I was reborn by the emperor

Li Ri knelt and crawled on the deck of the ship with his head in his arms, his face pressed against the deck, sawdust sticking to his bruised and purple face, he didn't know whether he was frightened or frozen, his whole face was shaking.

His muscles seemed uncontrollable, and he burst into tears.

What happened tonight was very close, and the young man behind him made his hair stand on end. As long as Xu Lianlang came a little later, he would definitely die.

He was confident that he could escape unscathed, but he never expected the tyranny of the young man in front of him.

Lu Jieming couldn't explain it, and didn't even bother to wait for him to fall asleep to relax his vigilance, and rushed in with a dagger, kicking him in the ribs with too much force on his foot.

Immediately, he was choked up with two mouthfuls of blood. The young man's clear voice was very pleasant, but tonight, his deep dark anger was more fierce than a ghost. He pulled his hair, and there was even a faint smile on the corner of his mouth: " Why, Eunuch Li Ri, are you speechless now? Aren’t you able to speak during the day?”

"I gave you a chance because you provoked me again and again." The boy's deep eyes were full of darkness, which completely enveloped his whole body.

"How could she leave me, why should she leave me." He said to himself, his emotions became more broken every time he said a sentence, and finally his voice was hoarse to the extreme, and he almost roared, "It's her, provoke me first." My, how can I just leave!"

Li Ri even heard his great grievances. The young man's grievances were hidden in his anger, which was full of helplessness.

Li Ri gritted his teeth and forced out a few words, "A person like you can't keep anyone at all. Your hands are covered with blood, I beg you to let her go, isn't your dagger right?" The next one is definitely her. What's wrong with her, she just looks at you with pity, she's just too soft-hearted. "

The neck was suddenly tightened, Li Ri felt that his eyeballs were about to be squeezed, and the suffocation was overwhelming, like an auditory hallucination, he heard the boy's sigh.

"A person like me has a heart."

In an instant, he looked like a homeless dog. The dog was drowned, its hair stuck together, and its bright eyes were already gray. The dog lost its owner, and no one even listened to it up.

He muttered to himself, in a tone that he wasn't sure about, "A person like me really doesn't deserve it."

He suddenly remembered the words of the thief who stole the servant girl. She said it, and he believed it.

So he shut himself off and didn't let anyone in because he didn't deserve it.

It wasn't until Xu Lianlang appeared that he gradually realized that he was capable, and perhaps he deserved the love of others. In the past few months, he even tried to please Xu Lianlang, begging Xu Lianlang not to withdraw his sympathy for him so quickly.

But now everything has changed, the things he has done have become invisible thunder, only missing the moment of igniting, blowing him out of his wits.

He was extremely despicable, the moment he was bloodthirsty, he even wanted to die with Xu Lianlang.

This way everything was over, so that she could keep him forever.

All life is suffering, and he is especially suffering.

There is nothing to miss in life.

The dagger was too sharp, all kinds of thoughts in his mind were clamoring crazily, the dagger flew in the palm of his hand, the blade cut his palm first, and the blood that flowed on the ship board belonged to him.

The pain woke him up, he seemed to hear Xu Lianlang's voice, but he didn't seem to hear anything.

The body under his hands was warm, and the blue veins on his neck were exposed under his eyes. He thought, the blood erupted after the knife cut, and the scene must be beautiful.

But then, the body became cold, and the person froze.

What if it was Xu Lianlang instead?

At that moment, his painful whole body convulsed.

No, he couldn't bear it, he couldn't bear it, he would rather die by himself than hurt Xu Lianlang.

Then, he heard, "Lu Jieming, you are so scary."

It was Xu Lianlang's voice.Countless times, he wanted to keep this voice in his mind so that he could find her accurately in an instant.

But at this moment, he only hated himself for not being deaf.

It's over, the sky seems to be falling.

His hope is to go.

The figure is silent, and the weeds beside the reeds have grown a lot, crisp and raw, and everything is just growing.Unfortunately, it was too dark for anyone to see.

It only took Xu Lianlang a moment to accept all of this.

She wasn't surprised at all, and even felt that it should be like this.

Yes, this kind of Lu Jieming should be Lu Jieming.

This is the complete him.

Xu Lianlang felt his breath was wet and cold.

After a moment of stillness, the first person to break the deadly silence was Eunuch Li Ri who took a breath.

Seeing Xu Lianlang, his mouth was stuffed with a rag, and he tried to make a sound, because the rag was too big and stuffed too much, he came out with a "woo woo woo", his throat was full of vomiting.

Xu Lianlang lifted the hem of her skirt, there was a small distance between the place where the boat was moored and the shore, and she stepped over the shallow puddle, her shoes and socks were completely wet.

When she got on the boat, her feet slipped and she staggered and couldn't stabilize her figure. The place where the dagger fell was half an inch away from her toes.Lu Jieming wanted to help her just like a conditioned reflex.

He was afraid that the dagger that fell on the deck would touch her, so without hesitation, he kicked the dagger off the deck, and it disappeared in an instant.

This was the only convenient tool for self-protection he had in the palace for the past two years, just because he was afraid that the tip would catch Xu Lianlang who got on the boat rashly, so he could throw it away without blinking an eye.

However, the hand he reached out to support Xu Lianlang didn't even touch the corner of her clothes.

She frowned tightly and sideways avoided him.

Lu Jieming was as cold as a dead body.

