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After taking the medicine for half a month, I feel that my body is much better. When Dr. Wu came for a follow-up consultation, I pretended to ask casually: "Can you prescribe me a prescription for a few months. You are tired of running around like this, really sorry."

Imperial Physician Wu pondered for a while, then said: "Take medicines step by step, it is impossible to prescribe medicines for several months at once."

I was silent, and Imperial Physician Wu seemed to understand my thoughts, and said hesitantly: "I'll prescribe three prescriptions for the girl, one every half a month. After eating, as long as you take a good rest and recuperate, and don't get angry, you should be fine. "

I exhaled and said gratefully, "Thank you!"

In mid-November, before it snowed, I started to pack my things quietly. I didn’t bring anything except bank notes and prescriptions. As for Xuezhen... I gritted my teeth and left a letter to Yinxiang, let him take good care of her. Since I want to leave, I should go thoroughly... I took the badge, and while everyone was resting in the house at noon, I quietly walked out of the beekeeping lane.

It’s another winter. Sitting in the meditation room at the back of Fuyun Temple, looking at the snowflakes flying outside the window, my heart is clear. Since I walked out of the beekeeping that day, I have lived in Fuyun Temple, and my identity is a wealthy businessman’s servant Tang concubine. Because I added 1 taels of sesame oil money when I moved in, the nuns in the temple were very polite to me, not only had a separate meditation room, but also took good care of me. My only request is to be clean and not let anyone come Excuse me. To avoid Yin?'s eyes and ears, the temple is the best place to go, and I really want to talk to Yuan again, but it's a pity that no one knows her whereabouts.

Every day at noon when the nuns in the temple were doing evening classes, I would go out for a walk. This back room is already close to the West Mountain, and the scenery is not bad. If the weather is fine on weekdays, I will go around to the mountain from the back door for a walk. Snow, I am afraid of the cold, and it has been a long time since I went to the back mountain. It just so happened that the snow stopped and the sun came out this day. I put on a thick cotton robe and put on a big? Cherry?劬ΦNaっCase Sakura? Chen Nuo Gou? Narrow Serving???

There is a small market outside the back door of Fuyun Temple, and there are only deals on the fifth and tenth day. Today is the tenth day of the Lunar New Year, and many vendors have set up their stalls. I carefully bypassed the crowded stalls and stepped on the snow. Walking to the back of the mountain. Looking at the snow scene along the way, smelling the fresh air after the snow, I feel refreshed. Probably because the Chinese New Year is approaching, there are people in twos and threes going up the mountain with incense sticks and paper money in their hands. Han people usually invite their ancestors to go home before the new year To enjoy the New Year's Eve dinner, these people probably went to invite their ancestors. I walked slowly to the resting pavilion at the foot of the mountain, only to feel that I was out of breath. I held my hands against the stove and watched some children playing snowball fights not far away. I smiled and pulled off the brim of my hat covering my face. I took a few deep breaths and felt better. After playing with the snow for a while, the children built a snowman again. I closed my eyes and rested for a while, when I suddenly heard the screams of children. I opened my eyes and saw several children squatting down in a circle on the right corner. I was hesitating whether to go over, and a slightly older The child turned his head and pointed at me and said something to the other children. I stood up and looked at him. He was a little shy, but he ran up to me and said, "Sister, there is a child on the snow."

I didn't realize it for a moment, he pointed to the ground in front of him and said again: "There is a child over there, alive."

I walked forward quickly, and the children jumped out of the way, and there was indeed a child on the ground! It was about one year old, wearing an old padded jacket that was a little bigger, with a small face that was red from the cold, and was grinning at the child. Crying, the voice was so low that it was almost inaudible. I picked him up, and the children around me looked up at me, and I smiled and told them, if anyone came to look for this child, let them go to Fuyun Temple to find Master Xiyuan. They agreed earnestly. I walked back with the child in my arms, wondering whether the child was separated from his family or abandoned? There are no homes at the foot of the West Mountain, and it is not appropriate to take the child out in such a cold day. Fortunately I met the children playing and me, or I would have frozen to death within two hours.

