Since 1983

Night, study.

Xu Fei excitedly unfolded a picture scroll and paid attention to it.

Landscape painting, with pines in the mountains and boats in the water, is not the traditional light and freehand brushwork. The mountains and rivers are deep and majestic, which is very distinctive.

When people who don't know how to do it see it, the first impression is black, dense and bright.

"What are you looking at?"

Zhang Li came in with a bowl, and took a look, "Ah, Huang Binhong's painting?"

"Just received it, how is it?"

"Happiness will be dripping, vigorous and vigorous, this is the black binhong in his later years."

She studied since she was a child, and she still has some knowledge. She wondered: "Why did you put away modern works?"

"Because there are fewer and fewer antiques, I can only accept some modern ones. The seller Li Chengru contacted for me only cost a few hundred dollars."

Huang Binhong was born in the late Qing Dynasty and served as an official in the Qing Dynasty. He lived to be ninety years old.

There are many surviving works of his, which were circulated in the market very early, but they were not taken seriously. Later, they became popular in the collection market. The highest one, "Huangshan Tangkou", sold for 345 million.

Xu Fei started collecting with the intention of appreciating the value, but now it's gone.

When the antiques in this house rise to tens of millions, he won't look down on this little money anymore, so now he just appreciates it.

"Oh, that's really good. I'll find someone to mount it after a while."

This painting is not framed, it has to be lined with a layer of parchment paper, and the painting is rolled up with the parchment paper as the axis, and then put into the painting box. It cannot be exposed to light, damp, or dust, and it can be stored for a long time by taking it out regularly.

Xu Fei put away the painting, picked up the bowl, "Why do you still make some ginger tea?"

"Xiaoxu caught a cold, eat this to drive away the cold, and bring you some by the way."

"Did you drink?"

"I'm fine again."

"Drink some too, it's hard work."

He took a spoonful and sent it over. Zhang Li gave him a blank look and took a sip.

"One more bite."

"One more bite."

"Stop it."

Zhang Li turned her head and pushed it away, and said solemnly: "Xiao Xu has many illnesses and disasters, he must exercise in the beginning of spring, otherwise he will really become a Daiyu."

"Okay, just practice martial arts with me, a thousand young men."

"Can she pull down that face? Why don't you run with me... By the way, you are busy with the Asian Games this year, do you still have time to film?"

"Let's have a look. If it doesn't work, just name it. Do you follow suit when you turn on the phone?"

"Well, the filming is expected to start in early autumn. I sent a telegram to Teacher Li today. She has been staying in Dunhuang and hasn't returned home during the Chinese New Year."

Zhang Li has a tendency to develop in the direction of fans, and sighed: "She is really talented, she is a hundred times better than me in painting, and I fell in love with her when I saw her."

The two chatted for a while, and she returned to Westinghouse.

Xiao Xu was lying on the bed, listless, and his shoes were thrown on the ground.

"You went out?"

"Pomegranates bother me."

"Feeling better?

"Um."

Zhang Li lay lightly on the outside, always feeling weird, just about to ask, turned over on the side, and stopped talking.

………

"The task at the beginning of the year is very clear. After the script is finalized, a new play will be prepared immediately. Xiao Ming, how are you doing?"

"Progress is normal."

"Where is Xiao Xu, what's the situation with your Asian Games?"

"We have to rehearse the show, and the exact time has not come down yet, so I can't say for sure."

"Then try to participate as much as possible, and there will be no hard rules for you."

In the meeting room of the center, the meeting is held as usual. This year, as in previous years, the higher-ups continued to add more people. Xu Fei had only thirty people in 1986, but now he has more than sixty.

It's not all for nothing. There are sufficient manpower in all departments, which can be guaranteed from the early stage to the late stage.

Li Mu flipped through the documents and said, "There is another matter. Suddenly, an instruction came from above, saying that there will be a national TV workers' creative conference, which is planned to be in March.

All TV stations above the prefectural level are required to participate, and the standards are very high.

It's just inexplicable, we always don't love grandma and grandpa, so what kind of meeting do we have? So I asked someone, I don't know which leader said that TV has a future, and we should pay more attention to it. "

"..."

The whole audience was stunned, and the unpopular bastard was suddenly greeted by the old man, feeling uneasy.

"I don't know good and bad things, our creative environment is quite relaxed."

