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Su Zhaoyue never imagined the worst outcome, as the old saying goes: hope for the best, plan for the worst.She doesn't even want to think about the worst, but now it looks like it's time to bring it up.

The weather is fine today, Gu Lizhao went to the company early in the morning, the room still smelled of alcohol from last night, even though it has been washed, Su Zhaoyue always feels that she still smells of alcohol.

Su Zhaoyue didn't drink much yesterday, it's just that she didn't drink much since she came to this world, and the original owner didn't know much about drinking, Su Zhaoyue is suffering from a hangover headache now.

There was still news about Gu Lizhao on the phone, Su Zhaoyue threw the phone on the bed casually, and promised to send some pots of flowers to Li Chen yesterday, Li Chen was also quite upset recently, so Su Zhaoyue specially chose some pots of basil in the flower shed , the abnormal plants before were all related to their own flower language.

She had checked on the Internet before that Basil had a flower language to help with cooperation, and it was a good intention to give it to Li Chen, and it probably wouldn't have much effect.

When Li Chen received Su Zhaoyue's call, he was still a little surprised. At first he thought it was just Su Zhaoyue's drunken words yesterday, but he didn't expect the proprietress to remember it so seriously, she really is a soft-tempered person.

"It's just a few pots of flowers and plants, you can put them up yourself!" Su Zhaoyue helped, and carried the pots of flowers and plants up with Li Chen and his assistant.It was too strange to just send grass, so Su Zhaoyue added a few more flowers that were easy to raise.

This is the most prosperous commercial center in Xishi City. Li Chen's company is here, and He Chushen's company headquarters is also here, including Gu Lizhao's company.It is not easy to run into acquaintances in this area.

Li Chen's assistant is very active: "Miss Su and the boss have a really good relationship, she is really a man of talent and beauty." Li Chen is surrounded by female friends in Zhang Suyuan's circle. It is rare for a new face to appear today, and the assistant also Just to take advantage of Li Chen's absence and say something flattering.

Li Chen was about ten meters ahead, Su Zhaoyue shook her head with a smile, her attitude was ambiguous.Now the assistant spoke more vigorously, and Su Zhaoyue saw that the level was about the same, so she asked the assistant to stop.It would be a bit too much to say any more, but these are enough for now.

"Why are you two walking so slowly!" Standing at the entrance of the building, Li Chen saw that he had big white teeth, and he was indeed a good young man.Su Zhaoyue couldn't understand why the original owner was determined to be with that scumbag He Chushen.Let Li Chen do the matching.

Probably the lard was blinded.

"Here we come!" Su Zhaoyue responded enthusiastically, and her pace also accelerated a lot.

Su Zhaoyue had only come to this world, and Gu Lizhao probably knew her every move, and he was able to manipulate even the blind date into himself, prompting the two to meet for the first time.

Su Zhaoyue believed in Gu Lizhao's strength,

I don't know if it's a tragedy or an honor.Seeing Li Chen who didn't know anything, Su Zhaoyue didn't know if it would have any impact if she involved such an innocent person.Although the plans and plans in her heart have little influence, she cannot be sure that nothing will go wrong.

"I really trouble you today." Li Chen's forehead was dripping with sweat, and his eyes were shining. When Li Chen saw Su Zhaoyue take a step forward, he raised his hand, thinking that she was going to give him a hand. When she wiped her sweat, Su Zhaoyue just raised her hand and patted the dust off his shoulder.

Li Chen said with a smile, "How about I treat you to dinner later?" Li Chen didn't know whether the feeling in his heart was loss or relief, and he was a little confused.

If I continue to do this, will I go too far? This thought flashed in Su Zhaoyue's mind, and soon Su Zhaoyue smiled sweetly, showing the dimples at the corners of her mouth: "Okay! But this meal is too much for me. Please, you can't compete with me to pay." The words were close, but not too intimate.

Li Chen pondered for a while in distress, and then said: "Originally, this should be done by men, but it's even more rare to be invited by the lady boss. So, this time, I would like to thank the lady boss for her kindness." Su Zhaoyue just teasingly pushed Li Chen's response didn't feel like a reproach, but more like flirting.