Back in the monastery, I asked the kitchen to cook some rice porridge for me. The child was probably very hungry, so he drank it hungrily. Several nuns heard that I brought an abandoned baby back, and they all came to my room to see. I gave 20 taels of silver to one of the more active little Ni Shichen, and told her to go out and help me buy some children's clothes. The kitchen also sent a hot tub, and I heated up the charcoal fire, undressed the child and took a bath , only then did I find out that the child was a baby girl. There was a note in the padded jacket, which read: "On the 51th day of the eighth month in the [-]st year of Kangxi, my husband died and my concubine was sick and helpless, so she gave up crying and begged a kind person to adopt me." I was surprised: She and I have the same birthday, so this is fate, right? Her father is dead, and her mother is ill, so it is really helpless to abandon her. Looking carefully at her face, I found that the child looks good, greatly eyes, high nose bridge, small mouth, and a small dimple when she smiles. I kissed her little face, and I whispered: "From now on, I will be your mother, and I will give you all the love, let you won't be so lonely like me..."

Seems to understand my words, the child actually smiled, whispering softly: "...Mom..." I smiled, hugged her tightly, and helped her to take a good bath Putting on the clothes that Shichen bought, I put her on the bed. Master Xiyuan heard that I planned to adopt this child, and brought some clothes over. I thanked her, and she clasped her hands and said, "Actually, there are better ones in the temple." Xiao Ni is an abandoned baby. The life of a girl is gone! If you adopt her, it will be regarded as a merit."

I looked at the child's sleeping face and said, "She will be my daughter from now on. Regarding her life experience, I hope that the master will keep it a secret from all the little masters. I want to tell her when she is older."

"This old nun should obey. I wonder if the benefactor has thought of a name for her?"

I thought for a while and said, "I picked her up on the snow, let's call her Qixue."

Winter is coming to spring, and Qixue is one and a half years old. I started to teach her to read and recite some Tang poetry and Song Ci. It’s also complete. My favorite thing to do on weekdays is to take her out for a walk. There are a few real concubines in the back room who also like to abandon snow. Gradually, I also have contacts with them. There are female celebrities. I also made a lot of clothes for Qixue. Whenever I saw Qixue's smiling face and heard her call me sweetly: "Mom!" I was thinking: it would be nice to spend the rest of my life with Qixue .Raise her well, and find an honest man to be her husband... Hehe, it seems that I really look like a mother!

In the Mid-Autumn Festival of the 56th year of Kangxi, Qi Xuexu was already six years old. I was surprised to find that she was getting more and more beautiful, and her mouth was also very sweet. No matter the nuns in the temple, or the women in the backyard who she called "Auntie" all liked her She, I have always wanted to find a husband for Qixue, but it is inconvenient for men to come in and out of the temple, so I had no choice but to find books to teach her by myself. The guqin that I don't touch on weekdays was also bought by someone, and I taught her by hand. She. As the days went by, I found that my face hadn't changed much, and it stayed around 20 years old. According to my birth date, I should be 24 years old. I don't usually do maintenance, and I don't understand why I haven't aged. I don't know if it has something to do with my time travel.

It has been five years since I left Yinxiang, and I have almost forgotten the past in the past five years. I will attend the morning and evening classes of the nuns every day. I no longer want to go back to my own era. It's a pity that the world is impermanent - what should come will always come.

In December of the 56th year of Kangxi, the Empress Dowager passed away. It was rumored that Emperor Kangxi was also ill, with swollen feet and could not go to the ground. The palace ordered nine famous monasteries in Beijing to be the Empress Dowager on July 49th. Relatives and relatives came to worship. Fuyun Temple is also one of the nine temples. The dojo started from the sixth day of the first lunar month in the 57th year of Kangxi and ended on February 24th. Master Xiyuan told us not to go to the front when we have nothing to do, so as not to bump into the nobleman. .

After the Chinese New Year, Qixue and I spent the whole day reading and practicing in our room. The sound of chanting sutras could be heard from the main hall in front of us. Yes. On the fifteenth day of the first lunar month, in order to make up for her being locked up in the room all day, I took her to play in the market in the back street. I will always satisfy her reasonable request for snow dumping, so I bought her colored balls, Rabbit lamps, and a dozen strings of candied haws——she declared that they were for the aunts. When she saw the candy maker, she wanted to buy the Eight Immortals Crossing the Sea again... she was kind until I couldn’t hold it anymore. Said: "Mother, let's go back, you can't take it anymore!"