"I think it's better to set a tone by yourself first, and collude with your peers. If the superiors really raise the creative standards, softly resist, present facts and be reasonable, I think the leaders of radio and television are quite open-minded."

"That's true. I heard that during the meeting of the film industry, there was a verbal battle. It was very exciting. The content was enough to make a movie. Unfortunately, it didn't end well."

"Yes, our TV drama industry is good, we can't let the movie grandchildren get involved!"

Damn, how dare I say it!

Xu Fei was sweating and thought about it carefully, and said, "I think this is a good opportunity for a national gathering. We should talk about resource sharing."

"Be specific."

"For example, the introduction of "A Generation of Queens" by Beijing TV has gained a lot of fame, but the cost-effectiveness is relatively low because our coverage is small. Next time, we can contact several TV stations to contribute and then simulcast it. The cost is low and the viewing area does not interfere.

And what kind of drama we shoot, we need scripts, locations, and actors, so we can support each other and form a long-term cooperative relationship. "

"Are you running a small group?"

Li Mu understands that the TV series started ten years ago and has just reached a large scale, which is a good opportunity to divide the mountain. Ya Yi said his words, and said: "It is not advisable to form a small group, it is against the principle, but it is still necessary to make good brothers."

Would you like some Bilian?

Leadership deserves to be a leader...

Just after the new year, work is like an unsteady mood, frizzy and covered with grass. After Xu Fei finished the meeting at the center, he went to the Asian Organizing Committee for a meeting, and finally had dinner with Cheng Dong and the others.

Go home late every day.

The cold night is silent, and the courtyard is depressed. He went straight into the main room, and saw that the study door was open, and Xiao Xu was sitting at the table playing with the pen holder.

"What are you doing?"

"Find some books to read."

"You call it reading?"

Xu Fei saw how she couldn't put it down, and said with a smile: "I don't want it for you, don't come and touch it, just take it away if you like it."

"Don't just don't!"

She put down the pen holder, held a copy of "The Journey of Beauty" by Li Zehou, and hummed, "I'm leaving!"

"..."

Teacher Xu scratched his head, feeling a little strange, but couldn't explain it.

And Xiaoxu returned to Westinghouse, opened the book and took notes while reading, just like usual.

Zhang Li was opposite, busy with the work of the crew, and occasionally looked up. In fact, she felt it was more obvious. She was fine, but in the past two or three days, she suddenly stopped talking, didn't know what she was thinking, and didn't talk about it when asked.

This girl is sensitive and stubborn, and she is determined that no one else can pull her back. As the saying goes, "the idea is right", of course you don't know if you have a good idea or a bad idea.

She was going to find a chance to have a good chat, but now she was busy.

The two of them were doing their homework. At about ten o'clock, Zhang Li finished a data file. Her back was sore and her neck hurt, so she leaned on the bed to check it.

I watched it several times, and by around twelve o'clock, I was already yawning again and again.

"Aren't you sleeping yet?"

"I'll write a few more paragraphs. It's a good book."

"Then I'm going to bed, don't be too late."

Zhang Li casually put the materials under the pillow, yawned again, and fell asleep slowly.

……………………………

The next day, morning.

It's cold and the sun hasn't risen yet. The clouds were not too thick, and partly overcast, and a little whitish, indicating good weather at noon.

Xu Fei pushed the cart and waited at the door, "Hurry up, I'm leaving first!"

"coming!"

Zhang Li stayed up late at night, hurriedly packed her satchel, and went out with it. Xiao Xu followed him all the way to the gate, Xu Fei was surprised, "Are you going out too?"

"I'll see you off."

"It's useless, you learn cooking skills and cooking us dinner is better than anything else."

"Okay, I will cook noodles tonight, and you guys will fry the sauce when you come back."

"Eating fried noodles again?" Zhang Li had a bitter face.

"I want to eat."

"Okay, come back and do it for you."

The two stepped into the car, Xu Fei looked back, and saw that the door was open, standing alone in the courtyard, with a thin figure, rubbing his hands together.

As if the wind blows, it disappears.

She was also looking this way, and when her eyes met, her heart skipped a beat, the eyes couldn't be described.

Teacher Xu rushed to the unit restlessly all the way, and didn't even care about greetings from his colleagues.

Today's matter is very important, and it is connected with the script of "Longing for Sixteen Years". Everyone with some qualifications is here, as well as Chen Changben and Zheng Wanlong as advisors.

