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In the first month of the 61st year of Kangxi, a feast of thousands of elders was held in the palace. Kangxi went to the banquet and wrote poems in a very happy mood. Only I know that this is the last year of Kangxi's life, and in ten months, his great life will be over. to go to the end.

At the end of May, the palace began to prepare for a summer hunting trip in Rehe. There was a letter from Yinzhen, who also sent a lot of fruits from Xinjiang. After reading the letter, Kangxi laughed, looked at me slyly and said: "Fourteen said he won the battle , and ask if I can let you visit him, so as to relieve his lovesickness."

I became angry and hated Yinzhen's rascal. Since he married Tan Xin, he should cherish her well. Now, just to get me, he actually threatened me with military merit! Kangxi stopped laughing when he saw that I was silent: " What, don't you want to?"

I smiled calmly and said: "Xinjiang is far away, and the road is not easy to travel. When I get there, the Fourteenth Lord will probably win the battle soon. Besides, I have served the emperor for so many years, and you have not been in good health recently. Great, if I leave, I'm really worried."

Kangxi stared at me for a while, then said with a smile: "I know what you mean. Fourteenth has been away for more than three years. I plan to recruit him back as soon as possible, and my wish has been fulfilled."

I blurted out: "What wish?"

Kangxi smiled and said nothing, and my heart sank to the bottom of the valley. The wish Kangxi referred to was probably not only to give me to Shisi, but also to give him the country! So Yin? What should I do? I was panicked At this moment, I realized that my heart has never really left Yin? Since I returned to the palace, Yin? has not met me many times, and he did not talk to me. At most, he just looked at me affectionately. Every time Yuanshou returned When I return home from visiting relatives, I always bring a lot of things for me. Among them are those from the Nala family, the Niu Gulu family, and even the Gunn family. Some Yuanshou did not say who gave them, but I know they are from the Yin family. Because most of the gifts from others are clothes and jewelry, only he gave me Hui ink of super-grade pine smoke, and ribbed She inkstone. Once he brought me a set of multicolored carved porcelain plates. These small things are not very valuable. But it also reveals his thoughts. At the beginning, I didn’t accept the things he sent, and asked Yuanshou to take them back, and then put them aside. The most recent gift was a set of glass bowls. For modern people, glass products are too much It is very common, but it was a rarity during the Kangxi period. I washed a set of six bowls and used them as tableware for Yuanshou and Qixue. Yuanshou was very happy. I knew he was not for the bowls, but for me Finally, he is willing to use what his Ama sent. Although this child is small, he shows extraordinary wisdom and precocity.

When I returned to Xiangxi Palace, I thought about it for most of the night, and finally got up and wrote a letter, telling Yin about Kangxi's plan and my own speculation. Early the next morning, I called Yuanshou to my room and closed the door. After entering, take the letter to Yuanshou, and ask him to hand it over to Ahma himself, and don't let others know. Yuanshou looked surprised, and I said seriously: "This is related to your Ahma's life and death, so you must hand it over to him personally." He! Today is the end of the month, and the master will test your homework. You ask Kong Jia to find you, Ama, and tell Ama to come and see your homework, and take the opportunity to hand over the letter to him. Don't let anyone find out!"

Yuan Shou nodded and said, "Don't worry, Auntie, Yuan Shou will definitely follow your orders."

I patted his head and told him to go out for breakfast. He was in a trance all day, and even knocked over Kangxi's teacup. Kangxi noticed my gaffe and asked me if I was not feeling well. I wiped my sweat and said: "I don't know if it's hot, but I feel a little dizzy."

Kangxi also stopped the pen in his hand. His right hand has an old disease, and now he only uses his left hand to criticize memorials. I took a towel beside him and wiped his hands. Kangxi looked at me thoughtfully and said, "You will Is it thirty?"

I was stunned and said: "29."

"29..." Kangxi looked at my face and said in surprise: "Why do I always feel that you are still the same as when you first entered the palace ten years ago, and you haven't changed at all?"

I forced a smile and said, "It's probably because I've been in front of the emperor all the time, so the emperor thinks that I haven't changed. In fact, the emperor is still the same as ten years ago, but the hair is grayer."

康熙笑道:"你安慰我!人生七十古来稀,朕已是古稀之年了!57岁的时候,朕就长了几根白胡子,当时朕还说,从古到今,能长出白胡子的帝王有几个啊?朕当上皇帝20年的时候,没想到会活到在位30年；等朕在位30年的时候,也没有想到会活到在位40年.可如今,朕都已经在位61年了,有些事情,真该交代一下了!"

