I was reborn by the emperor

Chapter 53

Xu Lianlang was awakened by Lu Jieming.

In the dark night, only the light of a bright moon shines in, but his black pupils are brighter than the moon, his eyes are like water, rippling and sweet.

Xu Lianlang stared at him blankly for a while, the two looked at each other, and neither of them spoke for a while.

Lu Jieming's eyes were on Xu Lianlang's face, and when they fell on the scratch that had solidified blood, he suddenly became sullen.

He was holding a medicine bottle in his hand, and there was a wet handkerchief in his hand, which was still steaming. It seemed that he was planning to treat her wound.

The wound on the face must be treated with more care.

At this time, Xu Lianlang stretched out his hand from the thin quilt, stretched out his slender lotus root arm, and stretched lazily, she didn't wear underwear, although it was only exposed on the forearm, the soft skin and skin The quality is still eye-catching.

The indoor light is not enough, the darkness is uneven, the quilt is too thin in summer, and a thin layer is put on her slender and petite body. With this bit of light, the thin quilt wraps her exquisite figure and can mobilize people's hearts secret excitement.

The more you look at the flowers in the mist, the more daydream you will feel. Lu Jieming's mouth is dry and his Adam's apple can't move. The young man is young and vigorous, and his body's many reactions are uncontrollable. He sat on the edge of her bed , no longer wandering his eyes away, so as not to see something that makes him react.

Lu Jieming hates this kind of self very much, this kind of self is like a dog who can have sex anytime and anywhere, and the desires come in untimely, frequent and uncontrollable.

Xu Lianlang asked him first, "When will we leave?"

He knew that she was asking about shooting at Mulan, Lu Jieming's hand went to find her arm, his fingers were floating in the air, but he didn't dare to touch it.

"Leave tomorrow." The night eliminated everyone's resistance, and people were immersed in the moonlight with their own gentleness and warmth. The voices of the two of them were low, like whispering at each other's necks, disturbing people's ears It's itchy and hot.

Xu Lianlang said "hmm", "So fast."

She sighed with emotion, but she didn't hold back much in her eyes.

She retracted her arms and lay flat, Lu Jieming helped her lift up the quilt, covering her whole body from the neck, his big hands and long fingers, when he lifted the corner of the quilt, his fingertips curled up, his knuckles He accidentally scratched Xu Lianlang's cheek.

Xu Lianlang froze, turned his face to the side to block his movements, and immediately shrank back a little bit under the quilt, burying the lower half of his face in the quilt.

It's just touching the cheeks, it's not unheard of before, but this time the refusal and avoidance are too obvious, Lu Jieming's hand is still pinching the corner of the quilt.

Xu Lianlang turned over, moved into the bed wrapped in the quilt, the quilt was removed from his hands, and her whole body turned her back to him.

"I didn't tell the empress about your going to the Mulan paddock."

She coughed a few times, her shoulders shrugged with the movement, and the voice coming through the quilt was very muffled.

He lifted his thin chin, and the smile on the corner of his lips fell, "What did my concubine tell you?"

It's not an interrogative sentence, it's an affirmative sentence.

Xu Lianlang was not surprised that he would know, she knew it from the moment she opened her eyes and saw him.

Lu Jieming seldom entered her room directly like this. When the child grows up, he will understand the difference between men and women, and he will not push the door in without permission, let alone come in at night like this when she is asleep.

She stretched out her hand to touch the scratch on her face, regretting that she didn't deal with it in time, and he saw it clearly.

Without blinking, she told the truth, "Your Majesty thinks you are getting old, and she is afraid that I will lure you into doing things like clouds and rain, and I will rely on you from then on, and it will be out of control."

Ruowei's grievances inevitably mixed with her absurd tone, "I have been serving her for four years. It's not that I don't have no perception of your mother's temperament, but she is also wary of me for this kind of thing."

Xu Lianlang firmly pressed his fingertips on the quilt, "What about you, do you think so too?"

Lu Jieming suddenly came back to his senses, the bright moon seemed to be suddenly covered by clouds, and the bright light in the room disappeared in all directions, only a few candlesticks on the table stood alone, embracing his tall body, Pulled his completely rigid body against the wall.

He stiffly, very slowly, shook his head.