Many people in Li Chen's company saw this scene, especially the quick-witted assistant.Su Zhaoyue came and went in a hurry, just wandered around in Li Chen's company, and the two of them went downstairs.

The company's employees rarely saw Li Chen getting so close to a woman, this time it was a big gossip in the company, and many employees chatted enthusiastically on the chat tool.

As a commercial center, there are naturally a lot of places to eat here. The two of them chose a restaurant with a good reputation with few family members.

"Miss Boss, thank you for your lunch." Li Chen sent Su Zhaoyue to the parking place, and the two chatted for a while before leaving.When the car window was raised, Su Zhaoyue's face was as cold as ice, and the smile just now seemed to have never appeared before.

It was already night when Su Zhaoyue went back, and she went to Gu Lizhao's house, that high-level house.The light and shadow of the marble slab can be seen, and the sound of Su Zhaoyue's shoes and the patter of the ground is particularly ear-piercing in the empty corridor. The corridor is only that long, and Su Zhaoyue arrived at the iron-red door after only two steps.

Finally, after hesitating for a long time, Su Zhaoyue pressed the password to enter the house.The house was smoky and smelled very heavy, as if it was on fire. There were dense cigarette butts stuck in the ashtray, and there were only dim wall lamps in the room.

With the clattering sound of putting down the bag, Gu Lizhao looked back at Su Zhaoyue, his eyes were dark, like the deepest night.Gu Lizhao took a deep breath of the cigarette on his mouth, and exhaled a cloud of mist. Su Zhaoyue walked in again, and saw that Gu Lizhao's lips were dry, with small wounds, and wet stains on the gray-black long sleeves and shoulders.

The room was dead silent, Su Zhaoyue originally thought that when she came back, the two of them would have a big quarrel, and then they would blush and hurt both sides.In the end, I didn't expect that Gu Lizhao would ruin himself like this in such a scene.Walking up to Gu Lizhao and sitting next to him, the smell of cigarettes on his body was even stronger, mixed with a smell of blood.

"Why do you smoke so much!" Su Zhaoyue said while standing up and opening the window to get some air, "What's bothering you—ah——" Before Su Zhaoyue finished speaking, she was pulled away by a force behind her , the whole person was spinning, and a sense of weightlessness hit.

Su Zhaoyue couldn't see anyone, panicked, kicked her legs straight, and shouted: "Gu Lizhao, what are you doing!" Su Zhaoyue kept twisting and trying to break free from Gu Lizhao's restraint, but Gu Lizhao's arms seemed to be made of iron. No matter how much Su Zhaoyue struggled, she didn't loosen at all.

Su Zhaoyue was slammed onto the sofa, and her back slammed down hard on the corner of the sofa, the green pain ached.Su Zhaoyue couldn't care less about Gu Lizhao's eyes. His eyes were terrifying, like a wolf with a fierce look in his eyes.

"Gu Lizhao, why are you crazy? Is there anything you can't talk about?" Gu Lizhao's terrifying expression reminded Su Zhaoyue of the time in the last days, a memory that she would never want to recall in her life.

The shadow that Gu Lizhao brought to Su Zhaoyue during that time seems to be healed on the surface, but it is like using hormones to treat the skin, bringing a temporary radiance, but the surface is healed, but the inside is more serious.Su Zhaoyue trembled slightly, she didn't know whether the step she took today was right or not, and whether Gu Lizhao was worthy of her trust.

If Gu Lizhao betrayed her trust... Is there a future between the two of them?

Gu Lizhao's strength is very strong, and he can easily grab Su Zhaoyue's two wrists with one hand, making her unable to break free. The physiological difference between men and women is undoubtedly highlighted at this moment.No matter how Su Zhaoyue struggled, Gu Lizhao lay on Su Zhaoyue's body, motionless, with fierce eyes, staring at Su Zhaoyue without turning.

"Gu Lizhao! Don't do this!" Seeing such familiar eyes, as if she had returned to that time, Su Zhaoyue tried her best to keep herself awake, not to let all those unbearable memories rush over in a cage, so that she couldn't speak. Choose words.