I was shocked, Kangxi's words clearly meant to make a will, and I have issued a will! Gathering my mind, I smiled and said: "What is the emperor talking about! You are only 69, not yet 90! You are still alive It's nothing serious, it's just old problems, nothing serious. Jinse thinks that you can be the emperor for another ten years. It's better not to say these depressing words, it's unlucky. Jinse not only feels uncomfortable, but also You will feel that the emperor is destroying your prestige! Why do people bow their heads to their age when they live in this world? The emperor also saw those who lived to be [-] or [-] years old at the banquet of thousands of old people. Could it be that the support and care of their families can be better than the emperor? "

Hearing my words, Kangxi was a little relieved. I know that when people are old, death is the most feared thing. I said this, which can somewhat dispel his idea of ​​establishing a reserve. Sure enough, Kangxi was silent and did not submit any more words of confession.

In mid-June, the emperor set off to drive to Rehe, which is the Chengde Mountain Resort. This time, I took me with me, and I couldn't bear to give up Xue and Yuanshou, so I took them with me. This time because I brought There are so many people that I can't live in Jingji Mountain House. Kangxi knew that I had no taboos, so he asked me to live in Guanlianju. It has been newly renovated, and Duo Sang and Kong Jia have followed, and they also sent six Guards are on guard to avoid accidents.

Since the beginning of summer, Kangxi's body seems to be getting better, and his actions are no longer so sluggish. In July, Kangxi organized a hunting trip, and asked Yuanshou to go with him. I was worried, and took Qixue with me. The Dosang Gang I prepared a docile pony, and he rode another one with the discarded snow, and told me to follow him and not to stray away.

After entering the paddock, I hid behind everyone. Kangxi was in high spirits today, riding on the horse and shouting that whoever hunts will get the most rewards. I saw Yuanshou and a boy who was about his age with a thick head and a thick head followed Yin? The boy should be Hong Zhou, Geng’s son. Both of them were eager to try and their faces were full of excitement. I was not at ease, so I asked Kong Jia to warn him to be careful. Kong Jia trotted to tell him, I saw Yin? and Yuanshou and Hongzhou looked over together, Yuanshou waved to me, Hongzhou was full of curiosity, Yin? Smiled at me, I blushed and nodded. Following Kangxi's roar, the hunt began. Ten thousand horses galloped all at once , the dust was flying, my* horse also neighed, and started to trot. I held on to the rein tightly, and felt that the feeling of galloping the horse was really good. I couldn't help but think of the scene when Yinxiang took me to ride a horse. Ten years passed in an instant , It’s really a vicissitudes of life, things are people and things are not.

After galloping for a while, they gradually entered the dense forest, and there were whispers in their ears from time to time. This royal hunting place is like a modern fish pond. The birds and beasts in it are free-range, and there are many of them. Arrive. I rode my horse forward leisurely. I would hear a crisp sound in front of me soon, as if someone had set off a small firecracker. I rushed up to take a look, and saw a large group of people smelling in the open space in front of me. Stop the howling black bear! I ran to the side in fear, only to see Kangxi holding a gun in his hand and shouting: "Yuan Shou, shoot it to death!"

I watched Yuanshou stride up to the black bear, raised his bow and raised his arrow to shoot, but saw the black bear stand up with a howl, and rushed towards Yuanshou! I screamed, and a gunshot sounded, and the black bear fell down again , Yuanshou's arrow also hit the black bear's belly, I was weak all over, and fell off the horse crookedly.

In a daze, someone slapped my face and called my name. I opened my eyes and saw Yuanshou squatting in front of me. I grabbed him and asked in a loud voice: "Is it hurt? Is it hurt?" The tears couldn't stop falling. The person behind me who supported me said softly, "Yuan Shou is fine, don't cry!"

I stood up and looked, and the person behind him was Yin? His shirt was wet with sweat, and the sweat dripped down his face. I whispered: "Why do you run out to hunt on a hot day! Just move a little It's time for heatstroke, how can I find the strength to hunt!"

Seeing me standing up, Yuanshou stepped forward and said excitedly: "I killed a big bear! Both Ama and Grandpa Huang will reward me, what will Auntie reward me?"

I said unhappily, "Auntie rewards you with a beating! You scared me to death just now!"

Yuan Shou laughed and said, "Auntie fell off the horse just now, and Grandpa Huang said: Whose lady is not exposed to the sun? Why did she suffer from heat stroke?" Later, when he found out it was you, Grandpa Huang smiled and said, "'I just said The daughter of the Manchu family is not so delicate!' Order the servants to take you back, Ama hugged you and said: "Let me and Yuanshou take her back, Yuanshou's clothes are dirty, change them again!" We will send you Brought it back." I looked around and found that I was already in the tent next to the paddock. Yuanshou continued: "I have to go to see the bear skinning, and Do-sang will take me back later." After finishing speaking He ran out in a flash.