And belatedly remembered that her back was facing him, unable to see, "No."

The two words seemed to exhaust all his strength. Xu Lianlang's distaste for this incident was not concealed. It was because of the misunderstanding of his mother and concubine, and also because it was him.

He stood up and lowered the veil, so that even a little light couldn't get through, and in the deep darkness, no one could change his figure.

He said in a deep voice, "Sister, do you want to distance yourself from me?"

"It's not that I want to alienate you, it's that you're older, you and I have different identities, too many eyes are on you, I don't want to be misunderstood like this anymore, Lu Jieming, being splashed with dirty water, being misrepresented It feels so bad looking at something I haven’t done.”

"What's more, do you know what cloud and rain are?"

How could he not know, it is because he knew that he understood the youthful sorrow, the pain of not being loved, and this unwarranted self-distress.

Lu Jieming seemed to be choked by someone, and it seemed that his breathing was wrong. He asked tremblingly, "I know. Do you feel dirty because the person is me?"

This is not wrong, Xu Lianlang chewed the sentence carefully, and obviously felt that there seemed to be other meanings, but she still didn't think about it, and still gave him an affirmative answer, "Yes, because it was you, this incident It sucks."

"I see."

Lu Jieming had already guessed it before, but when he guessed it, he always kept a glimmer of hope for himself, as long as she didn't say it himself, he could take it as otherwise.

Hearing this sentence from her mouth clearly now, basically sentenced him to death.

His tall figure was hidden in the darkness, with no sense of presence, only the sound of Xu Lianlang's slightly heavy breathing in the air.

She closed her eyes, and relaxed her body weakly, "Your Highness, it was obvious that I had a hard time entering your life, and it was obvious that you accepted me with great difficulty, but it's only been a few years, why did you become like this?" Look. I disobeyed and contradicted my mother, I really forgot my identity, and I could really be your sister if you didn't call me sister a few times."

These words were too sad, and before I knew it, my eyes were wet, "Siblings who are not related by blood cannot be real siblings."

"If possible, I can leave the palace as soon as possible."

A deadly silence spread in the space, making people flustered and suffocating.

The sound of cloth rubbing against each other was heard, Lu Jieming squatted down, he forcefully pulled Xu Lianlang's body over, Xu Lianlang was no match for his strength, struggled a few times before giving up.

He let her lie down, Fengyan removed all tenderness, only monotonous begging, he approached her, but began to learn to keep his distance, cleaning the wound on her cheek.

"As you said, when you left the palace at the age of 15, it was exactly one year before I lost my crown. You have prepared a weak crown ceremony and handed it to me."

He lightly cleaned up the blood scabs. He smiled reluctantly, but he was really good-looking. This kind of smile made him look like a mountain snow lotus, cold and aloof, but upon closer inspection, he was endlessly lonely. , can detoxify all kinds of poisons, stand on top of insanity, longing for someone to accompany him, even if someone wants to destroy him.

"You can't break your word."

He said softly, "I will do whatever my sister wants. The concubine mother has a bad temper. I have seen how difficult she has been to my sister in the past two years. I tried to dissuade her, but it didn't work after all. I was wrong. It is my fault that my sister was framed because of my words and deeds."

"But I beg you, don't leave me."

"Have I let you down so much?"

The 14-year-old boy, whose shoulders can already carry the burden, and whose spine is as straight as a green bamboo, broke everything for her.

Xu Lianlang looked away, she was an ostrich buried in the sand, hiding from everything, the mother and son at the Zhongyuan Palace banquet had completely changed.

She looked at the boy's strong arms long ago, but he still didn't fulfill his wish. If her heart hardens, she can really be like an iron wall.

"Your Highness, I have been with you for four years. If you really care about what I have done in these four years, let me go when you have the power to let me go."

Concubine Rong is not the last straw that breaks the camel's back, but she is afraid that the last straw will become Lu Jieming, since the future will eventually part ways, it is better to come earlier.

All the noise started with a trivial matter, but the hidden danger behind the trivial matter has never been resolved, and Xu Lianlang wanted to uproot it.

She is not indecisive, and when the development of the incident is beyond her control, she is ready to let go. She is not a selfish person, but this is really cruel to Lu Jieming.

It was obvious that they had a good reconciliation yesterday, but today they suddenly collapsed.This makes everything yesterday look like a joke.

