The Actor Wants to Divorce

The special intensive care unit on the sixth floor faces northwest. Outside the window are densely withered creepers. There is always no sunlight throughout the year.

─A bed, a rounded desk, and a leather armchair are all in this room.

There were no water cups, no sharp objects, three meals a day, all brought in by doctors and nurses outside.

The nurse unlocked the door and saw the teenager sitting on the bedside at a glance. His eyes were calmly gazing forward. Outside the window, one or two crows were frolicking and flying, and the residual snow on the branches fell down.

The nurse's footsteps couldn't help but ease.

Unlike most of the patients here, this child has been very, very quiet since the first day he lived here.

He will not scream like other patients, hit the wall with his head, or pee his pants, reject doctors or nurses, and cause them trouble...On the contrary, he is very well-behaved, takes medicine on time, cooperates with doctors and nurses for examinations, and even knows how to do it. After checking the clothes, I blushed and said "thank you" embarrassedly.

If it weren't for his medical history and case history, it would be hard for people to connect such a little angel boy with the terrifying "schizophrenia".

In the mental hospital, the patient is arranged to play outside every afternoon, but the child will not go every time.

He always stays in this room without sunshine all year round. More precisely, he will sit in a fixed seat for most of the day, with the same expression and gaze, looking at the unknown distance outside the window. .

No one has come to visit him.

From the time he moved in, all the people who stepped into this room were nurses except the doctor.

The nurse is a little bit sad. Every patient here has a story, but it has never been as distressing as Feng Jin.

He is still a star in the rising stage of his career. Fans of Feng Jin still think that their brother is only temporarily trained because of poor health. Who would have thought that this young actor who won the Blue Award for Best Newcomer would be in this place.

She understood that Feng Jin wanted to leave here.

He was only twenty years old, but he was trapped in a mental hospital, and his eyes had an unconcealable yearning and freedom.

But she once told Feng Jin that he would be able to leave only if everything went well in the next month's physical examination.

But at that time, Feng Jin just lowered his gaze, shook his head gently, and said in a very soft voice: "I don't want to leave here."

Ask him the reason again, and the child is reluctant to speak.

The nurse walked to Feng Jin's side with the medicine, "Xiao Jin, it's time to take the medicine.

Feng Jin kept his movements for a long time, then turned his head around and smiled lightly at the nurse, "Thank you, sister."

The nurse blushed: "This is what I should do, come on, take medicine, the sun outside today is very good, I will take you out for a walk after eating?"

Feng Jin shook the book in his hand, "I'll eat this page after reading it, sister."

"That's not good." The nurse frowned. "You know, I can't go without watching you eat. Isn't it okay to watch after eating?"

Feng Jin didn't refuse any more, grabbing a few pills from the plate, and swallowing them into his stomach with warm water.

"Then you read the book first, I'll come in a while."

The nurse closed the door and left.

Hearing her footsteps drifting away, Feng Jin put the book in her hand aside, got up and went to the bathroom.

He reached into his throat and fumbled slowly, until he had the desire to vomit, then he "wow" and vomited out all the medicine he had just taken.

Turn on the faucet and let the water to wash away the unmelted pills. The bitterness that permeated the tip of the tongue could not dissipate for a long time.

"I want to ask my sister for some honey water..."

Feng Jin muttered to himself.

Three or five shadows stood at the door of the toilet.

The gloomy sound seemed to have a 3D special effect, and it reverberated in 360 degrees.

"Feng Jin, why did you spit out the medicine?"

"It won't be better if you don't take medicine."

"Don't you want to leave here?"

"Lin Yan, don't you want to see Lin Yan?"

Feng Jin's pupils trembled, and his shoulders shrank, "I dare not... I dare not see him..."

The black shadow swayed back and forth in front of Feng Jin, like the tentacles of an octopus, burrowing into the depths of his brain frantically.

"It's no use hiding here, he will still come to you, and will continue to torture you..."

"Maybe I'm hiding somewhere and looking at you secretly now, Feng Jin, he's looking at you."

"No!" Feng Jin hugged his head and looked around in a panic, his eyes full of horror and horror.

"Feng Jin, Lin Yan is here..."

Feng Jin was breathing fast, clinging to his hair, he walked out of the toilet messily, bent over and got under the bed, shrank into the dark corner of the bed, and stretched out his hand to firmly press the fierce ups and downs of his heartbeat.

─A strong soft voice, repeated like a curse: "Don't be afraid, don't be afraid, hide, you won't be able to see it, don't be afraid..."

When the nurse came to look for Feng Jin after the rounds, he was already sitting on the bed and reading.

"Xiao Jin, can I take you out for a walk?"

"I don't want to go out." Feng Jin's voice was soft like a cat.

"But you can't stay in the room all the time. You will get sick. I will take you to the garden to bask in the sun, OK?"

Feng Jin: "...Don't."

The nurse frowned: "I can't say no, I'll push the wheelchair, you prepare, I will take you out."

She straightened up and planned to leave. She walked to the door as if thinking of something. She took out her phone and recorded a 30-second video to Feng Jin.