Xu Lianlang helped Li Rishun, helped him stand up, and repeatedly asked about the wound... During this period, Xu Lianlang didn't even give him a single glance.

He saw that she felt guilty and blamed herself for the strangle mark on Li Ri's neck, she clenched her fist tightly, and the knife wound on her palm spurted blood again.

Li Ri came over and grabbed Xu Lianlang who was busy, he coughed, "You see, this kid is terrible, he is too scary, you weigh your own life, how many can you play with him like this .”

"Let me tell you, not only that, he also killed the servant girl who stole earlier, he also set the fire in the dining hall, and there are many, many more, where do you think the rumor of punishment by the gods and ghosts in Suoyun Pavilion came from? There are really ghosts Taking care of it? He did it all! He can do this kind of thing at such a young age, so how can he do it when he grows up."

"Xu Lianlang, I made such a big sacrifice for the sake of Aunt Xu's affection. You should remember it long. Poor him, he didn't want to involve himself in it."

"He's so good at pretending! He pretends to be a good dog in front of you, begging for mercy; in the dark, he's a mad dog, and bites anyone he sees."

"He has no heart!"

Li Rigang came back from the ghost gate, he spoke very violently, accompanied by a dry cough, his voice was very strong, every sentence pierced Lu Jieming's heart.

Xu Lianlang never looked back at Li Ri from the beginning to the end, let alone cast his eyes on Lu Jieming. She just listened intently and helped Li Ri hold his chest.

There was such a moment of silence, that is, at this moment, Xu Lianlang heard Lu Jieming's small voice, "It's not like this, sister, it's not what he said."

His rebuttal was without any confidence, even humble, making the final excuse for himself.

The word "sister" seemed to have exhausted his strength.

Xu Lianlang's eyes changed, and he checked carefully, and found that Li Ri had no other fatal injuries except the strangle marks on his neck, and his cough gradually stabilized, and there was no major injury except his face flushed due to anger. Worry about life.

She discussed with Li Ri, "Eunuch, the palace asked the doctor to report the reason, please be patient for a day, and I will definitely bring the doctor to treat him tomorrow."

The implication is that I hope Li Ri will hide this matter.

Li Ri naturally knew it too, if he followed the procedures to find a doctor, he would naturally involve Lu Jieming, a little eunuch, and the prince would be involved, so he didn't know how alarmed he would be.

Moreover, even though it was the prince who did it, his humble life is likely to become a victim of the royal family in order to maintain their face.

He swallowed hard, feeling that his neck was fine and he couldn't die.

"No need, my life is hard, I can't die."

Xu Lianlang thanked him gratefully.

When he thanked him, Li Ri got angry again, "Why are you thanking him, why are you thanking him for him?"

Xu Lianlang couldn't forget the painstaking efforts of Eunuch Li Riri. She quickly followed him and said, "I thank Eunuch Li Riri for letting me see clearly what kind of person Riri is taking care of in front of me."

After hearing her words, Li Ri felt a lot more relieved, and was supported by Xu Lianlang into the tent, covered with the quilt, and started to chase people away.

"Go, go back and pack your luggage."

Xu Lianlang didn't refute, and left the tent, he saw the child still standing on the boat, his face was extremely pale.It was he who seemed to be intimidated and almost lost his life.

Her eyes were light, her face was serious, and there was pain in her eye sockets that no one could see, "What? Do you want me to invite you back to Shuoyun Pavilion?"

Her tone was definitely not good, it was bad and aggressive.

But at least she talked to him, Lu Jieming even thought humbly, that's fine, he doesn't want self-esteem, he only wants her.As long as she is still willing to take care of herself.

Even if she has to leave tomorrow, as long as she can take care of herself, it will be fine.

The young man got off the boat quickly, his long-legged steps were obviously fast, but when he was three steps away from her, he slowed down again.

Wanting to get closer, but not daring, in the end he could only maintain the three-step gap.

"Sister." His beautiful lips moved, but no sound came out, but Xu Lianlang could tell that it was these two words.

Xu Lianlang pulled the hand that was hanging on the side of his leg, ignoring the wounds, and grabbed it back forcefully.

She asked him, "Does it hurt?"

He shook his head, and she squeezed harder.

How strong she can be, but it is very easy to pinch a hand that is already injured.

The dagger was really too sharp, and the wound looked shallow, but it was actually deep. Under Xu Lianlang's repeated force, the blood spread across the palms of the two people, and then flowed down the wrists to the arms, wetting Xu Lianlang's dress.

"Does it hurt?"

I don't know how many times I have asked this sentence, but he is still shaking his head.

In the end, Xu Lianlang's eyes turned red, and he began to question. The crying question seemed to put a heavy burden on Lu Jieming's heart, "Lu Jieming, are you a dummy? They say you have no heart, so you just prove it to me." I see, if you have a heart, you will be hurt, you will be afraid, and you will have someone you cherish."

"Prove it to me," Xu Lianlang whimpered, "Tell me, you are in pain."

"You killed them because they hurt you. Right?"

The author has something to say: I always feel that I need to explain. Father-in-law Li Ri is indeed kind, and Xu Lianlang is like this. I am afraid that everyone will think of her as a saint, but in fact, many things cannot be fully felt by others who are not the parties involved.

Good and bad, black and white, are not so clearly defined.

We grow up day by day and understand day by day that right and wrong are not so real.

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