No matter how hard she tried to convince herself to be calm, streams of heat still flowed down her eyes, and Su Zhaoyue's voice was choked with sobs: "Gu Lizhao, you promised me! Gu Lizhao, you said you must control yourself!"

But Gu Lizhao still didn't let go, the scorching breath was getting closer and closer, and the heart of the apocalyptic period crawled up Su Zhaoyue's scalp like ashes in an instant.Su Zhaoyue's voice became extremely sharp: "Gu Lizhao! If you want me to be like in my previous life—" The original sharp and mean voice suddenly died down: "It's up to you."

Seeing Su Zhaoyue's head tilted to one side, Gu Lizhao didn't even want to look at him. Tears flowed from Su Zhaoyue's eyes. A decaying flower.At this moment, Gu Lizhao thought of the moment when he learned of Su Zhaoyue's death.

He once swore that he must restrain himself, so what is he doing now?What the hell is he doing now?

Are you repeating the tragedy of your previous life?

Su Zhaoyue felt that Gu Lizhao's grip was getting looser and looser. Finally, Gu Lizhao, who was lying on top of her, got up and staggered to the bathroom. The door slammed shut with an afterglow.

After Gu Lizhao left, Su Zhaoyue couldn't bear it anymore, curled up her legs and hugged her tightly, crying buzzingly.It took a while for Su Zhaoyue to adjust her emotions. She had done so much, but she didn't just want to quarrel with Gu Lizhao.

She has already walked 99 steps, and as long as the most difficult last step is completed, the problem that the two of them have been neglecting can be resolved.

Grabbing a few tissues, Su Zhaoyue wiped away the teardrops on her face, the dry tears were tight on her face, Su Zhaoyue grinned and tried to smile.But the expression on her face just couldn't be controlled by her, the corners of her mouth that tried to rise kept falling, and there were tears in her eyes.

Unable to adjust the expression on her face, Su Zhaoyue didn't bother to force it. She cleared her throat and walked to the door of the bathroom that Gu Lizhao had just entered. Su Zhaoyue knocked on the door, but there was no movement. After about ten minutes, Su Zhaoyue knocked again. He knocked on the door, and a muffled voice came from inside: "Don't come in."

There were blood splatters in the bathroom, dripping and splashing on the red dots on the white tiled walls, Gu Lizhao saw himself in the mirror looking hideous and terrifying, no matter what he did, his expression couldn't return to a normal person.It was just like this expression just now, Xiaoyue was very scared, very frightened, he couldn't see Xiaoyue like this.

But the previous methods are no longer working, what should I do?Compared with the fear of losing Xiaoyue in the previous life, this time it is no less acceptable. Before it was death and separation, this time it was life and death.

A line of clear tears rolled down from the red eyeballs, and at the same time, the bathroom door opened.

"Gu Lizhao, I want to talk." Su Zhaoyue's voice was no longer the hysteria just now, because the slightly hoarse voice from crying made people feel heartbroken.

Gu Lizhao clenched his fists and released them, repeated them several times, turned on the faucet to wash the blood on his trembling hands, and said in a trembling voice: "Xiaoyue, you go out first, I'll wash your hands, and we'll have a good talk. .” Gu Lizhao gasped for several breaths before finishing these simple words.

"Let's talk here." Su Zhaoyue's voice unconsciously turned into tears. When both parties were in a panic and Gu Lizhao was unprepared, the effect of the conversation was the best and the most real at this time.

Gu Lizhao leaned against the edge of the sink: "Don't cry, I'll listen to what you want to say." At this time, Gu Lizhao was reluctant to let Su Zhaoyue suffer any more grievances, and he also didn't want Su Zhaoyue to cry again, and even more reluctant to see Xiaoyue's face appear. The look of ashen ashes.

One is leaning against the sink, the other is leaning against the door frame, looking into each other's eyes, trying to remember each other's face.The smell of blood choked into the nostrils, and both of them understood what the result of this conversation represented.

