I was reborn by the emperor

Chapter 87

In the past few days, when he carried Xu Lianlang back to Qianqing Palace, he was not doing well.

As if in a daze, even though she was sleeping next to him, he was still restless. He had endured it for too long, and he couldn't believe everything in front of him, and he couldn't believe that the person in front of him really came back.

It was the same in the few days when she just left, he hugged her and refused to let go, he was obviously by his side, but why so many people said she had gone.

Didn't leave, just in my arms.

He felt that everyone was lying to him, Xu Lianlang was reluctant to leave him, she loved him so much, she said she would not leave, even if she wanted to leave, she would wait until she was weak.

He was only 16 years old, how could she have the heart to say nothing.

He was crazy, and in order to avenge her, he accidentally injured too many people.He was originally a lunatic, but Xu Lianlang tied him down. Now that Xu Lianlang is gone, if he goes crazy, will she wake up because she is angry with herself?

Sometimes he felt that if he died, he would really be a walking dead.

Father Emperor, Mother Concubine, Rong Zhao... Who else has anything to do with him, he only wants Xu Lianlang to wake up.

Now that she is back, she is really back, and he also feels that she is lying to him.

Is the person in front of you real?He sat beside her bed day by day, not daring to blink, and looked straight at her.

She is afraid, and he is also afraid.

He is a ghost in the world, he can't go back to his own body, he just waits for her to lead him.

He adapted too slowly, even slower than Xu Lianlang recovered.

During the day, he wandered among the officials, controlling the forces of all parties. At night, he only shrank on the small bed of the Qianqing Palace. He was tall and long, and it was too embarrassing for him to shrink on the small couch. Er'er mentioned several times to rearrange a Babu bed in Qianqing Palace so that he could rest better.

Si'er naturally knew that Lu Jieming was unwilling to leave Qianqing Palace, and he was even more reluctant to allow the girl to leave, so he chose such a compromise method.

Unexpectedly, even such a way of getting the best of both worlds was rejected by Lu Jieming.

Si'er didn't understand, until one day when he tidied up the thin quilt on the bed and looked at the position where Lu Jieming used to lie down, he realized that the position of the bed was very good. He only needed to prop his head up a little, and when he lay down, The bed curtain was visible as far as the eye could see.

Si'er was both helpless and heartbroken. In the past six years, others didn't know, but he could see clearly what Lu Jieming had paid for and what he had become in exchange for Xu Lianlang.

His heart, I don't know if there will be a day when people will see it.

Even though Xu Lianlang woke up, her body was still very weak, and she always drank more medicine for three meals a day than the food she ate. With so many soups and medicines for tonic, she was able to slowly go to the ground.

On the first day when she was able to walk freely, Lu Jieming took her to the courtyard, and the peach blossoms were in full bloom, one branch after another, pink and tender.

Lu Jieming had no intention of admiring the flowers, so he took her to a cool place in the verandah, found a white wall, and asked her to stand upright. From somewhere, he changed a brush that had already been dipped in ink, and compared it to her height. , made a stroke.

I have ordered early that no one is allowed to touch this trace.

He bent down and was at eye level with her, "Come back next year and see how tall Ah Lang can grow in a year."

He hooked his lips, and when he smiled, his appearance was even more beautiful than peach blossoms. Suddenly, he became that boyish appearance again, bright and outstanding.

Xu Lianlang felt that he was making fun of her, and was about to act annoyed and turned around to leave when he stopped him, "Ah Lang, the Dao mark on the Shuyun Pavilion hasn't changed for a long time. I'll double what you gave me. "

The pebble at the tip of Xu Lianlang's heart fell into the lake and made splashes.

The tentacles that had been suspended for six years were tickling her heart bit by bit.

The roles of the two seem to have completely changed, siblings have become brothers and sisters, she made it for him, and he doubled it back, she raised her eyes to look at the mark, and realized that her height had just reached his shoulders .

The reflections of the figures by the side of the spring stream, one is tall and serious, the other is delicate and petite, and they are strangely proportioned.

As the wind passed by, the peach petals swayed and fell, just in time to fall into the spring stream, and the dense circle blocked the reflection, Xu Lianlang was startled by what he had just thought.

She was startled.

For her, these six years did not have the slightest span of time. It seemed that she was still in the camp of the Eastern Hunting before, but she had only taken one step, and she had already become what she is today.

She can so clearly remember the broken jade bracelet, his 15-year-old hysteria on a rainy night and the... two seemingly perfect marriages.

A 15-year-old boy is stubborn and narrow-minded when he likes someone. He is too young and has seen too little. He likes her. At first, she didn't believe it. When she really believed it, she found that it was out of date.

How could she fall in love with a child she brought up with her own hands?

Now, it seems that his liking has long since disappeared. It is so logical for him to treat himself from siblings to brothers and sisters.

She should have breathed a sigh of relief, but her heart felt sour and astringent uncontrollably.

She turned her eyes away and groped her empty wrist with her fingertips. The jade bracelet was broken into dross and could not be repaired long ago.

The cold spring was still precarious, Lu Jieming helped her block the wind, the silver wind chimes hanging under the verandah rattled, and the servants at the side all lowered their heads, not even daring to breathe.

The food was already prepared on the stone table, the exquisite pastry was something she had never seen before, she was sitting face to face with Lu Jieming, she was not interested, she was already thinking about what she would do in the future.

