Gentleman Mengze

At that time, I wanted her to stab me with a sword to relieve my hatred.

I even thought that even if she killed me, as long as she can no longer be sad and angry, it would be fine.

I never thought of dodging, I just looked at her like this, I wanted to raise my hand to support the jade crown on her head, I wanted to bow my head to kiss her neck or eyebrows, but the sword was in front of my throat, and I didn't get anything after all. It can be done, but I just asked her—"Sushu, if the gods really have an afterlife, you told me to take Feng Guanxiapei to Caixing Pavilion to marry you in this life...can I complete it in my next life? "

She raised her eyes suddenly, two lines of tears fell suddenly.

The hand holding the sword paused, then laughed again: "Yes, you really don't know yet."

She put away the sword, and sent a tactic to the water-blue mirror, the light and shadow of the mirror flowed together, and suddenly returned to the shape of a jade ring and fell into her hands.

She smiled, grabbed my sleeve and ran to the sky.

I don't know where she's taking me until we jump into the azure Sea of ​​Desire, cross the sea, and fall into the Milky Way.

Ever since Su Shu was wiped out, I no longer dare to come here.When I saw the Star Caixing Pavilion, I suddenly remembered what the female official named Jin Wan said to me at the time—"Three days ago, the fire passed by, and the lord's eyes were dim, but he saw the bright red color of the big spark, and thought Xuanjun Going to the appointment, we greeted him out of the pavilion, but unexpectedly entered it, and the ashes were wiped out. Xuanjun... came late."

I am three days late.

I almost married the girl I love.

But my girl was wiped out once before I could wait--this is the regret of my life.

The surrounding stars are silent, and the Milky Way is thousands of miles away and silent.I was a little surprised to find that even though more than 1 years have passed, there is no dust in the Caixing Pavilion, and everything is still the same as it used to be. Still peaceful and gentle.

But at this time, her plain clothes were no longer flat, the jade crown had long been lost in the sea of ​​desirelessness, and her black hair was covered with water, falling down along the clothes.

"Do you think that what I said about Fengguan Xiapei at the beginning meant that I wanted to marry you?"

I didn't understand what she meant, but my figure froze uncontrollably for a moment until it became numb. When I looked up, I saw her with a cold smile, her eyes were a little dark, and she didn't look like the Master Su Shu I was familiar with.

I am familiar with Mr. Su Shu, her eyes are too lonely, too gentle, too distressing.No matter how sad she was, there was never anything frightening in her eyes.

But in front of her, her heart ached to the extreme, and she was no longer what she used to be.

The jade jue gleamed like water in her palm, and under her guidance, the light quickly filled the entire Caixing Pavilion.

A plain white figure suddenly appeared in the pavilion, who was writing a letter at the desk at the moment.

The person who wrote the letter was Su Shu.Her complexion was pale, her cheeks and lips were bloodless, she looked extremely weak and extremely sick.

"Do you still remember the content of this letter?" She looked down at the light and shadow, the letter paper on the case was filled with lines of ink, and said with a smile, "It doesn't matter if you don't remember, my god—— Tell you one sentence at a time."

So, it was on that day that I learned what the Sushu God Venerable ten thousand years ago had for me at the end.

She said that when she wrote down the words, "Meng Ze, I heard that you are safe and sound, and I am very happy with my deity", she wanted to kill me.

She said that she also knows that it is impossible for me to miss her if I haven't contacted for a long time. If I really miss her, I will come back to find her.However, I never came here once, and even when my own child died, I never saw me.

She said, "During those 14 years, the stars in the depths of the Milky Way were vast and bright day and night. When I came out, my eyes were full of silver and white, and this silver and white glow was somewhat scorching." Seeing the vastness of the fairyland, seeing the beauty of Kyushu, seeing the sunset glow like embroidery, seeing the morning clouds like brocade, and even seeing the violet color in your eyes", what "but after all, the eyes are burned by the starlight, and you wake up once Over the past few years, especially the four months since I haven't seen you, I realized that my eyes are getting worse and worse, and I can't even see other colors. As far as I can see, there are only a few wonderlands, ethereal scenes, and dim clouds. It made me lose my color in the heart of this god." It's just saying it to make me sad, it's just making a mistake, it's just not wanting to find out, just wanting to give me a defenseless blow when we meet, telling me to make mistakes when we meet When I know that my eyes are given by her, I will regret it for the rest of my life, and I will never be able to forgive myself.

She said that she no longer needs an enemy who killed her child to be by her side as a crutch to support her; nor does she need a fairy who cut her fins to fan me to cool off the heat and kill demons for her She also doesn't need a bastard who mistakenly thinks that the other girl gave Qingming to him, take her to see the ten thousand miles of morning glow, and take her to see the vastness of the stars.

