Princess always wants to escape (rebirth)

Once a lie is said, more lies are needed to complete it.Chu Hanyan really doesn't want to lie all her life to fulfill this lie, how to explain these things?

be honest?

I want to tell him that because I and Xiao Mucheng are both reborn, they have more memories of a lifetime than others, and know more than all of you, so they can get twice the result with half the effort.So she asked Xiao Mucheng to check, just because she could check it faster than others?

Don't say she dared not tell the truth, even if she did, would he believe it?If he didn't believe it, would he treat her as a sick person or a monster?

Chu Hanyan's originally rosy face gradually dimmed, and even the watery eyes that tempted him just now became lifeless.

"Yan'er?" Zhao Youli lifted her chin and forced her to look at him. The two faced each other, "Why don't you talk? What are you thinking?"

Zhao Youli knew that she must be struggling, but he still wanted to know everything about her.Only then did he feel that she belonged entirely to him.

Chu Hanyan was forced to look up at him, and asked with a heartbeat: "My lord, do you believe that there is someone who knows the past and present in this world?"

Past and Present!What's in this little thing's head?

"What do you want to say?"

"I..." Chu Hanyan's face became paler and paler, and it seemed that it would become transparent if it continued like this, "If, I mean if, someone knows what happened in the past and can avoid danger or those bad things , would you believe it?"

"What exactly do you want to express?" Zhao Youli squinted his eyes, fixed her eyes and asked, "Or, what do you know?"

"My lord?" Chu Hanyan asked again: "Do you believe that there will be someone who has past life memories, or that this person wakes up after a sleep and finds that the things in front of him seem to have happened in a dream. Such strange people and strange things, you will Do you believe it?"

"The world is impermanent, and the law of heaven reincarnates," Zhao Youli looked into her eyes and said, "There are many strange things in this world that are difficult to explain. If it is in line with common sense, it doesn't matter to believe it. If it is unreasonable, just listen to it, don't go Just go in your heart."

After hearing what he said, Chu Hanyan suddenly felt less panicked, and then asked for proof:

"So, what the lord means is that if you encounter such people, you won't treat them like monsters?"

When Zhao Youli rescued her in the alley for the first time, when she shouted the word "Prince" at him, he was suspicious.At that time, the two met "for the first time", how could she call the right person all at once.

Later, one after another incidents also proved the secret hidden in her heart.It's just that Zhao Youli didn't expose it out of respect and love.

Of course, he wanted to wait for her to take the initiative to be honest.

Because Zhao Youli recognized her from the first time he saw her.It is no longer like in the early stage of the plan that the two will only be a nominal couple. What Zhao Youli wants is to walk hand in hand with her and stay with her for a lifetime.

Therefore, he knew that she had a secret, but he didn't take the initiative to reveal it. He just wanted to wait for her to be honest with each other, and that would be the day when the two of them would truly love each other.

Now if she can use this matter, he can say frankly that he will encourage her to speak up bravely, and promise her that no matter what her secret is, she will be the same as before.

"Strange people and strange things don't appear out of thin air. Sometimes what is said is exaggerated by the world, but it is not unbelievable."

Zhao Youli's intuition told herself that what she was about to say might be shocking, but it would never affect their lives.Not only that, Zhao Youli had a faint feeling that if this matter was spread out, maybe the two of them would have no more secrets in the future, they were just a pair of loving couple who were inseparable from each other in this world.

But seeing her restless eyes and trembling fingers, Zhao Youli felt a little uneasy again.What exactly is it that makes her so nervous, it can even be said that she is afraid.

"The world is such a big place that anything can happen."

Zhao Youli looked at her encouragingly, and smiled slightly at the corner of his mouth, "What do you want to say? Only you and I are the most closely connected and the most honest people in this world. Is there anything you can't just say?"

Chu Hanyan regretted asking him now, she could have evaded it in a shameless way, but now it is hard to get off.

"Would you believe me if I said that I am such a person?"

For a long while, Zhao Youli didn't speak, but just looked at her deeply, as if seeing her for the first time, as if wanting to see her through from inside to outside, "You mean you can know the past and present?"

"No, no, no, I'm not such a strange person. I can know the past life and the present life. I just... just know the part about myself." Chu Hanyan denied it quickly, but the more she said it, the lower her voice became. The last two words were almost Can't hear it.

What is that part of yourself?Had he not existed in the life she knew?

"In the world you know, there is no king?" Zhao Youli's voice was low and sounded a little displeased, "Then who is there? Is there Xiao Mucheng?"

"No! That's not the case." Chu Hanyan retorted: "Whether it's reality or the so-called dream, you are my husband who loves me so much. How can I live without you! As for Xiao Mucheng, it should be said that we have met now People exist in that dream."

have?Isn't he the only one for her?

