked at the female doctor." Chen Qin looked at Jin Shu: "Madam's smile never stops."

"I think grandma likes that girl very much."

Chenqin quickly echoed: "The female doctor was about to leave after dinner, Madam took her by the arm and chatted with her for a long time, maybe because it was late, she ordered someone to go to the inn to bring all her bags back to the house, and arranged for her Stayed in the West Wing."

What does the sour taste in my heart mean, Jin Shu knows very well, and really doesn't want to listen anymore, Jin Shu said softly: "Chenqin, you go out first. I fell ill last night and didn't sleep well all night. Now I want to Get some sleep."

Chenqin responded immediately, bowed and withdrew.

Jin Shu put the book aside and lay down on the kang with big characters.I hummed "Exploring the Qingshui River" softly, but the tune was out of tune and I couldn't remember the words clearly.

When it came to the sentence "A slave is like Diao Chan thinking about Lu Bu, and like Yan Poxi sitting upstairs thinking about Zhang San", Jin Shu smiled self-deprecatingly and closed her eyes.

"Don't go there, don't you go there?"

"Jinshu, Jinshu, wake up quickly."

Kang Ting looked at Jin Shu's frightened babbling, and quickly put down the scroll and went to her side.

Jin Shu opened her eyes, and the tears that were originally packed in her eyes fell out instantly.

Watching Jinshu cry.Kang Ting unconsciously reached out to wipe it off for her.

Feeling the warmth of his face, although he was greedy in his heart, he still forcibly pulled back his thoughts and turned away: "Why is Uncle Kang here?"

Kang Ting's hands paused, and he said reproachfully, "If I hadn't asked Chenqin to ask questions today, what are you going to tell me about your nightmares every night?"

"It's just a trivial matter. Uncle Kang has worked hard enough for me, and I don't want to bother you for such a small situation."

Jinshu got up from the kang, lowered her head and didn't look at Kang Ting.

Kang Ting didn't like her polite words, so he asked, "What did you dream about just now? It can make you cry in your dream."

"Can not remember."

This time it wasn't Jinshu's perfunctory words, she really couldn't remember what happened in the dream, but she vaguely felt it was very important.

Seeing Jinshu rejecting him thousands of miles away again, Kang Ting was very annoyed, but finally suppressed his unhappiness and asked her, "Jinshu, do you still remember?"

"what?"

"I told you five years ago that everything depends on me. Did you..."

Jinshu was afraid that Kang Ting would bring up the past, and she felt worried and felt uncomfortable when she heard it, so she interrupted him quickly: "Uncle Kang, I have grown up and become sensible. Those nonsense when I was young. Don't take it too seriously, thank you Uncle Kang for these things Years of care."

Kang Ting looked at Jin Shu's nonchalant expression, wiped away the past relationship between the two with a few words, and could no longer control his anger, grabbed Jin Shu's wrist, and asked coldly: "What do you mean?" What's the meaning?"

The sudden anger left Jin Shu at a loss as to what to do.

Jin Shu didn't want to talk to him, she just wanted to break free from the shackles, but the stronger she resisted, the harder Kang Ting grabbed her hand.

There was obvious pain in the wrist, Jinshu was a little angry: "Let go."

Thinking of everything that happened these days, and what Jinshu said just now, Kang Ting increased his strength: "What you have done recently is to gradually alienate me, isn't it?"

"Yes!"

Such a decisive answer was unexpected by Kang Ting. With just one word, the strings in his heart broke instantly.

Seeing him in a daze, Jin Shu tried hard to withdraw her hand, but unfortunately she still failed.

"Uncle Kang, let go."

Ignore her struggles.Kang Ting suddenly sneered: "You can deny your relatives for the sake of Zhong Ming, did he instigate you?"

"How many times do you want me to say it? It has nothing to do with him!" Jin Shu looked back at him coldly, her eyes also filled with extreme anger.

"What's so good about him? It's worth your trouble with me for him."

Jin Shu tried to separate his fingers with the other hand, but the other party didn't relax.

"Uncle Kang, I don't want to argue with you about these meaningless things. Let go!"

Kang Ting saw the anger in Jinshu's eyes, and howled angrily, "Zhao Jinshu! Is this your attitude when you talk to me?"

"Then what do you want me to say?"

At this moment, Jin Shu was out of control, but she ended up laughing out of her anger.

"Zhong Ming left Bianjing, you will never see each other." Kang Ting's strong tone did not have any room for returning to Huan. "I have plenty of ways to keep you from seeing him for the rest of your life."

Jin Shu had had enough of everything, she looked up at Kang Ting: "Huh? Can't you see it? The person I love is you!" After saying this, Jin Shu looked refreshed after revenge.

But as soon as this remark came out, Kang Ting was already dumbfounded.

