The Golden Sun of the World of Gender Reversal

Episode 44. East-West couple, two men’s plan (5)

I walked slowly and finally reached Choi Seo-yoon.

From now on is important.

As practiced. Without an inch of deviation, thoroughly acting emotions.

Not me, [NTL Master].

“Who…Me? Why two…”

Stuttering, eyes wide open in disbelief.

She stood still, frozen as ice, unable to find any action for her to take, as if her brain had stopped functioning.

Stand firm and stand firmly among the waves of people. The crowd moved and tapped me on the shoulder, but I didn’t care. I was shocked and only looked at Choi Seo-yoon and Kim Dong-hyun.

Reveals trembling pupils. The lights are bright and the distance is close, so you can see it well.

I move my gaze to her arm. With the arm that supported Kim Dong-hyun, who was being swept away by the crowd.

At that time, Kim Dong-hyun suddenly crossed her arms and said. Seoyoon Choi flinched, and she moved her body slightly away from him.

“What is it… Kang Hyeon-woo?”

When I saw it, my body expressed bewilderment and disbelief.

“No… That can’t be…”

Shake your head in disbelief at what you just witnessed.

I tried to say something more negative, but then I shut my mouth.

“Oh…”

My body nodded a couple of times as if it understood everything.

Soon, he made that expression. Feelings of betrayal, sadness, and wounds intertwined to reveal each person’s presence, that expression.

The focus of the pupils is blurred, and the front of the eyes becomes hazy.

I can feel my tears welling up.

‘Okay…Now, one drop.’

I blinked my eyes slightly. Then, a stream of tears made its way down his parched cheek.

At last, a raindrop fell on the floor covered with the ceiling.

She raises her trembling hand and tries to reach out to her, but then closes her fist, withdrawing her fingers and dropping her powerlessly.

As if he had given up on this situation, with his cloudy eyes.

– Took

I moved my stiff legs and took a step back, then turned my back.

“Tongue, Hyeonu!”

It was only then that she came to her senses, and I heard Choi Seo-yoon calling me.

I ignored that and walked forward and blended into the crowd.

– Sister, where are you going!

-Now, wait! Let go of this, Donghyun.

The sound of conversation came from behind. I called for joy inside, but it shouldn’t be revealed outside.

Changing emotions in a crowd.

The tears stop, and only the painful traces of tears are left behind. From now on, you must put away your sadness and postpone your anger.

“Hyunwoo, wait! Hyunwoo!”

She pierces her people to find me.

I had already passed them and was on my way to the door leading out of the department store.

People around me say “Hey, are you okay?” He worries about me

I ignored them and moved on. This place was supposed to be a stage just for her and me. There is no room for extras at this moment.

By the time she had almost penetrated her people, she deliberately slowed her steps.

For her to catch me.

“Hyunwoo!”

-Percussion!

She grabbed my wrist from behind her.

“Heo-euk… Hyeonu-ah, let’s talk.. Huh? Wait a minute…”

You can see him breathing heavily as he rushed through the crowd.

“..Go away.”

“I’m sorry, sister, Hyunwoo.. I’m really.. Sorry.”

“Let go of this. Let go and go to Donghyun Kim.”

“Listen to me, sister. Huh? It only takes a moment… Please…”

I tried shaking her arm, but she wouldn’t let go of her wrist.

“..Go away.”

“Uuuh… I’m sorry… Hyeonu… Please… Don’t say that…”

“f*ck you, f*ck off!!!”

She shouted with all her might, enough to cover up the sound of the department store for a moment.

Surprised, Choi Seo-yoon let go of his wrist and took a step back.

Visitors around us and even shop staff pay attention to us. The sound of the department store that had been buzzing until just now suddenly stopped.

He trembled with a deep sense of betrayal and anger, and exhaled heavily.

I took a step closer to her and said.

“f*ck it. To that bastard you want to be with like that. Don’t follow me, damn it.”

“Hyunwoo… Hey…”

“Haa… Was the promise you made with me so light? Huh? You even had her arms crossed?”

I showed my anger unfiltered. There were countless experiences of being angry in my life, so I played this one.

“It’s not like that, Hyunwoo. Trust me. He suddenly folded his arms-“

She speaks urgently. In fact, because Seoyoon Kim took advantage of the gap between Seoyoon’s brain arrest and folded his arms… Seoyoon Choi showed a movement to push him away.

If the two did it by mutual agreement, the heroine or something would go out.

Still, I can’t just go “Oh, was that? I… I misunderstood.”

“f*ck, really… Would you believe this? Go away. Ha… I’m an idiot for believing.”

My anger rises to the top of my head, and now I am acting as myself who throws away my honor and shoots me. To be honest, I wasn’t that upset. Of course, I was annoyed when I saw that scene, but it was within the expected range in the first place.

“Tongue, Hyeonu! This is really wrong..!”

“What misunderstanding?”

“Huh?”

“What a misunderstanding. What, is my eyes wrong? Tell me.”

“That, so…”

“Answer me, bastard!”

He bursts into anger once more. Looking around, I see people whispering. As if time had stopped, they stopped and paid attention to us.

-The woman must have had an affair…

-Wow.. With a man like that?

Some of them look at me with curious eyes. There’s nothing more fun than watching a fight.

