I was reborn by the emperor

59. I want to see her

After Lu Yinan got out of the tent, he arranged for someone to go to the Shuoyun Pavilion to invite that girl Xu.

She told the attendants, only that His Royal Highness Qi was injured, don't force her to come, let Miss Xu make her own choice.

After all, Lu Yinan was just an outsider in the relationship between the two of them. Until the end, Lu Jieming didn't let up and let Miss Xu come over, but the look in his eyes couldn't deceive anyone at all.

He should be longing, but also afraid at the same time.

Fear overwhelmed desire, making him feel at a loss, his fingertips twisted the quilt tightly, and the corners of his lips were tightly pressed to suppress all thoughts.

The long hair draped over his shoulders was blown by a gust of wind from the edge of the window. The wind carried the unique dampness of a thunderstorm night, and his eyebrows and eyes were also stained with moisture.

He shook his head towards Lu Yinan, but his wet eyes were extraordinarily bright.

Lu Yinan raised her hand to rub his hair, and said only one sentence, "Why don't you leave this matter to me, don't think about anything, and take care of yourself."

Without expectations, there will be no disappointment.

Lu Yinan bent over, Lu Jieming slightly curled his back because of the wound, this posture gave Lu Yinan a bit of a condescending meaning, condescending to look at her younger brother, gave her the caring and compassion of an older sister love.

Lu Jieming raised his head to look at her, the smooth line of his jaw made his beautiful profile more clear.

Looking at him like this, Lu Yinan couldn't help but feel his heart skip a beat. During these many years of separation, he has soared upwards, and white lotus blossoms bloomed in the mud flat.

Her fingertips followed the hair and came to the side of the boy's long-disappeared cheeks. The boy was very uncomfortable and turned his head to avoid her fingers.

Lu Yinan didn't mind, after all, there should be some physical contact between siblings that should be avoided.

She withdrew her hand and said softly: "Teacher taught you very well. Although you and I are not siblings of the same mother, we are better than compatriots. Seeing you now, Miss Huang is very happy."

Lu Jieming's trust in Lu Yinan is due to his childhood affection, and maybe there are other things, in short, he is not prepared in every possible way.

The whereabouts of Grand Tutor Zhang Cheng has always been a mystery, Lu Jieming told her about Lu Yinan's tentative inquiry without reporting hope, this kind of intimacy, in Lu Yinan's view, is really precious.

He nodded, the tip of his chin brushed against the soft fur of a rabbit.

The rabbit was very obedient, nestled in his arms and stopped moving.

Lu Jieming suddenly thought of "Xiao Luzi", the courteous clown dog who wagged his tail.When she fell asleep beside him at night, she was also very obedient. She curled up a little, so as not to disturb him, even the tail was carefully put away.

A person like him doesn't care much about human life, let alone small animals that are much more fragile, but the warm mass does make his heart feel hot.

This kind of heat pressed against his wrinkled heart inch by inch, and it was because of that person that he could learn to feel this kind of temperature.

During these four years, she should also be his teacher.

Tonight, the thunderstorm was loud and loud, and the noisy people's ears hurt, but the place in his heart was empty, but there was clamor and silence, it seemed that even if he shouted, there would be an echo.

He lowered his eyelashes and rubbed the rabbit's ears with his fingertips, "Miss Huang, I killed people that day while hunting, and I killed many people."

Lu Yinan was holding the decoction, and the spoon was stirring in the medicine stain, and she could smell the bitterness even without getting close to it. She was busy looking for candied fruit for him, and just when her fingers touched the plate of candied fruit, she heard his words. , can't help feeling stunned.

Lu Yinan bit her lip and said with a little stumble, "The assassin... should have been killed, so why should you blame yourself."

She was born in the royal family, and human life is worthless. Under the deep-rooted concept, she also habitually divides human life into three, six, and nine grades.

Some people can move, some people can't move, some people are like ants in front of them, if they lift their feet, they can be crushed to death.

Even with her temperament, she couldn't help but get used to it.

Although the father is a wise king, during his reign, countless souls died under his hands. People like them can always decide whether to live or not in the midst of chatting and laughing.

Assassins who dare to assassinate the king of a country should die.

The candles in the tent were blown out by the wind and plunged into darkness. Immediately there was the sound of the servant girl hurriedly looking for the open flame.

It was at this moment that he opened his mouth, "I don't blame myself," he said quietly, "I originally planned to save the lives of these people, but it is obvious that this group of people are red-eyed and shoot arrows indiscriminately, hurting innocent people. , if you want to look into it carefully, the father is also innocent."

"The people are stupid and the officials protect each other, which has created such a bad result." He paused, "but I'm afraid she will get angry with me because of it."

Lu Yinan still didn't know Xu Lianlang well enough, and she heard many descriptions about her from A Zhu. A Zhu was jealous, and all the descriptions had obvious subjective tendencies.

"She won't be so unreasonable." Lu Yinan wanted him to feel at ease.

"Of course she won't," he raised his voice, like a male wolf guarding its cubs.

Lu Jieming took a long breath, filling his chest, but it didn't make him feel any better, "Will she give me a chance to explain, I didn't kill innocent people indiscriminately, I just chose the best and fastest way Reduce harm to more innocent people."

"I haven't told Sister Huang yet, before I came, Lian Lang got angry with me."

He no longer called Xu Lianlang "sister", but changed his name, doing what he always wanted to do.

This way of calling her name can make him temporarily forget the age difference between her and him.