"Kang Ting, you know, this is why I want to avoid you slowly."

This time, Jinshu pulled her hand back with a little force, and walked out of the house without looking back.

It's over, it's time to leave.

walk outside.Jinshu thought with a sense of loss that her relationship with Kang Ting was probably over, and she had no regrets. In this world, what you can't ask for, love should not be normal.

If it weren't for Kang Ting's nonsense today, this matter should have rotted in his stomach, but now he is completely at ease.

It was no longer a matter of joy, anger and sorrow, Jin Shu just wandered aimlessly in the corridor, not knowing where to go.

In this way, when it was time for dinner, a group of people gathered in the main hall again.

Jin Shu looked calm in front of everyone, without any suspicion.

On the other hand, Kang Ting's whole body was full of coldness, and sometimes he met Jinshu's eyes, and immediately avoided dodging, and finally he could only focus all the communication and eyes on She Man who was opposite.

It was the first time She Man saw Jinshu, and saw that the girl was beautiful in water, but her breathing was sick. After asking Mr. Kang, she learned that her heart and lungs were seriously damaged, and she felt very sorry for her.

When he greeted Jin Shu coldly and warmly, his tone, expression, and demeanor were exactly like Kang Ting's when he was treating her.

Looking at She Man's smooth talk, Jin Shu felt more and more that this woman and Kang Ting were a match made in heaven, and compared to her, she looked like a supporting role.

That's great.

"Jinshu, I have Zhang's ancestral secret recipe for heart and lung care. I will take a pulse for you after dinner, and change the dosage as appropriate. I will let Mr. Kang see if there is anything that needs to be improved. place."

After staying in the Kang Manor for so long, Jin Shu also knows a thing or two about practicing medicine. These doctors come from different factions, and their treatments and medicines are different. In order to consolidate their position in the market, they all have some unique prescriptions, which is She Manzui The secret recipe.

For secret medicines, doctors never give prescriptions to patients. Most of them buy medicines at expensive prices and take them on the spot in the hospital.

After hearing what She Man said, all the people present admired her.

"Miss She Man is so hearty, it is really rare in the world, and Kang has seen it today."

With a frank face, She Man replied with a light smile: "Master Kang is absurd. She Man does not seek to be well-known in the world in practicing medicine, but to have a clear conscience. There is no need to be complacent about these things. A lot of communication can actually increase your knowledge."

"Master, have you seen it? Her heart that hangs the pot to help the world is exactly the same as Ting'er." Mrs. Kang smiled happily and looked at the two.

Kang Xufeng plucked his beard, his eyes were full of satisfaction.

Presumably Mrs. Kang should have told Kang Xufeng her purpose of arranging She Man to come here last night.

Obviously, Kang Xufeng is also very satisfied with She Man.

Not only the elders of the Kang family, but even Jin Shu felt from the bottom of her heart that She Man was the perfect candidate to marry Kang Ting.

After thanking She Man, Jin Shu ate there quietly without saying a word.

After dinner, Mrs. Kang arranged for Kang Ting to go for a walk in the courtyard with She Man.

Up to now, anyone can see Mrs. Kang's intentions, and Kang Ting naturally knows it too.

He looked at Jinshu who bowed her head silently, then looked at She Man beside her, got up and said, "Father, mother, then I will go out with She Man for a walk first."

"Master Kang, Mrs. Kang, then we'll go out first." She Man didn't hesitate, and responded directly.

When she was in Lin'an, she had heard many things about Kang Ting, and when she saw him yesterday, she couldn't help but secretly sighed in her heart that there really is such a good man in the world, and it would be a wonderful thing to be his successor.

Seeing the two leaving the room one after another, Mrs. Kang happily held Kang Xufeng's hand: "It's done, it's done?"

The words were agitated, and even brought some crying intentions.

Kang Xufeng patted his wife's hand, and said with relief, "The two of them are a good match, and maybe it will become a good story in the future."

The man is affectionate, the concubine is interested, and the parents nod in agreement.

When they get married, they only need three letters and six rituals.

Jin Shu lowered her head and smiled, that's great, Nie Yuan should cut it off quickly.

It's just that the soreness in my heart is what the hell.

Mrs. Kang pulled Jinshu and talked a lot, most of which were about the wedding ceremony and their eagerness to snatch their grandson.

Jin Shu let go of her energy to chat with her, smiling from ear to ear.

The two talked like this until the first hour of Haishi, and Mrs. Kang was really sleepy, so she let Jinshu go back to the room to rest by herself.

Chen Qin held the lamp in front.Jin Shu looked at the reflections of the flowers, branches and trees on both sides, then looked up at the bright white moon, and smiled slightly.

When the two arrived at the yard, they saw a black shadow standing in front of the yard.

Chen Qin hurriedly went forward with a lamp to check, and it turned out that it was She Man who had been waiting here for a long time.