She said, the streamer in the sky in the north, the clouds at sunrise in the East China Sea, and the peach forest three hundred miles below Yanghua Mountain in March, she wants me to see it all by myself with regret and guilt.Once she dies, she will never appear in front of me again for eternity.Tell me to go to the end of this long journey in despair.

I almost cried, hugged her recklessly, locked her tightly in my arms, and denied her words over and over again: "Don't say that...Master Sushu, don't be like that...The words in the letter are never lied to me..."

Every word and every word in that letter is like my lips and teeth, making me so familiar that I can no longer be familiar with it——1 years later, this deity may become more and more old, dizzy and unable to see things. At that time, I really need you, can you come to accompany me? ?

Meng Ze, after 1 years, if you are free, you can come to Caixing Pavilion in the Milky Way to sit with me, even if you can't accompany me, it is good to sit with me.

Also, I haven't been married yet, so I want to hear from you... the colors of the phoenix crown and Xiapei.

If you are willing to bring the phoenix crown and Xiapei, I will wear my wedding dress and wait for you in Caixing Pavilion.

If you are willing to marry me, I will marry you—this words, I will never regret it.

I hugged her cold neck, feeling great grief and pain: "You said to wait for me in the wedding dress, and you said that if I was willing to marry you, you would marry me. You said these words, will not be immortal, you said you want to listen to me Tell you about the colors of the phoenix crown and Xiapei...how can you say you lied to me now?"

Lord Su Shu, these words have been kept in my heart for more than 1 years.

These words supported me through those 1 years of lonely days.

How can you... how can you tell me this is all a lie.

In her arms, she finally gritted her teeth and swung her fan to block me away. The bone of the fan was like a knife, and it melted a deep gash in my body.But this made me feel no pain at all, because what she said below already made me realize what pain is bone-piercing and heart-piercing.

"Do you know what day is the sixth day of June that I wrote at the end of the letter?" She clenched her fan tightly, the fan bone also cut her palm, bright red blood dripped from her fingers, she looked at me, her voice was cold and desperate, "The sixth day of June is the birthday of my god and your child. It is also the memorial day for you and my child. You should really remember it for thousands of years. After all, you were the one who killed him with your own hands."

I still want to hug her, and I want to explain to her that Xiao Yu'er is her child, my flesh and blood with her.

She didn't allow me to speak, as if she couldn't believe what I said now.She wanted to make me uncomfortable, so she threw the jade in her hand, the light and shadow in the pavilion changed suddenly, and another scene appeared in the light and shadow.

She smiled and said, "Don't you believe that my letter was a lie to you? I'll ask you to take a look and see why I wrote this letter."

In that scene, Su Shu was sitting on the bed, sweat rolled down, his eyes were colorless.She held a thin and frail whitebait in her hand. She held the whitebait to her eyes, frowning and looking at it carefully.

Those hands were pale and emaciated.

Her whole body was also pale and emaciated.

"Jin Wan, can you tell me, what color is my child's body?"

When she asked this sentence, her face was already covered with tears.

The female officer's voice was so choked up that she raised her hand to wipe away the tears for Su Shu, and then wiped away the tears for herself: "Your Majesty, this is a small silver fish. The silvery white body of the fish has a luster, very much like the brilliance of the Milky Way." Light."

Su Shu in the scene was laughing, just smiling, tears streaming down his face: "My child, he is really beautiful."

Jin Wan said: "Whether the child follows the respect or follows Meng Zexuanjun, they are all beautiful."

She suddenly fell silent.

The stars outside the window dimmed and then brightened again.She held the little fish for a long time before finally handing it over to Jinwan, and told her for 100 years: "This baby, you are buried by the Milky Way, at the end of the Sea of ​​Desire. Don't set up a tombstone, don't pile up graves. But you have to protect it and don’t let others get close to it. Also, you must not go to Meng Ze now. After 1 years, you must call Meng Ze. He will come if he comes, and he will come if he doesn’t come. I probably, probably will sleep for 1 years, you know, I told you earlier, I made a fortune teller for myself, I will sleep for 1 years. I will try to come back as soon as possible, Jinwan, you want Protect my original body. After 1 years, if you want Meng Ze to come, he will come if he comes, or if he doesn’t come. If he comes early, you will stop him. Don’t tell him about the child. I'll come and tell him." With trembling fingers, he took out the letter and put it in Jin Wan's palm, "There is a reason for calling him here in this letter, please give it to him for me. I want him to come here after 1 years, I Tell him personally."

In addition to the scene of Yu Jue, she clenched her folding fan tightly, blood rolling in her palm.

"You know why I wrote that letter. I'm afraid you won't come. I made a plan to die with you. I must be fully prepared—just to deceive you with this affection and ask you to come. Then kill him." She laughed.

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