When he killed someone again, his fingertips were trembling, nothing more than other things, afraid that she would think he was Lu Jieming from four years ago again.

Afraid that she would be disappointed in herself again.

But the arrow is on the string, if his arrow does not come out, it will be Dou Xihui who will fall to the ground.

He hadn't killed people for too long, and the killing on this trip was because the group of assassins broke through in chaos and shot arrows in all directions, aiming at people who had nothing to do with this matter.

Lu Jieming was immersed in the dimly lit tent, making it impossible to see clearly, only the moment when the lightning pierced the sky, his pale face was reflected, his lips were bloodless, like a cold white plum on the branch , born in the cold, grow in the cold, and also melt in the cold, but the stamens are warm yellow.

He smiled, revealing his neat white teeth.

"Sister Huang thinks that these people deserve to die because they are trying to hurt the father, but why should they deserve to die if they hurt the father?"

This question completely messed up Lu Yinan's logical line, the lines were dense and confusing.

"They are just refugees. They risked their own lives, but they also saved the victims behind." He tilted his head and let out a "ha", just at this time, the candle was lit again.

Baimei is caught in a warm halo, deprived of the cold whiteness, leaving only pale yellow stamens.

"The choice of life and death will only be inclined to the powerful side. Whether a person should die or not, there is no measure."

He let out a muffled laugh, picked up the rabbit and handed it to the palace attendant.

Lu Yinan woke up like a dream, and quickly waved away all the palace people, only the two siblings remained.

Lu Yinan stared at him, "Why do you have such an idea?"

She was taken aback, "If Father listens to this, you will be wounded by this arrow in vain."

"Sister Huang is the one who understands the most." Lu Jieming took the drink from Lu Yinan's hand, raised his head and drank it, and the sharp bitterness spread on the tip of his tongue. "Everyone says that fathers are kind and sons are filial. It can be seen that this arrow is just a transaction, in exchange for my father's soft heart, let me go back to the palace."

Lu Yinan didn't think it was a compliment, she could see it clearly, but she couldn't do anything, and even wanted to be a push hand to fuel the flames.

In her eyes, Lu Jieming was still a child, a half-grown child, but there is no real child in this deep palace, who was urged to grow up and develop scheming.

Lu Jieming's wound still hurt. He supported his arms and lay flat with his clothes on.

"These words were taught to me by Xu Lianlang."

His voice was deep, "I was only ten years old when I was first taught not to kill people randomly. At that time, I had already killed some people, and those people deserved to die."

"But she said, what is the difference between me and them doing this? In fact, there is still a difference."

"When I kill someone, I feel refreshed and joyful. When the blood splatters, I feel that I can pour out all the grievances in my heart. I gradually felt that I was out of control, but I didn't stop myself until she appeared. "

"In order to curry favor with her, I restrained my murderous intent. Gradually, as time passed, she was by my side for a long time. Maybe I could hear it, or maybe the drizzle sneaked into the night with the wind, and without a sound, her behavior turned into something that I did. principles of doing things.”

"I'm still not good enough, but she can imprison my ugliness."

He spoke word by word, talking about Xu Lianlang to Lu Yinan, four years passed by in the blink of an eye, and the day-to-day relationship was as smooth as water, he was the sand and stone in the stream, unaware of the softness of the water, and quite active Grind off your edges.

Lu Yinan was amazed at the thoughts of this girl Xu, and even more amazed that Lu Jieming would change so much because of her.

Is this change a good thing?of course.

The more superior one is, the more he must choose clearly his own right and wrong, and the more he must know that life is not an object and can be destroyed at will.

After a long silence, she said, "Miss Xu is righteous."

"It seems that these four years are thanks to her. If you call her sister, she can bear it."

To be able to get a sister from the prince is already regarded as a great favor from the emperor.

But Lu Jieming can always surprise her again and again, "I don't want to call her sister anymore."

Lu Yinan's eyes widened, she found it incredible, but Lu Jieming nodded solemnly.

The crackling sound of the candlelight attracting people's attention in the quiet room.

Lu Jieming's injury consumed him too much energy this time, Lu Yinan stayed with him for a long time, and felt the tiredness in his eyes, when he got up to leave, he grabbed his wrist again.

Concerned about the "what not to do" between his siblings, he repeatedly reduced his strength. When he held his wrist, he thought it was Xu Lianlang's intimacy when he was unconscious. Unexpectedly, Lu Yinan was still walking forward So much so that his knees fell on the bed, and the whole brocade was lifted from his body.

She was anxious to see if he had touched his wound, but he begged with words, "I want to see her, Miss Huang."

There is no more dodging and hesitating before, if bitter tricks can be exchanged for the pity of the father, how can it not be exchanged for Xu Lianlang's change of heart.

He is despicable and a villain. He once swore not to use tricks on her again, but this is nothing compared to losing her.

No matter if it was thunder and thunder, or there would be no peace after death, he wanted to see her.

That night, with the wind and rain, the young man turned from silence to confiding, switching emotions between fear and joy, and finally no longer cared about everything.

"Okay, I'll ask someone to tie up Miss Xu with you."

She lifted him up and frowned at his wound which was bleeding again.

"Let's say it first, if you tie it too tightly, don't blame me."

The author has something to say: In the past few days, people have been saying that if a person claims that he has not violated the law, then he is not a good person.

Because the lowest point of human morality is to abide by the law.

It suddenly occurred to me that the rules of Lu Jieming's world are probably Xu Lianlang.

He is not a good person, but he can become a good person because of Xu Lianlang.

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