"Mr. Lin, this is the video you want, I'll help you..."

Before the nurse had finished speaking, Lin Yan grabbed the phone with his hand, tapped the play button with trembling fingers, looking greedy.

"Xiao Jin..."

The finger gently stroked the thin side face of the man in the video, the pale color was like a sharp knife with crushed ice, and it hurt his heart.

"Mr. Lin, why don't you go and see Xiaojin by yourself? I feel that Xiaojin is very lonely. Mental patients need the company of family and friends to recover."

Lin Yan never looked away from the video. He didn't know how many times he repeatedly played the 30-second video.

Seeing Lin Yan did not answer, the nurse called suspiciously, "Mr. Lin?"

"Huh?" Lin Yan just woke up like Mengfang, his voice trembling: "I...I won't go to see him anymore, can you copy this video for me?"

"This is fine."

The nurse smiled: "By the way, Mr. Lin, I will take Xiao Jin to the garden soon, you..."

"I have something to go first."

Lin Yan took out his mobile phone, uploaded the video carefully, and returned the mobile phone to the nurse. "Xiao Jin also troubled you to take care of it. In addition, I told your dean. Last time I said that Lin's group donated money. It will be approved within."

Even though Feng Jin was unwilling to go out to relax, because the patient could not stay in the room for a long time, the nurse held Feng Jin in a wheelchair with a strong attitude. When Feng Jin was admitted to the hospital, he had a serious tendency to self-harm and violently. Therefore, according to the hospital’s regulations, it was necessary to use a belt to buckle Feng Jin’s hand to prevent him from doing anything.

Excessive move.

Although the nurse felt that Feng Jin had always been obedient and obedient, she thought that the child had almost pierced her ear, and finally locked Feng Jin's hand on the armrest of the wheelchair.

In the afternoon, the sun was just right.

Not long after the New Year, people in the warm winter sun are extremely warm.

The nurse talked to Feng Jin with a smile: "Did you see the red plums over there? After a while, they will be able to open... and the snowmen over there are all brothers who live here like Xiao Jin. Get up, does Xiao Jin want to play?"

Feng Jin looked like a little beast that had just arrived in this world. He looked at this strange world timidly, his eyes trembled, and then nodded, "Yeah."

The nurse pushed Feng Jin to the side of a snowman, "Will you come to Xiaojin to take a picture?"

The nurse took out the cell phone.

Feng Jin moved his wrist and whispered softly, "Can you solve this for me?"

It's like a prisoner, so uncomfortable.

"This..." The nurse was embarrassed.

"It's okay, I won't hurt people."

The nurse couldn't bear to refuse the child and stepped forward and gently loosened the belt on Feng Jin's hand.

"Come on, Xiao Jin, look at the camera, eggplants one by one"

Facing the dazzling warm sun, Feng Jin's eyes were slightly half-squinted, his lips couldn't help but a shallow arc, and his slender fingers were smaller than a small tree branch.

It looks good.

Not far away, Lin Yan, who was hiding behind the pillar, was also scalded by the smile pierced by his heart, and the blood seemed to be boiling.

When was the last time you saw Feng Jin smiling like this?

It seems that a year ago, he promised Feng Jin to come out for dinner on the Qixi Festival... The child also smiled so softly and well.

─Nian, it has been so long.

"Hey, isn't this the second young master of Lin's family?"

─A familiar female voice sounded from behind Lin Yan.

Lin Yan subconsciously pulled up the mask on his face and panicked to find a place to hide.

Ye Su sneered, "Okay. Don't cover it, why, Ken pulls his face down and hides here as a voyeur, dare not to admit it?"

Lin Yan frowned. Three seconds later, he stretched out his hand to pull the mask off his face and hummed angrily, "What are you doing here?"

Ye Su's face was full of joking: "Me? Of course I came to visit Xiao Jin. By the way, I will see Lin Shao, who you can't love and regrets you are going to die."

"Ye Su." Lin Yan gritted his teeth: "Don't think you have a good relationship with my brother, you can say this to me."

"Shao Lin, is this angry again?" Ye Su raised his foot lightly around Lin Yan, his voice full of sarcasm and show off: "Okay, I'm going to see Xiao Jin, I'm just the second young master of Lin's family. It's windy, rainy, but now I can't even see the person I like, I can only hide behind my back and look at it secretly, chatting with comfort, it's miserable... Don't dare to rest assured, I'll be sure later I will hug Xiao Jin for Lin Shao, and give him a loving kiss."

Lin Yan's face instantly turned pale.

"Who said I dare not meet him? Who said I can only hide here and watch him secretly?"

"Oh, do you dare to say that? It's not as good as the two of us together. There are more people and it can be more lively."

Ye Su directly dragged Lin Yan towards Feng Jin, "Then go! Take out the action to prove it, let me see!"

Lin Yan's footsteps stopped in place, no matter what Ye Su did, he just stood motionless.

Ye Su sneered, the sarcasm in his eyes unabated: "Lin Shao, are you going or not?"

Lin Yan's eyes turned red, and he directly waved Ye Su's hand, and said coldly, "One by one.