Zhao Youli was a little impatient and urged her, "Be more detailed."

"Did you know that I was seriously ill at the beginning of the year and almost couldn't wake up?" Chu Hanyan recalled the grief, panic and surprise of waking up for the first time after her rebirth.

"Actually, I don't know if my understanding is correct. It was that time when I woke up and found that my dream was so long and so real. I felt that something happened before my eyes, and it was as real as it happened in my dream." Chu Hanyan still I dare not directly say rebirth, but replaced everything with dreams.

This is the first time Zhao Youli has heard of such a thing.

But it was her who said this, so Zhao Youli could not accept it.It's just that what happened in her dream will make her recall so painfully.

Zhao Youli still remembered that when she was injured, she also had constant nightmares and non-stop babbling.

"Then what did you experience in your dream? Do you remember?" Zhao Youli hugged her in his arms, "Do you want to talk about it?"

"I don't know what to say. I've always been afraid that people would treat me as a monster if I said this. I'm afraid..." Chu Hanyan burst into tears, "I'm really scared."

"What are you afraid of?"

"I'm afraid I'll lose you because of this, I'm afraid you'll dislike me, I..." If people dislike me, she doesn't care, but if Zhao Youli can't accept it, Chu Hanyan really has no way out.

Zhao Youli interrupted her, "We have been husband and wife for so long, and I have feelings for you, are you still worried about these things?"

"No, it's not my lord, it's not that I don't believe you." Chu Hanyan didn't dare to look into his eyes, covered her face with her hands, and said sullenly: "I won't say it because the ending of that dream was too terrible. I want to avoid those terrible people and things, but in reality they appear one by one like in a dream.”

Zhao Youli slowly took her hand down, took her silk handkerchief and gently wiped away the tears on her face, "Don't be afraid, this king will always be with you."

"Yes, I'm not afraid. Because those once terrifying people and forces are slowly weakening."

Although Zhao Youli understood what she was talking about, he still wanted to know how she distinguished dreams from reality.

"Then, how did you find out that this was a dream, or how did you find out that what happened in front of you had already happened? Or what happened in your dream at the end that made you wake up suddenly?"

"What happened to the people I saw when I opened my eyes, including the scene at that time, all seemed familiar."

"Then why did you wake up?" Zhao Youli asked the same question again.

Why wake up?Because of the beheading, because of the extermination of the clan, and even more because of the destruction of the family.

Chu Hanyan's two lines of tears flowed down again instantaneously, and couldn't stop dripping from her face and dripping onto the skirt of her clothes.She suddenly felt cold, so she had to wrap her arms around herself.

"What's the matter with you?" Zhao Youli felt the person in his arms trembling, and when he looked down, his face was covered with tears, "Yan'er, what's the matter, what did you think of?"

"It's gone, it's gone, there's blood all over the ground..."

"Yan'er, wake up, look at me, look at me. You are not in a dream now, you are in reality, don't think about those bad things, throw them all away, look at me, you are by my side. "

Zhao Youli regretted forcing her to talk about memories. If he knew that her dreams would cause her such pain, then he would rather keep his doubts in his heart and never ask or ask, and he didn't want her to fall into sad contemplation and sadness.

"My lord, you've been here, haven't you?" Chu Hanyan wrapped her arms around his neck and pressed against his body tightly, her tears soaked into Zhao Youli's clothes little by little, covering a large area.

"Silly girl, this king is always by your side, but you don't know it." Zhao Youli stroked her head, "I'm always here, don't be afraid."

always there?where?

Chu Hanyan loosened her arms, looked at him with water marks all over her face, and asked silently.

"Silly girl, if this king wasn't by your side, how could you turn danger into blessing after so many dangers?"

Chu Hanyan looked at him in disbelief, no wonder she met him by chance every time something happened, it turned out that he was always there.She asked him stupidly: "Since when have you been here?"

since when?

Was it the background information that brought her back from Zuo An for the first time, or did it start from that dream?In short, if I don't see her or hear her voice every day, I always feel that something is missing.

But Zhao Youli had a thin skin and couldn't speak out, so he had to push Zhao Jining out.

"King Qi was bored, and insisted on seeing the future emperor's aunt, so he dragged me to your yard together."

Chu Hanyan couldn't care less about being sad right now, just thinking about why she didn't notice anyone.

"But, I didn't even notice you. The yard is so small, so I should be able to see you anywhere?" Chu Hanyan tilted her head and looked at him, "Are you able to hide?"

The author has something to say: I want to write the next book, but I find that I still like the theme of rebirth.

Let's just wear a book and be reborn~~~ I want to outline it! ! !

Closer to home, poor Yan is still not suitable for lying, there is pressure to deceive people~~~

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