Zheng Xiaolong presided over it and said: "Starting from today, let's use three days to thoroughly study and understand the book, and make preparations as soon as we are done.

Let me talk about my thoughts first. As far as the title is concerned, "Longing for Sixteen Years" is a bit long-winded, and the content is limited. How about calling it "Desire", which has a broad connotation, longing for love, longing for life, and longing for a new life, all of which make sense. "

"I agree, "Longing" has a blank space and aftertaste, sixteen years is too dead."

"Okay, then change it to "Desire."

Li Mu nodded and said, "Xiao Ming, tell me."

"Uh, didn't we decide to have 50 episodes at the beginning? Xiao Xu and I wrote it separately. I wrote about 30 episodes before Liu Huifang divorced. Why didn't I write about divorce? The main reason is that the tone is different before and after. Divorce is a very big issue in the drama. The turning point, it is best to unify the thinking."

Li Xiaoming attached great importance to the play, and said seriously: "The first part, I will briefly talk about it. The main characters include Liu Huifang, Wang Husheng, Song Dacheng, Wang Yaru, Luo Gang, Yuejuan, Liu Mu, Zhu Xin and others.

Wang Husheng was born in a family of high-level intellectuals. His father was arrested and he was sent to a factory to study. He fell in love with Liu Huifang.

Liu's mother disagrees with the relationship between the two. She is one of the few sensible people in the play and thinks that Song Dacheng can give her daughter happiness. As a result, Liu Huifang identified Wang Husheng and finally got married.

Song Dacheng married Yuejuan who he didn't love.

Wang Yaru is Husheng's elder sister, and she is a couple with Luo Gang. After giving birth to a child, Luo Gang took it away and accidentally lost it, causing her personality to be distorted and extreme.

This child was picked up and raised by Liu Huifang, but Wang Husheng didn't like it. Later, the two had their own flesh and blood, and they became a son.

Wang Yaru has always looked down on Liu Huifang, and suspects that she and Song Dacheng are ambiguous, so she arranges for her younger brother's first love girlfriend, Zhu Xin, to come back.

The two rekindled their old relationship without forgetting each other.

After Liu Huifang found out, she was very distressed and asked for a divorce... I'll stop here. "

Hiss!

Everyone who was promoted by Mr. Xu and Hutong felt goosebumps all over their bodies, it's family ethics!

Lu Xiaowei asked: "What is the reason why Liu Huifang took the initiative to divorce?"

"She is such a character set, to sacrifice herself to help others."

"Wang Husheng and Zhu Xin are together in the end?"

"Uh, according to my idea, Wang Husheng had this intention, but Zhu Xin couldn't get rid of his conscience, so he never agreed."

"Then what will happen to Liu Huifang?"

"She will suffer an accident, illness, car accident and so on. The adopted daughter recognizes her biological parents and comes back to take care of her. The son lives in the Wang family because he can receive a better education."

"Xiao Xu, what's your opinion?"

"Xiao Xu? Xiao Xu?"

"Um?"

"You talk about your thoughts, why are you always distracted?"

"oh……"

Xu Feiqiang pulled his attention back and said, "Well, um, I mainly want to talk about the reason for Liu Huifang's divorce. I don't think it's enough to make such a big decision based on my own personality. There must be many other factors.

For example, Wang Yaru is always sneering and sarcastic, constantly stimulating her self-esteem and endurance. And she must have felt that her husband's love for her was decreasing, and her mind was all on her first love.

She is not a messy person, and she feels that if she persists, she will not get a response from her husband, so many things are combined..."

The more he talked, the more irritable he became, and finally he couldn't calm down and stood up abruptly.

"Director, I have something urgent to do, go back!"

"Hey, Xiao Xu! Xiao Xu!"

…………

The yard is quiet.

Xiao Xu stood for a while, went back to the room, put a letter on the table, and then packed up.

I lived there for two years, I thought I had a lot of luggage, but after looking at the desk, the lamp, and the washbasin, I only took my own clothes and a few books.

Stuffed it into a small bag, put the passbook in the close pocket, looked around again, wiped himself and went out.

The plants and trees in the yard are already familiar, and the snow has not yet melted, and they are piled up in small piles, sprinkled with red shavings from firecrackers. She took a few steps, and suddenly something wrapped around her feet.

"Meow!"

"Ah……"

Xiao Xu knelt down and rubbed the pomegranate, "You are fine too."

