The Monster I Was Redeemed

Vol 2 Chapter 44: Mental change

After hearing Jin Ping’s confession, Ai Liang’s face remained unchanged.

He said very calmly: “If you continue this way, sooner or later you will regret it.”

“It’s okay to say that I am self-righteous or self-satisfied, and I will talk about the future… At least now I can’t ignore the victims.”

“I want to ask you a question.”

Ai Liang squatted down in front of Jin Ping’an and looked at his face: “The missing people in your mouth are the victims. Isn’t the me involved in the trouble that you are the victims?”

“You know the dangers of the investigation, but because of your lack of ability, you still want to pull me in. In your eyes, the lives of the victims are fate, but the fate of the facilitator is not the fate?”

“not like this!”

Jin Pingan gritted his teeth and said categorically: “I will not let you investigate with me. I just want you to help me reason about the clues. I promise that if an accident does happen, even if it is dead, I will die with you. front!”

Jin Ping’an held his pants tightly with both hands, and stared at Ai Liang firmly.

Unfortunately, before he could observe Ai Liang’s expression, Ai Liang had already got up.

“After all, you still cannot guarantee the safety of the facilitator.”

Ai Liang left these words and turned and left.

This time, no matter how Jin Ping An called, he never looked back.

……

When he returned home, Ai Liang changed his shoes and went to the balcony. Ye Qing was not seen on the balcony next door, and he should have gone to the bedroom to sleep.

Ai Liang’s ear kept echoing Jin Ping’an’s words, and he looked at his hands without any emotional ups and downs on his calm face.

The full moon in the sky is very bright, but no matter how bright the moon is at night, it is useless.

It can only let people see the light at best, even the darker corners are not bright, and the places that should not be seen are still invisible.

Ai Liang’s original intention of coming to Qianhua City is to stay away from the malice of Neihua City.

But I did not expect Qianhua City to become so chaotic due to the influence of Neihua City in recent years.

From the moment he came to Qianhua City, he tried his best to avoid contact with the black area of ​​Qianhua City.

He didn’t want to see the darkness again, so as not to rekindle the murderous intent that he had finally calmed down.

But, don’t want to see, don’t look, don’t those darkness exist?

Ai Liang stood on the cramped balcony, looking up at the sky outside the window, unable to speak for a long time.

The anti-theft window at this time is like a huge shackle, imprisoning him on the balcony.

Ai Liang originally thought that after five years of venting the desire to kill, after another five years of ordinary and peaceful life, he would be able to change back to who he was before.

The reality is completely different from what he planned.

In the month when his consciousness just returned to his body, Ai Liang could indeed clearly feel the emotions, anger, sorrow, and sorrow, and would respond accordingly.

Especially in the few days he just got out of the soil, he even took the initiative to comfort people.

However, the emotional burst brought about by this return of consciousness began to fade slowly over time, and he regained his previous stagnant state of mind.

Matter determines consciousness, as if his body has become accustomed to a state of desirelessness.

Just as Marzheri said in the previous life, correct consciousness can guide people to effectively carry out practical activities, while wrong consciousness can lead people’s activities astray.

The subjective initiative of Ai Liang’s consciousness is too dangerous.

If Ai Liang is eager for emotional feedback to seek stimulation, under strong stimulation, a little carelessness will activate the killing switch.

There are four endings for people who have seen the evil of human nature.

The first is a meaningless evil in itself, chasing chaos.

The second type is someone who understands that human nature is evil, and who has voluntarily abandoned and joined it.

The third type is people who can’t understand the evil nature of human beings, but for various reasons, they don’t take action, and are sitting on the sidelines.

The last one is an ideal person who knows that human nature is evil, but has to work hard to make himself and the world better.

Ten years ago, Ai Liang was the second type of person. In order to vent his emotions, he chose private law sanctions and became a cut-throat demon who used violence to control violence.

Now Ai Liang is the third type of person. He clearly remembers that when he abused and killed the masked man, he had been smiling at the corner of his mouth. That was a smiling murderer seeking self-release.

In order not to completely degenerate himself into a murderer, he now chooses to turn a blind eye to the suffering of the black zone, deaf, and become a follower.

Jin Ping’an is the last type of person, he has strong empathy.

Regardless of the surrounding environment, no matter how much malice he bears, even if his life is at stake under the cover of malice, he always pursues the brilliance of goodwill.

is like the protagonist of those hot-blooded comics, sticking to his beliefs.

People with firm beliefs, no matter good or evil, are usually highly infectious.

To be honest, Jin Ping’an’s remarks only touched Ai Liang…

It is not so much that moved Ai Liang, it is more of aroused Ai Liang’s own alertness.

Ai Liang is faintly aware of his mental state. In order to suppress the violence brought about by his five-year killing career, his reason is in an overwhelmingly dominant position.

While suppressing negative emotions, his feelings are also disappearing little by little. What used to be touching and painful in the past has now become a trivial matter in Ai Liang’s eyes.

For example, Gao Fuye’s paternal love for Gao Jiajia, before his consciousness returns to the body, he will still be touched by this emotion.

But Ai Liang’s consciousness became more and more indifferent under the influence of his body.

If he returned to the day when Gao Jiajia’s body was found, he would not even look at Gao Fuye who was crying bitterly.

Ai Liang didn’t feel wrong with this change, but it was this unfamiliar change that he didn’t think was a problem~www.wuxiax.com~ that was subtle and unfamiliar. It was the most terrifying.

The night is late.

Ai Liang returned to the bedroom. He didn’t sleep that night, so he lay on the bed and looked at the ceiling for the whole night.

, after all, just washed ashore from the quagmire of Neihua City, but now she is about to jump into the quagmire of Qianhua City again.

No matter who it is, hesitates.

……

In the early morning of the next day, Ai Liang came to the cold street.

On the bench by the street, a figure quietly leaned back on the chair.

The person sitting on the bench is not someone else, but Jin Pingan.

He did not give up persuading Ai Liang.

After leaving unhappily last night, Jin Ping’an randomly found a bench nearby to watch the night.

intends to continue to plead with Ai Liang the next day, but driven by alcohol, his exhausted spirit still fails to resist his drowsiness.

“Wake up.”

Ai Liang raised his hand and pushed his shoulder.

Jin Ping An, who was in light sleep, was pushed so by Ai Liang, and he woke up instantly.

He saw Ai Liang in front of him as soon as he looked up.

Jin Ping patted his head, looked around blankly, and then pinched himself to make sure it was not a dream.

Surprise and expectation appeared on his face, and he said in a hoarse voice: “You…”

“Come with me to a nearby bank.”

Ai Liang interrupted his words.

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