Wait a little longer, because there are still more fun things to do.

Choi Seo-yoon hangs her head without saying anything at my cry.

Turns around, tries to walk away, but stops.

“..Don’t call me again.”

When she didn’t say anything else, I turned my back and started walking out of the department store.

And,

-Tap

My wrist was caught again.

Looking back at her with an irritated look, I see her with tears in her eyes.

“Leave this.”

“…..”

“Let go. I don’t want to see your face anymore, so let go.”

“..Sorry…”

Tears begin to fall from her eyes.

One drop becomes two drops, and soon they start pouring out.

“Huh.. I’m sorry.. Please.. I’m sorry.. Hyeonu-ah… Don’t go.. Huh? Because I was wrong. Don’t say that.. Please…”

She started begging.

“That, yes.. Just 30, whimper, 30 minutes! Huh? Let’s talk about that much.. Please, listen to me..”

Seeing that, even I felt pain. She is, no matter how now I only move with a thorough plan… After all, she is the one I like as well.

When the girl you like is crying right in front of her, how can you not feel pity?

-Don’t be shaken.

‘Whoa…’

I gritted my teeth and talked.

“Haa.. Let’s go somewhere else and talk.”

“Hey…”

I led the way, and she followed me.

Soon we were out the door of the department store, and no one followed us.

“It’s quite quiet…”

“Hey, there… Sperm…”

There was a park behind the department store, and the pavilion there seemed appropriate. Even though it was summer, the park was right behind the department store, so it was shaded and cool.

We sat next to each other.

**

How did this happen?

It was the first time I had seen Hyeonu shout so terribly.

When Hyeonu first came closer, he saw his expression.

He smiles brightly, full of joy and gladness.

He approached me, happy at the unexpected meeting.

He who always leaned on me and relied only on me.

I betrayed you.

You broke his promise and broke his trust.

When he saw that I had broken my promise, he seemed shocked.

He seemed to not believe what he saw. He shook his head in disbelief at my broken promise.

It hurt like my heart was being cut.

I heard tinnitus beeping in my ears, and my body didn’t move as if it wasn’t my own.

It’s not like that, I should apologize and explain… The words stuck in my throat and didn’t come out.

‘Hyun-woo… Hyun-woo… That’s not it…’

My whole body is losing strength.

He dropped the shopping bag he was holding in his hand.

Suddenly, when Donghyun crossed his arms, anger rose first. Didn’t you understand the atmosphere right now?

My body did not move well, as if my brain had stopped spinning, but I moved away from Kim Dong-hyun a little, probably by instinct.

Instantly, tears flowed from his eyes.

‘Ah…’

He holds out his arm towards me, then drops it helplessly.

At this time, should I have shaken off Kim Dong-hyun and held his hand?

“Tongue, Hyeonu!”

I only came to my senses when he turned his back, and I was able to move my body.

I called him in an urgent voice and followed him.

You shouldn’t send it like this.

Our relationship shouldn’t end like this. As much as I am precious to him, he is also a person who is precious to me.

‘Please… No…’

Happy time on the bus every morning, exciting time at the boxing club after school.

His scent and warmth leaning on me, his happy smile showing me.

I can’t just throw it away like this. They shouldn’t disappear like this.

I jumped in looking for him who had blended into the crowd.

I answered appropriately to what Donghyun Kim said and ran.

I finally grabbed Hyeonu’s wrist.

However, he was angry with me and showed his rage.

I could read the deep wounds in that rage.

Tears flowed uncontrollably as he realized that because of me, I, the person he trusted the most, had given him a new deep wound.

‘My, I… Because of me…’

Unsightly. It was my fault, but I shed tears in front of him.

I didn’t even know what I was saying, so I grabbed his wrist and begged him.

Please listen to it just once. I’m sorry. I want you to talk just once.

He said, crying heartily. I prayed so earnestly that anyone could tell that I was a sinner.

Then, Hyeonu took me outside.

We headed towards the pavilion behind the department store and sat down. A heavy silence settled between us.

Finally, he opened his mouth.

“..If you have something to say, say it.”

I opened my mouth. What should I say?

No, what can I say. I couldn’t keep a single promise, this pathetic me.

“No?”

“No…”

“Then tell me. Quickly.”

He urges.

I did not dare to look at him, and with difficulty opened his mouth.

“…Sorry.”

“That’s it-“

“Forgive me, Hyeonu… Ugh, I’m so sorry… I was wrong…”

A foolish b*tch. What would a b*tch do if she couldn’t keep a promise she made with a boy?

A selfish b*tch. Did you miss Kim Donghyun that much? What is he so good about?

The one who made me happy all this time is Hyeonu right now in front of me…

Tear after tear wets my knees and legs.

Knowing what that promise meant to Hyeonu. It seemed that the child who had lived such a difficult life had finally found her support, but she pushed me away even though she couldn’t stand it…

How is Hyeonu feeling right now?

“Hey, I, hey! Well… Sniff, I was wrong… Please…”

I passed my words over and over again. When he made a wounded face, my heart ached too.

“Huh, huh! My wife… I…”

Now the pronunciation is also muffled. The more I talk, the more pathetic I become.

“Sorry… My wife… Forgive me just once… Please…”

..In front of his cold face, I couldn’t help but repeat the word sorry.