The Monster I Was Redeemed

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The next day, An Sien took the check to the bank to cash it.

Looking at the balance in the mobile phone text message, she completely let go of her hanging heart.

An Sien has been racing against wild wolves in stone shackles over the past few months.

The depression at work and the hot pursuit of medical expenses made her breathless.

This one hundred and fifty thousand check is a key to her, a key that can help her untie the shackles and smash the wolf to death with ankle cuffs.

An Sien looked up at the sky. She had never been so comfortable before.

It feels like being locked in the closet for three full hours, and at the moment when the closet is opened, I come to an endless prairie.

But… for some reason, she feels comfortable returning to comfort, but she can’t be happy anyhow.

An Sien shook his head forcibly, and got on the bus to the hospital.

Qianhua General Hospital.

An Sien’s mother lives here.

However, she is not living in the intensive care unit or inpatient department, but in a single building on the edge of the hospital.

Here almost every few days, several doctors will come out pushing carts covered with white cloth.

Hospice Department.

This is a special inpatient building set up by the hospital for terminally ill patients in the weeks or even months before death.

Most of these are patients with advanced malignant tumors, and a few other terminally ill patients.

The people who stayed here were basically sentenced to death medically. There was no cure, and they could only watch the **** of death walking step by step.

The main difference between this and the inpatient department is that there will be professional nurses who will take care of the patients carefully to relieve the pain, and will use the method of psychological counseling to relieve the patient’s fear, anxiety, anxiety and other emotions.

There are also professional dietitians in diet, which can satisfy the appetite of patients to a certain extent.

If the patient still has a sense of taste.

The hospice department is well-equipped and staffed, but it is rarely full.

Because the cost here is too expensive, you have to pay about 20,000 to 30,000 yuan in hospital fees every month.

The family members of patients who treat patients with terminal cancer, if they are willing to treat, even if they invade the house and bankrupt, they must be cured to the end, and they will win the miracle of nothingness.

Most people who are willing to accept the result of death and want to live the last part of their lives will choose to go home.

Only those who have no time or mind to take care of their families will come here.

After paying the fees for the month at the front desk, An Sien took the elevator to the third floor.

In everyone’s imagination, this kind of building filled with terminally ill patients must be lifeless and the air almost frozen.

However, in fact, the environment here is even more lively than an ordinary inpatient department.

When passing by some open rooms, there was still laughter coming out, and even in the partially concealed door, there were faint words such as ‘three generations and one’, ‘bomb’, and ‘touch’.

The inside and outside of the corridor was filled with a happy atmosphere, and it was completely invisible that this was a gathering place for a group of dying people.

An Sien came to the end of the corridor, stood at the door of the ward and took out the mirror to adjust his expression.

After a youthful smile appeared on the face of the person in the mirror, she took a deep breath and gently opened the door to walk in.

The moment the door closed, all noise was shut out.

The nurse who was cleaning the house saw An Sien yelling to the side: “Auntie An, Sien is coming from your house.”

An Sien smiled at the caregiver and thanked him.

She came to the hospital bed and sat down and shouted, “Mom.”

Lying on the bed was a woman with a thin body and dry skin. At this moment, she was resting with her eyes closed and there was a trace of tears in her eyes, as if she hadn’t woken up yet.

Hearing An Sien’s call, she opened her eyes with difficulty: “Why is your child here again? It’s not good to ask for leave twice as soon as you work at the company.”

An Sien smiled and said: “It’s okay, I’m not a normal 9-to-5 job. I can go anywhere without my role. Everyone is like that.”

Of course, it is impossible to tell An Sien’s real job to her mother, so she lied that she was recommended by her mentor to be a female partner in a film and television company.

Because there are more dramas, the salary is also considerable.

At first, An Sien used various reasons to persuade her mother to be hospitalized.

For example, there is no one to take care of them. If something goes wrong, it is too late to go to the hospital. No matter what it is, my mother will not agree to come to this kind of ward that costs tens of thousands a month.

He even refused to cooperate with treatment.

It wasn’t until An Sien blacked his face that her career was on the rise, and the death of someone in the family had a bad impact, and her mother agreed to come here to spend the last part of her life.