I was heartbroken by her kindness, but she pursed her lips and said, "I knew I would bring Aunt Chun with me, she has great strength and can carry a lot of things!"

I rolled my eyes at her: "Aunt Chun is twice as heavy as my mother, do you want my mother to be as round as her?"

Qixue shook her head violently: "No, no! The last time Aunt Chun hugged me, she almost smothered me to death!"

I pulled Qixue back and walked back, only to find that the door to the backyard was locked by someone. I was having a headache, and Qixue was gearing up and said, "Mother, mother, let me climb in through the wall!"

I glared at her: "No!" She said with a smile: "I have climbed more than once before, Aunt Chun often taught me to climb..." After finishing speaking, she even flew forward and climbed onto the wall , my heart jumped into my throat, and I wished I could get Chunhong to beat me up immediately - no wonder her husband didn't want her, even if she was fat, she even taught children to fly over the wall! Do you want my abandoned snow Trained to be a female bandit! In an instant, Aixue was already riding on the wall, and she waved her little hand at me, and just as I was about to speak, a male voice sounded from inside the wall: "Who are you?" Aixue seemed startled Jumping, shaking my body and leaning back, I screamed, dropped what I was holding, and kicked the back door, the first kick didn’t open, the person inside just opened the door when I kicked the second, my kick It was so violent that it was too late to take it back. Fortunately, the person inside reacted quickly and grabbed my feet. Seeing that I was about to fall, he kindly supported me. My eyes met, and I was stunned: The person in front of him turned out to be Prince Heng Yinqi.

The four eyes met, and they were all taken aback. Yinqi even cried out in surprise: "It's you!" I was in a hurry to look at Qixue, but I didn't answer his words. Seeing me coming in, Qixue threw herself into my arms and shouted : "Mom! This uncle hugged me! I didn't break!"

I squatted down and looked at her and said sternly: "From now on, you are not allowed to climb the wall again! If you do it again, mother will punish you to copy the Heart Sutra a hundred times, do you hear me?"

Seeing that I was angry, Qixue flinched, and said in a small mouth: "Yes, Qixue will never dare to climb the wall again..."

I helped her straighten her clothes, pointed to the door and said, "Go and pick up the things on the ground and take them back to the room."

Qixue went into the room, I turned around and looked at Yinqi, he stared at me with wide eyes, pointed at Qixue's back and said in a low voice: "Is she your... daughter?"

I looked into his eyes quietly, and nodded firmly: "Yes, you heard that too, she called me mother."

"But you're not..." He whispered excitedly. I chuckled: "Her name is Qixue. Isn't she pretty?"

Yin Qi swallowed hard, and asked hesitantly, "She, Ama... who is it?"

I rolled my eyes and smiled slyly: "Her Ama is far away in the sky and close in front of my eyes... You forgot that you came to see me on the Mid-Autumn Festival that year, we..."

He took a big step back, his face changed, and he stammered: "Don't, don't talk nonsense... I, we, we just... just kissed... "

I couldn't help laughing out loud, this Yinqi is really an honest person, so nonchalant! Seeing that he was about to faint, I said sternly: "Qixue is my adopted child, but I treat her as a child." Personally. I don't know how to live without her for the past five years."

Yin Qi breathed a sigh of relief, and smiled embarrassedly: "I'm so stupid, why didn't I think that she was adopted by you."

I sighed, and asked in a low voice: "How did you find it? It's been so many years, I thought I had forgotten you."

"I didn't know you were here." He looked at me in bewilderment, "It was Huang Ama who ordered me to come to Fuyun Temple to pray for blessings. Go back. I asked who it was, but Huang Ama didn't say anything. I came several times but didn't find it. I was about to go back to my life, but I didn't expect to meet you today."

I lowered my head and pondered for a while, then suddenly laughed: I am like Monkey King, I will never be able to get out of Kangxi's palm! Yinqi walked up to me and said: "You disappeared mysteriously back then, and the eunuchs in Xiangxi Palace None of the court ladies are missing either. The fourth brother and the fourteenth are desperately looking for you. Later, Huang Ama issued a secret decree, whoever looks for you again will..." He glanced at me carefully, and said in a low voice : "I'll kill you. The fourth brother and the fourteenth stopped."