It's not easy to rely on him for the rest of your life.

She thought of something again, touched her chest, the feeling of the sharp arrow passing through was still there, and the pain in her chest seemed to be still faintly present, "You should know all about what happened during the winter hunting."

Lu Jieming poured himself a glass of wine, and when he heard that, he let out a "hmm".

His complexion didn't change much, the wine was burning in his throat, and the tip of his tongue gradually tasted a little mellowness from the bitterness. Let him be lucky, he has been spoiled, he took the blame for Lao Liu for no reason, he is not willing to, he has to be guilty of this crime, besides you, A-Lang, he has hurt other people."

The reason is too simple, but it is full of doubts.

Lu Jieming didn't want to say more, it was enough for Xu Lianlang to know this part.

"Then he really hurt me." Xu Lianlang raised his eyebrows, and realized that Lu Jieming hadn't mentioned Concubine Rong, so she withdrew this part.

After all, it was his biological mother, and the idea of ​​culpability and punishment would not work.

What's more, she was not such a fussy person.

It's just... It's just that, the six years she didn't participate in made her an outsider. Lu Jieming opened up everything to her, and whenever she asked, he would tell the truth.

But she didn't know where to start.What she could know was really limited, and recalling all that happened six years ago seemed to be opening the wounds of the two of them.

Living in Qianqing Palace these few days made her feel like a dodder flower, she could only cling to him, and Lu Jieming was the only one in her world.

It's too easy to feel lost in this way, and it's too easy to think wildly, especially when dealing with this familiar and unfamiliar face.

The words I used to persuade myself six years ago are no longer effective.Lu Jieming is no longer a child raised by her alone.

As the candles went out one after another, Lu Jieming dismissed all the servants and continued the next one himself.

Usually there was Si'er serving by his side, but these few days, he let Si'er go out as well, the hall was pitch black, and the candlelight only illuminated a small area of ​​his desk.

The government affairs are endless, and he wants to spend a lot of time with Xu Lianlang, so if he comes and goes, he can only occupy the evening time.

It was only when he picked up the strong tea on the side and sipped it to his lips again, but drank it completely, that he realized that Xu Lianlang was coming from the inner hall.

She was wearing an inner garment, and a moon-white Shu brocade cloak was casually worn on her shoulders. The fabric was fine, and it shone softly under the faint candlelight.

Lu Jieming's gaze climbed down from her white chin, glanced at the thin white collarbone exposed by her cross-collared undershirt, and then hurried back, "Did I wake you up?"

Xu Lianlang sat down beside him, handed him a glass of white water, and kept some distance away from him, the content in the memorial was something she couldn't understand, and she was bored, "You're not so loud, maybe you slept too much during the day. "

"Strong tea hurts the body, it's too late, so don't drink it."

"Okay." He was still so easy to talk, and it was always her who said what.

His pen and ink passed across the paper in a hurry, and all the memorials did not shy away from her at all. Also, the Qianqing Palace gave her half of it.

"Thinking about this period of time, I have never seen Dou Xihui." She stiffened her scalp, thinking that she should not be so confused.

The tip of Lu Jieming's Zihao pen paused, and the other half of Xu Lianlang's face, which Xu Lianlang couldn't see, already showed veins.

The moonlight was like water, suddenly blocked by a thick layer of clouds.

He almost laughed out loud, "A-Lang has only been awake for a month, so he was the first person who took the initiative to see him."

There is no big tone in his words, smooth, appropriate care, can't hear the slightest difference.

He put down the pen in his hand. The handle of the pen was smooth, and the tip of the pen was still dizzy with ink. He turned it around on several tables, and finally, with a "bang", it fell down.

"That's right, after all, he is his fiancé, so he should meet," Lu Jieming raised his voice, "Tomorrow, we'll go to Zhen Guogong's mansion."

The thick cloud layer curled its corners, revealing a few rays of moonlight, and the candle was lit to the bottom again, causing the gloom on his face to suddenly increase.

Xu Lianlang slowly raised his eyelids, there seemed to be a thick layer of fog in front of him, he couldn't see his fingers when he waved his hands, and he poked out of the safe zone given by Lu Jieming, feeling cramped and uneasy.

She looked at this man, leaned forward suddenly, and pressed her palms on his bent knees, "Jieming, you are in the Qianqing Palace day and night, where is your concubine?"

It's too quiet, this shouldn't be the cleanliness of the Qianqing Palace.

She doesn't like this feeling of looking at flowers through the fog, she is eager to re-understand the current environment.

"The emperor's Sangong and Sixth Courtyard, Jieming has never been extravagant, and naturally he will be a lot more restrained in women's sex, but at least there will be a princess Shuhe. It has been so long, and the empress has not yet visited."

She naturally thought that the back seat was comfortable.

From the beginning to the end, Lu Jieming had a slight smile on his lips, "Okay, I'll always show it to A-Lang."

He was extremely calm and calm, as if these things were insignificant.

To him, it seemed really insignificant.

作者有话要说：　　感谢在2021-03-27 22:23:32~2021-03-29 00:10:33期间为我投出霸王票或灌溉营养液的小天使哦~

Thanks to the little angel of irrigation nutrient solution: 10 bottles of [-] meters;

Thank you very much for your support, I will continue to work hard!