I found a chair and sat down, Yin? Poured water for me, and I drank it all in one gulp before I said, "Will you send me back like this, so you won't be afraid of people gossiping?"

He smiled: "What are you afraid of? My fair lady's dress is so gorgeous, what is my fault?"

My face flushed slightly, I spat at him and said, "I'm old, how can I still be a lady?"

He didn't speak, just looked at me. I turned the cup in my hand and said softly: "Have you read the last letter, what are you going to do?"

He opened his mouth, looked outside, sat next to me and said: "Huang Ama hasn't issued an order to call Fourteen back, I still have time."

I sneered: "If the emperor issued a will, there would be no need to wait for Fourteen to come back."

"Why did you help me?" Yin? asked suddenly.

I stared at him fiercely: "Where am I helping you? The emperor said that he would give me to him when Fourteen came back. I was helping myself!"

Yin? Half-truth and half-false: "If Shisi becomes the emperor, how can you be a noble concubine? What's so bad about it?"

I was in a hurry: "Yes! I'm so stupid! Don't be a ready-made imperial concubine, and listen to your sarcasm here!" After speaking, he turned and walked out, Yin? He hugged me and whispered in my ear: "I don't Well, I shouldn't piss you off with nonsense. I know you're doing it for my own good..."

I couldn't help crying: "I owe you what I owed you in my previous life, and I should pay it off, why have I been entangled with you all this time..."

Yin? Turned my face away and kissed the tears on my face: "Don't cry, no matter what Huang Ama plans, I will not give you up! You are mine, and no one can take you away! "

Leaning in his arms, I felt extremely sad: "O enemy... our relationship will probably end in death!"

In September, after returning from Rehe, the relationship between Yin and I has changed. We will meet him in the palace intentionally or unintentionally. If there is someone around, he will smile at me, and if there is no one, he will hug me Me, or touch my face. My mood became complicated: I wanted to see him but was afraid of seeing him. Until the end of October, Kangxi got excited again and said that he was going to Nanyuan to hunt. I was frightened last time , I didn’t want to go, and Kangxi didn’t force me. On November [-]th, someone suddenly came to serve me in Nanyuan, saying that Kangxi had contracted a cold. I hurried to Nanyuan, but Kangxi’s symptoms were very strange. Like a stroke: the hands are shaking constantly, the mouth is crooked, and the saliva drips unconsciously when talking. I took care of it until midnight, and Kangxi didn't sleep. All the attendants around have changed, only Wei Zhu is still the same. On the morning of November [-]th, Yin? hurried over and waited on Kangxi with me for a whole day. In the evening, Kangxi fell into a coma after taking the medicine. Yin? I came to see me in my room and asked me if I was tired. I shook my head. He sighed and said, "Sisi is already on his way home. I wonder if Huang Ama can wait for him to come back..."

I looked at him for a long time, and said seriously: "Do you really hope that the emperor will wait until fourteen to come back?"

He seemed taken aback, and I sneered: "I thought you trusted me, but you're still pretending in front of me! Don't you want the emperor to die early..." He grabbed me mouth, exasperatedly said: "Shut up! Don't talk nonsense!"

I broke his hand, took a look at him and went to sleep in the inner room. He followed in, took off his shoes and went to bed, I sat up and said sharply: "Get out! The emperor is still lying there! You still have the mind to do this!"

He frowned and said, "What are you doing? I just want to take a nap. It's so late, it's not convenient to go back."

I blushed, got out of bed and got dressed: "Then go to sleep, I'll go and see the emperor." He smiled slightly and closed his eyes. I went out and closed the door gently. When I got to the outside room, I saw Surrounded by guards outside the door, the infantry commander Long Kedo personally acted as a guard, my heart skipped a beat, knowing that if it wasn't Yin?'s order, I'm afraid I wouldn't be able to get in.

On the morning of November [-]th, Kangxi woke up a bit and ordered Yin? to go to the southern suburbs to worship heaven. After Yin? came, he stood by Kangxi's bedside and said, "Ama Sheng is not hesitating, I'd better let my son stay and take care of you!" "Kangxi refused, yelling and ordering him to go immediately, Yin? He had no choice but to go. When he left, he gave me a wink. I didn't know what he meant, so I could only nod slightly. In the afternoon, Kangxi lay on the bed and asked me Did Shisi come back? I hesitated and said, "Not yet. It will probably take a while."

Kangxi sighed and said: "I... I was confused... I didn't call him back earlier."