She looked at Jinshu, and hurried up to say hello: "Jinshu, you're finally back."

"Sister She Man, why are you here?" Jin Shu asked while ordering Chen Qin to go into the house and light the lamp.

When it was brighter, Jinshu saw the medicine box under She Man's feet, and she quickly helped She Man lift it up, only to realize that it was so heavy, about the same as Kang Ting's box.

She Man took it: "You are a little girl, you have a lot of strength, unexpectedly."

"Sister She Man, how dare you say me? I feel tired just mentioning it for a while. You have been carrying this thing around for many years. I can't compare it."

Seeing Jinshu gesticulating with a cute face, She Man put the medicine box on her left shoulder, took Jinshu with her right hand, and said softly, "Your hands are icy like this and you are still dangling outside. You must not catch cold when you are sick, and keep warm in the future." ."

Such a scene happened to Jin Shu and Kang Ting as well.

At this time, Jin Shu felt that She Man and Kang Ting might be the same person split in half, only the difference between the male version and the female version.

She Man came to Jin Shu to fulfill the promise just now. As soon as she entered the room, she took out the pulse pillow from the medicine box and gave Jin Shu the pulse.

After taking the pulse, She Man's complexion was extremely bad: "Did you drink a lot recently?"

Thumbs up in my heart, Miracle Doctor No. [-].

Jin Shu smiled at her: "When I returned home last night, I found out that my sister-in-law was getting married. I was so happy, I couldn't help drinking a few more glasses."

She Man said sharply: "In winter, your heart and lung injuries will affect the blood vessels of your whole body. If you drink too much alcohol at this time, it will only collide with the stagnant qi in your internal organs. If there is a slight difference, you may die on the spot."

so serious?Hearing what She Man said, Jin Shu realized that what she did yesterday was to test on the verge of sudden death.

"Sister She Man, I'll remember it, I won't dare in the future."

Jin Shu's attitude of admitting his mistake was quite sincere, so She Man stopped talking, and she asked Jin Shu with some puzzlement: "Just now I discussed your condition with the Kang Judgment Bureau, and he told me about what he cut for you earlier. Pulse condition. I cut your pulse today, and I feel that your condition seems to be much worse."

It's normal for her body to deteriorate because she hasn't slept soundly for more than ten days, and Jin Shu thought that this should be the reason.

"It stands to reason that the Kangju Bureau will take care of you, and your condition will not worsen to the point where it is today. What happened? No, I have to talk to him immediately about this."

Jin Shu thought that she would be able to leave the Kang Manor in a few days, and if She Man went to tell Kang Ting about this, she might be locked up here for another period of time.

"Sister She Man, don't worry, the wine should have affected your body. Don't tell your foster father about this, if he knows, he won't be able to let me go."

"The Judiciary Kang cares about you very much, how could he be willing to hit you hard?" She Man put away her pulse pillow, and smiled softly: "You were not here last night, and the Judiciary Kang kept talking about you with me. You are loved as your own daughter."

dear daughter.These three words are really a knife, piercing Jin Shu's heart.

What else could Jinshu say, but she could only laugh and say, "Sister She Man, can you not tell foster father?"

Hearing what Jinshu said for the second time, She Man knew that she really didn't want to let Kang Ting know about it, and she was a little embarrassed: "Jinshu, I don't want to tell Kang the court about this matter to sue. It's just that now you As your condition worsens, the conditioning medicine he prescribed for you should no longer work, and you need to re-diagnose the pulse and prescribe the prescription."

"Then wait for me to rest for a few days and tell him in person, is it okay? It's definitely better to be honest and lenient than you to tell her." Jin Shu begged again.

She Man thought that she was afraid of being punished, and since she wanted to go to the Kang Judicial Bureau to tell the matter in person, she gave up and asked again and again: "Then you go and tell him in the morning. You have to take good care of your own body."

Jin Shu nodded: "Thank you, Sister She Man."

She Man still wanted to chat with Jinshu, but her maid came outside the door: "Girl, the Kangju Bureau is still waiting for you in the room, I have drunk three cups of tea, is your side okay?" "

That servant girl has also been with She Man for many years, and has always been worried about her master's lifelong event. Now that she sees that Kang Ting is so good for her, she is more anxious than anyone else.

Seeing her girl leaving Kang Ting aside and running here to accompany Jin Shu, the maid was afraid that she would delay her lifelong event, her words were full of anxiety.

"Sister She Man, you should hurry up. Don't let the beautiful scenery of the day be wasted on me. I will go to talk to my foster father every few days."

She Man's face turned slightly red, and after saying goodbye to Jin Shu, she carried the medicine box and accompanied the maid to leave here.

The moment the door closed, Jin Shu touched her heart.

What a good person, much more suitable than myself.