As Concubine Rong said, the closeness between them is inappropriate, especially at this time, and she is not stupid. What is Zhang Cheng's status, he stooped to come to the Rehe Palace to teach, this incident has already shown Lu Jieming's return. The matter of the palace is a certainty.

Once back to the palace, the difference between cloud and mud.

A newcomer has just arrived in Shuoyun Pavilion, and she can't control the frenzied fear in her heart. Even if she is suppressed by Lu Jieming's gentle and respectful treatment, the thought has already taken root in her heart.

She is afraid that she will be devoured by desire, she is an ordinary person, when prosperity and beauty are intertwined, can she guarantee that she will not be moved?

She sneered, just a few days ago, she was really moved by Lu Jieming's beauty.

Even though many excuses could be found, the movement in her heart was not fake, and Rong Pin's words just hit it right in. It was hard not to say whether there was an element of shame in her anger.

"Your Highness, I'm not as good as you think. People's hearts are fleshy, and people are greedy. Maybe what your mother said is right. I may also have a day when my heart is greedy. Instead of this, it's better to cut it off earlier."

"I remember, you have a sister-in-law. The third princess treats you well, blood is thicker than water, it must be unusual. I also have my own brother, have you forgotten?"

"Promise me, only if you promise me, will I feel better and have some hope."

She talked all the way to this point, and basically didn't give Lu Jieming any room for reincarnation, she knew Lu Jieming too well.

She added another sentence, basically pressing the words on his already bent back, "Lu Jieming, even if you have pity on me, I was afraid to come here from the beginning. It has been four years. At my age, children It's time, you really pity me, I will be tired too. I regret it, I broke my promise, I don't want to be like my aunt, when I leave the palace and regain my freedom, I can't find a lover anymore. "

The horseshoe cake he specially brought back finally rotted, and the woman in his heart refused to taste half a bite of it again.

Even with his thoughts, I no longer want to understand.

He struggled with this for a long time, and the heart that wanted to hide would really never show up again.

Even if he retreated to the position of younger brother and played the role of younger brother well, it would not work.

If it's possible, it's better for him to stay ignorant and never grow up, so that she won't be so hard-hearted.

His heart was beating like a drum, his cochlea was also ringing, and his body was silently resisting. He couldn't hear what he said, but after opening and closing his lips several times, he finally heard Xu Lianlang laughing through tears as he wished.

That's enough, he thought, as long as she's happy, really.

……

Concubine Rong tossed and turned and couldn't fall asleep, Xu Lianlang's words stuck in her mind, the noise of the empress dowager sending the maid was so loud, she was telling the women in the palace that she was going to spoil the grandson.

Back then, when she was in the palace, the Empress Dowager made things difficult for their mother and son. At that time, she was honored and favored, thinking that with His Majesty's favor, everything would be fine. In fact, the Empress Dowager is clearly in charge of the harem.

Dayan valued filial piety, the emperor and queen did not dare to blatantly turn against the queen mother, she was still waiting and watching when Zhang Cheng came, but now that the queen mother also got involved, she completely understood that her son was really going back to the palace.

I really want to take her back to the palace.

After looking forward to this for a long time day and night, the palace finally opened the door to their mother and son again. She was so excited that she couldn't stop trembling at the thought of being able to return to His Majesty's side.

It will be fine when I return to the palace, everything will be fine, her illness will be cured, and the holy grace will come, she looks at herself in the bronze mirror, God favors this face too much, the traces left by the years on her face Not only did it not make the beauty twilight, but it added some rare charm to her.

This kind of charm has a kind of beauty of withered flowers, and the flowers under the wind and rain are pitiful.Men are always the ones who can't stand women like this.

She was admiring herself in the bronze mirror, and when her gaze deviated a little, it fell on the blooming face behind her. Xu Lianlang half-closed her eyes, and her eyelashes cast a shadow on her fair skin. Her beauty was not ostentatious, but It can also be breathtaking.

She is a broken branch and a broken leaf, this is the real young flower.

She suddenly remembered the look in the eyes of Lu Jieming and Xu Lianlang when they were together. Now she has become the most insignificant person in Shengyun Pavilion, like a gecko, hanging on the wall and hiding in the dark, her own son looks at her If there is nothing, he does not even want to be alone with himself.

