The Monk That Wanted To Renounce Asceticism

I heard the child secretly say this on the phone. The woman in a wheelchair was crying, she turned hard and turned to look out the window, letting tears flow down ... just shaking Lips, pull the wheelchair armrest. She wants to cry, she really wants to cry, crying loudly! But she can't ... She knows that she must not show the weak side in front of the children, or even the weak side in front of this society. Once she is weak, she confessed, lay down, and will never have the courage again. Stand up.

When Fang Zheng listened to the child's words, his heart was also sour. When he was a child, he also said the same thing. At that time, Yizhi Temple was too poor, and because he was a monk, Fang Zheng basically did not eat meat. But once he became ill and lived in Tan Juguo. Tan Juguo once secretly fed Founder a piece of meat. Now thinking about it, he can still remember the fragrant meat. Later, he tangled up with a finger and wanted to eat meat, but was beaten up. However, afterwards, Founder saw a finger Zen master sitting in the backyard crying ... From then on, Founder never shouted to eat meat.

As for now, Founder is mainly controlled by the system. In addition, it is mainly because of poverty! As for the long list of truths that I told the red baby before, they just plug their mouths, otherwise they will eat meat one by one, can't this day pass? You can't afford to sell him. And the situation of the child is almost the same.

So Fang Zheng took a deep breath and whispered, "Child, do you know where the meat comes from?"

"I don't know," said the little boy very seriously.

Founder: "Have you seen chickens, ducklings, puppies?"

"I've seen it, it's so cute," said the little guy.

Founder said: "The meat is cut from them. Cut the meat, do you say it hurts?"

"It hurts ..." said the little guy.

Founder: "Yeah, do you have the heart to make them hurt?"

"I ... I ... the baby isn't eating meat," said the little guy.

Founder heard the words, his heart was sour, and said, "Did your mother always give you cabbage?"

"Yes, my mother will hurry to the morning market every morning. Take me there. Many uncles and aunts who sell vegetables have tossed the vegetables and throw them on the ground. They are piled up there and we can take them. It ’s good. Guy said.

Founder was silent again. This is where the family members are. This kind of hawker Founder has also seen it, especially before the winter, when the Chinese cabbage is stored in the Northeast, many hawkers brought a cart of Chinese cabbage, let buyers choose. Buyers often tore off bad, rotten, and rotten vegetables outside. This pile can pile up a lot. No one wants this kind of dish, and the child and his mother are afraid to pick it up!

Founder knew that the two were in a very, very bad situation, but without money, how could they live in a hospital?

At this moment, a female voice rang: "Baby, it's too late, let's go to bed. Talk to Dad tomorrow, Mom and Dad say a few words, okay?"

"Okay, mom. The baby is so happy today. The baby has a father, not a child without a father, haha ​​..." The little guy was very happy and gave the phone to the woman.

The woman did not talk to Founder, but hung up the phone directly. Fang Zheng listened to the busy tone and sighed. His heart was full of mixed tastes. He always felt that his life was hard. Now look at him. He eats crystal rice, drinks root water, and lives in a temple. Wearing a white monk's clothes, winter is not cold and summer is not hot, the world ’s suffering is really not related to him.

But some people fell into the tumbling red dust and could not be rescued by endless pain ...

Founder didn't know why, and returned to the Buddhist temple again. The scriptures he read this time were not the "Vajra Sutra" or the "Fahwa Sutra", but the "Tibetan Bodhisattva Original Scripture".

The night passed peacefully, the setting sun rose, and a new day began.

The monkey sweeps the floor, the founder cleans the Buddhist temple, the red baby cooks, the squirrel makes snacks, and the lone wolf picks up the Chaihe. It seems that there is not much difference from usual. Today, the mountain road has been completely repaired. The construction team has left. Liu Tao ran back and put on a joss stick, leaving two hundred incense money, and then the other party was bowing and saluting, and then left.

With the departure of the construction team, Yizhishan became quiet again. Founder ate breakfast and walked out of the monastery. He looked at the brand-new steps and stroked the handrails on both sides. His heart was beautiful and murmured, "If you want to be rich, , Build the road first, now that the road is there, how about rich? "

Just then, the cell phone rang. Founder looked at it, and it turned out that the child called. Until now, Founder didn't know what the child was called. There was no way. Founder didn't know how to ask. His son didn't know anything. It ’s easy to wear!

Picking up the phone, Founder has not spoken, but the voice of a tired woman came across, with deep apologies: "I'm sorry."

Founder was stunned, and said, "Amitabha, where does this word come from?"

"It turned out to be a master. Sorry, my child has troubled you during this time, and thank you for the joy he gave him last night." The woman's voice was deeply exhausted.

Founder Road: "Amitabha, the donor is polite, the child is a good child, and the poor monk just wants to make him happy." Then asked curiously: "Female donor, can you tell me why you want to do this? "

"Hey ... this child is naughty, and I can't help it. His father is a drug police, and he was sacrificed during a capture operation a few years ago. He is the pride of the child, it is the child ’s God, I am afraid the child will know I ca n’t carry it after the truth. So I have n’t told him recently. He was ill recently, it ’s not serious, but the child had to see his father, and he did n’t take medicine if he did n’t see him. I can only trick him into saying that his father works Busy, defending the country and not coming back.

But the child still didn't do it. He wanted to listen to Dad's voice.

There was nothing I could do. At the time, there were a lot of things to do, so I just programmed a number to tell him that he wanted to take his medicine at ease. I never thought he secretly called from my mobile phone ... "The woman said that she was choked, and a woman supported a home. For her husband and her child, she had to hide it, and she had to support it with her thin shoulders. The pain and tiredness of starting this home is more physical than mental.

"Master, sorry, I really didn't expect things to come to this point." The woman said.

Fang Zheng sighed: "Women, no matter what, the poor monk likes this well-behaved child. If he needs it later, the poor monk can impersonate his father at any time ..."

The woman was stunned, and then replied: "Thank you, he fell asleep. Well ... if it is okay, in the evening? He will take medicine at that time."

Founder laughed: "Of course, Amitabha. But do n’t you plan to keep it from the donor? The child will grow up day by day, and a lie is a lie, even if it is a good lie."