I murmured: "I took Xiangxiu and Yingxiu away, but Xiaofuzi and Xiaoluzi didn't follow me. I don't know where they went..."

Yin Qi shook his head and said: "I haven't shown up for so many years, I'm afraid it's already..." He stopped talking, and I also understood what he meant. The life of a slave is as light as grass, and I'm used to not thinking about it. After being silent for a while, I said, "Thirteen... are you okay?"

He seemed to be taken aback, nodded and said: "He's fine. Even if it's cold, the old disease will still recur. Fortunately, he has already returned to his own residence, and there are people around him to take care of him."

I didn't speak, just nodded. He looked at my face in a daze: "Why do you look...you don't change at all?"

I turned my head in a panic, and explained indiscriminately: "I...probably because I have been a vegetarian for the past few years, so nothing has changed..."

"Vegetarian?" Yinqi seemed to believe my explanation. He paused and said, "Huang Ama wants me to take you back. When will you... come with me?"

I opened my mouth, thinking of Qixue, my heart ached. I couldn't do without her, and the future of entering the palace was extremely slim. I don't know why Kangxi didn't come to see me for five years even though he knew I was here. Five years later, he sent Yinqi, who was not in the same party as April [-]th, [-]th, and [-]th, to pick me up in a very subtle way. What did he want? Now that I am beside Yinxiang, will he commit crimes against me again after five years?

Seeing that I was silent, Yinqi persuaded me in a low voice: "Since Huang Ama knew you were here and didn't punish you, it means that he is tolerant to you. And this time Huang Ama told me to take you back, didn't you?" Say grab it back, so you don't have to be afraid..."

"I'm not afraid, I'm worried about Qixue." I smiled wryly: "I can't leave her anymore, but if I bring her into the palace, I'm afraid I won't be able to protect her, and if I don't bring her into the palace, no one can protect her." Entrust..."

"Qixue..." He pondered for a moment, then resolutely said: "Leave it to me! I will hand her over to the side Fujin Guerjia family. You have met her once, and you should know her character. Also know some..."

I thought for a while and asked, "Aren't you afraid that the emperor will blame you?"

He was stunned when he heard the words, then smiled and said: "Huang Ama only asked me to take you into the palace, she didn't even tell me to bring Qixue!"

I slowly shook my head: "The emperor knows my actions like the back of his hand, and of course he also knows that I have a daughter. If you help me hide it, wouldn't you be deceiving the emperor? I can't harm you." I looked at him intently and praised him sincerely. Said: "You are the most sincere and kind-hearted prince, Baylor, and Beizi I know. Others have cheated and used me more or less, but you are the only one who doesn't have a deep relationship with me, but treats me very well... ...Thank you!"

He blushed, and said awkwardly: "You...you are too much for the prize. Why don't you go clean up first, and I'll wait for you at the front..."

I nodded: "There is no need to pack anything. I will say goodbye to the masters in the temple and come."

Back in the room, Qixue was sitting at the table waiting for me, the little person looked at me nervously: "Mom, are you still angry? Qixue knows it's wrong, mother, can you forgive Qixue?"

I hugged her tightly and said with a sob: "Mother is not angry anymore, mother forgive you. Did you see the uncle just now? He came to take us home..."

"Go home?" Qixue looked at me in surprise: "Isn't this our home?"

I smiled and shook my head: "No. We still have a home, in a big and beautiful place. But the people there care about etiquette and rules, and they will be very strict on those who make mistakes. You have to be obedient, without mother's permission Don't run around, don't talk nonsense, understand?"

Her big eyes were filled with question marks, but she still nodded obediently: "Qixue understands. Mommy asks Qixue to do whatever she wants."

"Good boy." I hugged her, tears rolling down my face: I don't know what kind of situation I will face this time. The five years of Qingdeng Ancient Buddha have smoothed my edges and corners, and worn out my scheming. Now Now that the nine sons are at the critical moment, how should I protect myself? To please Kangxi, but not to offend Yin? In my eyes, the future has become terrifying and ferocious...

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