Only at the moment of madness, can she regain her son's love with all her heart, and then squander it recklessly.

The saddest thing is that she herself doesn't know that she is spending too much.

Concubine Rong blurted out what Xu Lianlang said, of course she never thought that Xu Lianlang would dare to resist herself, she wanted to warn her, put away those petty thoughts, and even more so, not to lead Lu Jieming into this emotional abyss.

His son is going to marry a noble daughter from a famous family in the future. Only when his daughter-in-law's family is strong can his son have the opportunity to sit on the supreme throne.

Don't think she can't tell, her own son knows best, whether Lu Jieming regards Xu Lianlang as his sister or as a woman he admires, she can tell at a glance.

She had to extinguish the flame in time.

But when she really did this, she couldn't help being afraid that his son, who put Xu Lianlang on the top of his heart, would not want his mother because of this woman.

She couldn't fall asleep, so she simply sat up, and even got out of bed and put her ears on the door frame, trying to hear a little movement outside.

As soon as the pinna was attached to the door, the door was pulled open from the outside, and she almost staggered.

The person standing in front of her was her son who could have been alone for a long time.

His brows and eyes were heavy, and his phoenix eyes looked very much like his father's. At this moment, there was a dark fire in his eyes, which had already burned the wilderness and burned to the bottom of his heart, but he had to act calm on the surface.

When he grew up, he was no longer a little boy who would come to his mother and concubine to cry when he was hurt.

But he still came over tonight, suddenly he became a little boy again, his tall body was crumbling, his fingertips pressed against the wooden door, and the barb on the door pierced into his skin, he looked at Concubine Rong without blinking.

"Mother, do you have to do this?"

During the speech, he looked very much like the child whose favorite kite was snatched away by the sixth child. He grabbed the corner of the concubine's clothes and said coquettishly, "Concubine mother, can you get it back for me?"

What was her answer back then? Yes, she just stroked her son's hair at that time, and only asked her to give way to Brother Huang.

When Kong Rong gave up pears, the big ones gave up the small ones, so how could the small ones give up the big ones.

But in the face of power, that's all there is to it.

She has never been a good mother. Although she is a favorite concubine, her mother's family has nothing to rely on, and she cannot afford to offend Concubine Li.

In her whole life, she can't help herself everywhere, but who doesn't.

It's the same now, she wants to touch her son's soft hair, she even points her toes, "Jieming, the concubine mother is for your own good."

Like Xu Lianlang, it's for your own good.

Being like the sixth prince is also for your own good.

The scene from that year was reappearing again. She had a hard time. She didn't do it on purpose to be so vicious, snobbish, and unbearable. She didn't do it on purpose.

She raised her hand, wanting to touch her son's soft hair like she did back then, and even more wishing that her son could throw herself into her arms.

But Lu Jieming ruthlessly broke her fantasy.

He took half a step back, his masseter muscles swelled up because of the forceful bite of his lips and teeth, and he became bloodthirsty and mad again from the fiery lump, his fingertips were trembling, his ribs were taken out of his body, he was terribly empty , his chest was bloody, and he didn't know what to fill it with. In the end, all the endless words were buried, leaving only this sentence, "I can't live without her at all."

"You all give up, no one can take her away from me."

He seemed to be driven by an evil spirit, his eyes lost their luster, but his eyes still settled on Concubine Rong, and he gave an ultimatum, "Concubine Mu, you are the same."

"You should know who your own son is."

He smiled cruelly, the smile didn't enter his throat, "I was too tolerant and merciful to you all, so you want to take her away from me and take my life."

His knees were weak, and he knelt down. In front of his mother, he was crazy and childish.

He knew that after this night, he would no longer have the position to ask Xu Lianlang to stay.

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no rest

Xu Lianlang was running away, Lu Jieming put him to death and survived.

Someone tried to test the superior position, and then copied the name scene.

One more chapter in a while

In fact, Concubine Rong's current changes were foreshadowed before. Lu Jieming said a long time ago, "Mother and concubine have a bad temper, otherwise she wouldn't have given birth to someone like me."

It was also mentioned later that in the conversation between her and Lu Jieming, she felt that her son was closer to Xu Lianlang than herself and so on.

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