She continued to walk towards the gate, getting colder and colder, her voice seemed to be inaudible, a little windy, a little broken, and then she heard "clang!"

Zhang Li pushed the cart in and was stunned on the spot.

"How did you come back?"

"I forgot to bring my documents..."

His eyes fell on the luggage bag, "Where are you going?"

"I, I want to go home for a while."

"go home?"

Zhang Li frowned, "Then why didn't you tell us, why did you leave on the spur of the moment, when did you buy the ticket?"

"..."

"Come in!"

She dragged Xiao Xu into the room and closed the door, "You've been acting weird these days, what's the matter?"

"..."

"say something!"

"Are you going to kill me in a hurry?"

"What's the matter? Why do you want to leave?"

Keep asking, Xiao Xu just bowed his head and answered.

Seeing her appearance, Zhang Li couldn't help becoming angry: "We have eaten and lived together in the past few years, and we couldn't be closer. What else can't you tell me? If I don't come back, will you just leave? What do you think?" Make me restless for the rest of my life?"

Words are too heavy.

Xiao Xu had a sore nose, and said in a low voice: "It's really nothing, I just thought about it on my own, it's better to go alone, so as not to be gossiped by others."

"Who's gossiping?"

"Neighbors in the neighborhood have eyes, don't they know how to look? Shen Lin was alive before, but now we are the three of us, how can people talk about it? I'm not contemptuous enough."

"But you can't just walk away, what do you want us to do?"

"What if I don't leave? I don't know what to do, you don't know what to do, and he doesn't know what to do, so I want to live like this? When will it be the end?"

boom!

It was as if a gigantic box fell from the sky, and when the lid was opened, all Luoshouqi's hatred was contained in it.

Five years ago, it was raining in Xiangshan. Four years ago, by the West Lake. Three years ago, all the fragrances in the Grand View Garden were scattered. Two years ago, we lived under the same roof, and we were cautious, like walking on eggshells.

Today, it was completely opened, explained, and revealed the truth, Xiao Xu covered his face, "I'll just leave!"

"What are you talking about? If you leave, how can I be with him? "

"He likes you."

"He likes you too."

"..."

Xiao Xu trembled all over, and couldn't hold back anymore, sobbing uncontrollably.

Zhang Li held her face and wiped her tears, "If he didn't like you, why did he brave the rain to buy medicine? Why did he put your affairs before his own? Why did he only argue with you? Small?"

"Woo... woo..."

The more you wipe, the more you cry.

It seems that all the caution, guesswork, and sadness are going to be vented out.

"Do you still remember when we filmed Jin Ranqi? I said that every day I'm here, I spend the day with you."

Zhang Li couldn't take it anymore, her eyes were red, "I told myself at the time, I will never let you be wronged in this life, if I want to leave, I will leave."

"If I stay here because you left, who am I?"

"Don't cry, don't cry..."

Xiao Xu wiped her face again, "I've grown up so much, and I know so many people, except for my parents and sister, it's just you two. It's good to be together, but it's also not good, you have to be hard-hearted, otherwise How to do it?"

...

Xu Fei thought he understood quite well.

I like Zhang Li, she is gentle and generous, capable of both inside and outside, which conforms to all imaginations. I feel sorry for Xiao Xu, and feel a little pitiful, mainly because of the inherent impression.

But then it was different, and I couldn't explain why it was different. That was no longer an inherent impression, but a real, cute and exasperating girl beside her.

She has been weird for the past two days, and the look in her eyes in the morning made him even more worried, and he always felt that something was wrong.

Hurry up and ride home.

The cold wind kept pouring into the collar, but the body was terribly hot. All the way to Xinjiekou, entered the alley, saw the gate of the courtyard, and closed it.

His heart skipped a beat, he opened it hastily, saw Zhang Li's bicycle first, and then ran into the Westinghouse.

"Boom!"

Both are there.

Until now, Xu Fei began to gasp for air, the cold air penetrated into the parched internal organs and mixed together, it was painful and chilly.

Then I saw the luggage on the ground.

"..."

Xiao Xu was at a loss when the tears were still wet. Seeing him approaching step by step, she unconsciously wanted to shrink back, but the next second she fell forward again, and was hugged tightly into her arms.

"Are you crazy? What are you doing?"

"let me go!"

"Let go of me!"

"Don't let go."