An Ma’s skinny palm rested on the back of An Sien’s hand, and her tone was very slow: “If you have time, take a good rest. Don’t always run towards me.”

An Ma’s voice was very soft, as light as a dandelion blown away by the wind.

She also wanted to let her daughter not worry about being full of breath, but her body’s powerlessness prevented her from raising her own volume, so that her speech became weak.

“I slept until noon last night, so don’t worry about me.”

An Sien grinned and wiped away the tears she had shed from the pathology for her mother.

An Ma looked tired and smiled and cursed: “Who is worried about you girl, I just don’t want you to disturb my sleep all the time.”

“Who used to complain that I didn’t go home during summer vacation.”

An Sien unceremoniously accepted his mother’s short.

An Ma said sternly, “Can I worry if you are a teenage girl who goes out to work?”

“Aren’t they also girls now.”

An Sien gently picked up her mother’s palm and placed it on top of her head to act like a baby to her mother.

An Ma gently stroked An Sien’s head: “Okay, it’s all grown up, and it looks like a child.”

An Sien chuckled, without excuse.

The mother and daughter chatted like this for a while, and An’s mother’s spirits gradually improved, but when it was almost time for dinner, An’s mother began to rush people.

“Aren’t I still alive? Just go back as soon as possible. Don’t always rely on me.”

“It’s been a long time since we had dinner together, so why…”

An Sien originally wanted to stay and have a meal, but the other party insisted on driving her away: “It’s better than nothing. The food here is fixed and fixed. If you have your share, hurry home.”

An Ma reprimanded An Sien: “Also, even if the company doesn’t arrange a job, you can’t help out, do you know that it will leave a good impression on others?

It’s not long since you have just joined the job. Don’t take advantage of the current relationship with the crew, and wait until the filming is over and there is no income to see what you do in the future. ”

“Okay, I know, I will interrupt you to rest less in the future.”

An Sien murmured in his bag on his back: “Next time I come over and tell the nutritionist in advance, let him prepare one for me.”

After that, she turned and left.

As if colluding, not long after An Sien left the ward, the nurse walked into the ward with a small cart.

Today’s lunch was placed on the cart: a bowl of poorly boiled lean meat porridge, a plate of fish with bones removed, a cup of soy milk, and a thinly sliced ​​apple.

“Auntie An, your relationship with your daughter is really good. She is almost the one who visits family members most frequently.”

The caregiver carefully supported An Ma up, and then pressed the switch on the bedside to slowly raise the pillow.

“I don’t want her to come here.”

After An Sien left, An Ma returned to her weak state.

She picked up the spoon and wanted to scoop a spoonful of porridge, but after shaking her right hand for a while, the spoon slipped between her fingers and fell onto the folding table.

She tried again, and the result was still the same.

The nurse stood by and looked at this somewhat stubborn woman: “I’ll feed you.”

This time, she did not refuse, but asked a question when the nurse picked up the bowl: “How long can I live?”

“…According to the systemic examination at the time of admission, cancer cells have spread from the lungs to the brain. This is the main reason why your body becomes more numb. As for the remaining life span… there is less than one month left.”

In the fourth stage of cancer, cancer cells are transferred from the lung to the brain, the most common way of metastasis.

Faced with the nurse’s answer, An’s mother looked as usual.

The purpose of concealing the condition from the patient is to prevent the patient from worrying, but these apply to curable diseases.

I have all entered the hospice care department, surrounded by dying people.

What the doctors and nurses here do is to ease the fear and anxiety of the patients.

People who come here will be told about how much life they have left. The main responsibility of the hospice department is to enlighten these patients so that they don’t have psychological pressure and face death bravely.

Therefore, they will not conceal the remaining life of the patient, but will try to let the patient leave with happiness on the final journey of life.

“You didn’t tell Sien, did you?” Ma asked An.

“no.”

The carer shook his head.

Generally, doctors help family members to conceal the patient’s condition, but in the hospice department, the reverse may happen.

Some patients do not want their family members to miss themselves too much and deliberately conceal their condition.