I deliberately asked: "Why did the emperor say that?"

Kangxi was silent, and after a long time said: "I didn't expect my body to be so bad, I fell down as soon as I said it, without any warning. It's too late to regret, and I have to make a will as soon as possible." Then he ordered me to bring a pen and paper. After a long time, Kangxi still didn’t speak, but his expression was gloomy. I couldn’t help but ask him how to write, and he suddenly became angry: “I won’t write! Why are you and Wei Zhu here? Where are the others?”

"Who does the emperor want to see?" I put away the pen and paper, and asked calmly. I knew he was suspicious of me, so he refused to make a will. Panting, Kangxi patted the bed angrily and said, "You want to do it?" What? I'm under house arrest because I want to go to the palace?"

I hurriedly comforted him: "The emperor is worrying too much. It is because the emperor is not feeling well and is not easy to be tired, so no one bothers the emperor. The emperor can give orders to whomever he wants to see."

Kangxi was silent, and stared at me. Wei Zhu brought the medicine, but Kangxi refused to drink it. I took it and took a big sip before Kangxi took it and drank it. After Wei Zhu left, Kangxi said sadly: "You said Who should I stand for?" I suppressed my pounding heart and said lightly, "It's the same for anyone, as long as he is the emperor's son. But..."

"But what?"

I bit my lip and said for a long time: "A country cannot be without a king for a day. The crown prince established by the emperor must not only be talented, virtuous, and able to convince the public, but the most important thing is to be in Beijing. If something happens, he can immediately deal with major changes. ..."

"I understand what you mean." Kangxi looked at me and smiled strangely: "It turns out that you don't really want Shisi to come back! Shisi once said that as long as you are willing to follow him, even the seat of Di Fujin is fine. Here you are. Now it looks like his true feelings have been fed to the dogs!"

My face suddenly changed. Kangxi never said a serious word to me, now for Yin?, I have to go against his will. I know I broke his heart, but it is the truth, not mine Power can be changed, even if I persuade Kangxi to make Yinzhen the crown prince, Yin? There is still a way to change the edict, I am just telling the truth. Kangxi waved his hand and said, "Go out. I want to rest for a while "

I packed up the pens and papers, but Kangxi stopped me: "Leave it alone, I'll pack it up later." I saluted and walked out lightly.

On November [-]th, Kangxi's illness became more serious, and he was already bedridden. The imperial doctor came several times, and each time he left after taking his pulse, without asking him. Kangxi was sometimes sober and sometimes confused. Kangxi said that he was going to write the will, but two pieces of paper were obviously missing. Wei Zhu and I were the only ones in this room, so we probably wouldn’t be taken out. While Kangxi was asleep, I rummaged through the room. To be honest, I really wanted to Knowing whether Kangxi's last edict was written on the Fourth Fourth or Fourteenth, is a mystery of the ages! Everyone wants to see it with their own eyes.

I searched all over the room and found nothing, except Kangxi's bed. I sat at the table and stared at Kangxi's bed in a daze. Yin? He came in quietly, I shook his hand at him, and when he went out, I followed. Yin? Ask me Huang Ama how I am today, I shook my head: "Not good." His face showed no joy or sorrow, he looked inside and went out again.

During the two days on the 23th and [-]rd, Kangxi woke up several times, but each time he just looked at the head of the bed and didn't speak. I couldn't help sobbing, and he said with difficulty: "No, don't...cry. .....I saw you...Auntie..."

I wiped his face for him, and he said with difficulty: "Yin? You are cold-tempered...thin-hearted...you, really...don't regret it?"

I looked at him blankly, and Kangxi looked at me with pity: "You don't know him...I'm worried, worried about you..."

I looked out of the window and didn't speak, but my mind was active. Kangxi was right, I am not a child anymore, I can see many things clearly. Yinzhen likes me so much, he chose to be a general between me and the position of general .Yin? Not to mention, for Nianshi to abandon me several times, his fickleness did not happen overnight. Kangxi took out a piece of paper from under the pillow with trembling hands, I took it over and looked at it, and burst into tears .This is Kangxi's will. It states that after Kangxi's funeral, I will return to my free body, and no one should embarrass me. I threw myself on the bedside of Kangxi and cried. Kangxi touched my head and didn't speak. I sobbed Putting the edict close to his body, Kangxi said softly: "Call Yin? Come." I wiped away my tears and went out to call Yin?

When I returned to the inner room, I washed up and lay down to rest. I woke up from the sound of crying in a daze, and ran outside the door to see that white lanterns and white streamers had been hung up. The night in Zhongnanyuan was as bright as day. His legs softened and he knelt down. Kangxi, the funeral is really over.

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