"Gu Lizhao, do you remember that I told you many times: 'Please tell me if Gu Lizhao has any problems'" the sad ending sound: "Do you remember that I told you about the state of the world, told you The situation of men and women in this world, the way women live in this world, you also said that you should try to adapt to the rules of this world."

"But, Gu Lizhao, ask yourself, have you done it? How do you look like a normal partner?" Su Zhaoyue wiped the tears on her face with her sleeve as she said: "Actually? The person on the blind date is you, I'll go The part-time garden has you, even the place where I sell flowers has your handwriting, and maybe you have joined an organization of supernatural beings who have never seen anyone else?"

"That's right! You may still be the boss inside!"

"Gu Lizhao, let me ask you, where is you without you? Where is my life without your shadow? You know my words and deeds, who I eat with and chat with today!" The originally beautiful and peaceful appearance was brutally unveiled, revealing the bloody truth.

With every word Su Zhaoyue said, Gu Lizhao's eyes became darker and darker, and his face withered.

"Gu Lizhao, do you think a normal relationship would be like ours? Would a normal boyfriend monitor his girlfriend all the time?" Su Zhaoyue raised her head, and continued, "A normal boyfriend would be because of his girlfriend and his girlfriend." Do men hurt themselves when they talk? Would a normal boyfriend want to imprison his girlfriend? Would a normal boyfriend hurt himself because his girlfriend talked to other men?" Tears flowed smoothly from the ears to the roots of the hair.

"Gu Lizhao, what did you do about what you promised me? The problem between us has never been resolved." After talking for such a long paragraph, Su Zhaoyue also seemed to lose her strength, muttering: "Gu Lizhao, What are you going to do between us?"

Will the weakening of the original confidence at this moment really bring Gu Lizhao back to the category of normal people?Doesn't she want to be like normal men in this world, as long as she is like other normal men in the last days?

Su Zhaoyue herself didn't know what was ahead.There are only two roads ahead of her, and she doesn't know which one she will take.She stands at the intersection of light and darkness, one side is the bright and open white, and the other side is the obscure darkness.She didn't know which way she would go.

Dry voice, stagnant and restless: "Xiaoyue, I can change it, I am really changing it, can you give me a little more time?"

"Those are things I did wrong. I should have told you in advance. I will never send anyone to monitor you again! I will gradually correct myself. You see, I am not like the end of the world." Gu Lizhao's face is full of The color of pleading.

"Xiaoyue, you said that we will change together. I will change what you said." Gu Lizhao gradually calmed down and made a promise: "If you find this situation again next time, if you want to break up, I will never do it again. entanglement, and will not make surveillance actions."

Gu Lizhao is a person who keeps promises. He has never made a promise before: If you want to break up, I won't do anything.In the past, Gu Lizhao would only say: I will not let you leave even if I die; don't leave even if you want to die.

Su Zhaoyue's rationality has long since been left after crying, and when Gu Lizhao said the word "breakup", her whole body exploded.The fists mercilessly hit Gu Lizhao's body like raindrops, and said bitterly while beating: "It's just you? How dare you talk about breaking up? I never said that! Gu Lizhao, you bastard! Bastard! Idiot!"

"Gu Lizhao, you pig!"

His body was in severe pain from being punched, but Gu Lizhao's expression looked much better, and he felt a little more relaxed.But these are just appearances.

Their problem has not been resolved, Su Zhaoyue has not nodded, she is just venting her dissatisfaction.

After hammering for a while, Gu Lizhao didn't stop her, and Su Zhaoyue also came back to her senses. Feeling that it didn't make much sense, she snorted: "Then let's solve it one by one now."

It is difficult to balance reason and emotion. If a person can achieve pure reason, he is not a human being.

Su Zhaoyue couldn't do it, and neither could Gu Lizhao.

While we are extravagantly pursuing love, we are holding on to our precarious sanity.

The author has something to say: We embrace each other while calculating the next step.

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I have passed the interview, and the working location is out of town. This week has passed, and I will have to adjust the time again.Maybe the update will be more chaotic. I suggest you come and watch it once a week.

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