Everything here is based on the patient’s will. If the patient wants to conceal his physical condition, they will try to help conceal it.

As long as the family members do not take the initiative to ask, they will notify the family members to come to see the patient for the last time when the estimated life expectancy is about one week left.

“Then… can you notify Sien the day before I am about to die?”

“We can’t do this. One week is already the limit we can predict. In the last week, the condition may deteriorate drastically at any time, and it is very likely that Miss Ann will not be able to rush over to see you for the last time.”

The nurse rejected An’s mom’s request.

Perhaps someone could survive for another half a year after being sentenced to death, but there are also instances where the doctor’s condition suddenly worsened and died on the same day as the doctor said that he could live for three months.

While feeding An’s mother, the nurse enlightened her: “There are a lot of things that can only be said when they are parting right away. With more time, you can also think about what else to say.”

“In the future, I will help you to visit other wards. It is always bad for you to stay alone in the room. It is better to play cards and chat with other patients.”

“Thank you, no, I am not afraid of death.”

An Ma looked lonely: “It’s been less than a month…I just can’t let go of Sien…”

The nurse comforted: “Don’t worry, Miss Ann has grown up and has a high-paying job. She will definitely have a very happy life in the future.”

An Ma shook her head and looked out the window with a sad expression: “That’s why I can’t let her go.”

“Sien has always been able to conceal her emotions, but… I am her mother, how can I not see her state… She should be trying to force herself again…”

“Only when you experience setbacks can you grow up, and Ms. An looks like the kind of person who gets more and more frustrated. You can’t always look at her from the past. You have to have confidence in your daughter.”

The nurse picked up a piece of fish and sent it to An’s mother.

She looked at the lunch on the folding table in front of her and stopped talking.

…………

After An Sien left the hospice department, the smile on his face began to slowly recede.

When he walked out of the hospital, he regained his expressionless appearance.

Looking at her shadow on the window, An Sien couldn’t understand why she couldn’t be happy?

Obviously, my mother’s medical expenses have already been paid, and I don’t have to pick up the guests, and I can leave that magic cave soon. Why can’t I be happy?

An Sien couldn’t understand for a while.

She walked to the shopping street. She didn’t come here to buy anything, she was just wandering aimlessly.

An Sien stopped and stopped along the way until the milk tea in the hands of two seventeen or eighteen-year-old girls attracted her attention.

I don’t think I’ve ever had milk tea since I graduated…

An Sien fell into memories.

After learning that her mother was suffering from lung cancer, she applied to her tutor for early graduation and started her part-time job journey.

She knows very well that going to a formal company to apply for a job will not earn medical expenses at all for a while, so she has been developing in the part-time industry, and her first job was selling milk tea.

Selling milk tea during the day and picking up express delivery at night, so working day and night, I barely made up the cost of a course of treatment.

As the saying goes, Luo Qi is not a silkworm breeder. After selling milk tea for so long, An Sien himself has not drank a cup in order to save money.

Driven by an inexplicable consciousness, An Sien walked in the direction where the two girls came.

It didn’t take long before she found a milk tea shop and bought a cup of bubble milk tea after a long time.

An Sien was holding the milk tea in both hands, and there was always an unidentified emotion surging in his heart.

She came to a park with no one to sit down~www.wuxiax.com~ and sipped milk tea, but as she drank it, tears flowed down her eyes.

When she drank the first sip of milk tea, An Sien understood the real reason for her sadness.

She was weeping over what happened to her.

Originally, An Sien was still hesitating whether to sell her body to make money, but the tattooed man’s behavior caused her to fall apart and sink completely.

The week-long “training” before picking up the guests completely killed An Sien and turned her into a numb marionette.

For more than half a month, she obliterated herself, talking to the guests mechanically according to the trainer’s requirements, repeating those provocative actions.

People who have seen the light can hardly bear the darkness anymore.

When she was in hell, there were tragedies all around, An Sien didn’t have any special thoughts, but when she jumped out of **** and looked back on the past, the pain in her heart was awakened.

An Sien choked and chewed the pearls in the milk tea.