Morning and evening white-haired man

"It's not up to you to take care of my affairs."

Leaving at dawn, only this sentence is hovering in the air,

It was also imprinted in Xiao Xia's mind and into his heart. Originally, he wanted to help Xiao Shi, but it was his own carelessness and mistake.

Xiao Xia lay on the table, slammed herself on the head, and cursed

"Pig brain, you are pig brain."

At night, Xiao Xia was walking in the yard and saw that the light in Xiao Shi's room was still on, so she thought about going over and explaining that she didn't mean that in the hall in the morning

But I'm afraid, I don't know what to say after the past, what if I say the wrong thing again, what should I do?

After thinking about it, it gradually became deeper, and Xiao Xia no longer had any past plans.

He just sat down in the yard, just staring at the lights in Xiaoshi's room in a daze.

He fell asleep in a daze.

Xiao Xia sat up and opened her eyes, why was she on the bed in the room?

Thinking back again, I was clearly in the yard yesterday

Sitting on the stone bench in the yard, and fell asleep like that, how did you come into the house?

"You're awake."

It was Xiaoshi's voice.

Xiao Xia turned around and saw Xiao Shi sitting in her room

Could it be that he carried himself into the room last night?

"Don't guess, you slept outside last night, and I brought you in."

Xiao Xia sat by the bed, Xiao Shi sat on the chair next to the bed, the two of them faced each other like this.

Xiao Xia didn't know what to say, how to break this embarrassing situation, she kept looking down at her toes,

Xiao Shi opened his mouth first

"Yesterday, I'm sorry. I shouldn't have gotten angry at you. I didn't control my temper. I will never lose my temper or yell at you again in the future."

Xiao Xia raised her head, not knowing where to put her uncomfortable hands.

"No, it was all my fault yesterday. I shouldn't have meddled in your affairs."

Xiao Shi looked at Xiao Xia who was sitting in front of him, looked at Xiao Xia whom he liked more and more and couldn't help himself, his shoulders loosened

"I'm an orphan. I probably won't know who my biological parents are in this life. Concubine Ruo's death is all because of me. I'm sorry for her, I'm sorry for Shangguan Hong, Shangguan Hong is the real prince, I'm a fake, I have no name or surname, I am a wild child that no one wants, I don't deserve to be carried by Concubine Ruo, if Concubine Ruo hadn't carried me, nothing like this would have happened, I should be left alone, dead Outside, I don't deserve it."

At the end of Xiao Shi's speech, tears kept falling down, Xiao Shi just cried like that, and slapped himself fiercely

It's like venting the grievances I've been holding back since I was a child, and the resentment I have towards myself

Xiao Xia rushed over, held Xiao Shi's hand, and held the crying Xiao Shi in his arms

stroking Xiaoshi's head

"Okay, okay, it's over, it's over."

Perhaps because of Xiao Xia, for the first time in more than [-] years, Xiao Shi felt at ease

Let go of yourself for the first time, the first time so practical, so real

He thinks about these words over and over again every day, complains to himself over and over again, and never confides in anyone

At Xiaoshi's moment, in Xiaoxia's arms, he finally let go of the self that he had supported since childhood.

He decided and swore that he would guard this woman for the rest of his life. He wanted her to be the happiest woman in the world, and he would not allow anyone to touch her in the slightest.