The Strongest God

Chapter 220, Youthful Years (Part 1)

The emotions that had been suppressed in my heart for many years seemed to have finally found an outlet to vent at this moment. Xu Ce was obviously very excited. There was a kind of desperate madness in the kiss, and the arm holding Jiang Shaoqing tightened hard, as if he wanted to fuse the two people into one.

Jiang Shaoqing was so frightened by his sudden action that he didn't realize what was going on for a long time. After his rationality returned to his mind, Jiang Shaoqing suddenly turned red and pushed him away with all his strength. He said uglyly: Xu Ce, what are you doing? "

Jiang Shaoqing, who was kissed, was originally very angry, but when he raised his head and looked into the man's deep eyes, Jiang Shaoqing's heart suddenly trembled - Xu Ce's eyes were full of bloodshot eyes, and the expression on his face was... I felt extremely sad when I went up, as if I was about to cry...

With Xu Ce like this, Jiang Shaoqing suddenly couldn't bear to scold him, but the feeling of being kissed was not pleasant. Jiang Shaoqing wiped the corners of his lips with some embarrassment, and said as calmly as possible: Xu Ce, calm down first. Come down, okay? "

Xu Ce was silent for a moment, then lowered his head depressedly and whispered, "Don't you understand yet?" For a moment...I like you. "

Jiang Shaoqing:..."

These words shocked Jiang Shaoqing even more than the kiss just now!

--What is he saying? like? Jiang Shaoqing felt that everything was in chaos in his mind.

Xu Ce's voice was choked with sobs: I didn't plan to say it originally, but in this case, I might as well tell you..."

Taking a deep breath, Xu Ce finally calmed down, looked at Jiang Shaoqing in front of him, and said seriously and word for word: Shaoqing, I like you. I have always loved you since we were roommates in high school. Secretly like you. "

Jiang Shaoqing:..."

I was discovered by a professional team before, and many people asked me to play games. I refused to go because I wanted to stay with you in the online game... Later, when you were taken away by the Qiankun team, I was so angry. It's also because I can't bear to let you leave, and I'm worried that you will suffer a loss... You plan to play games with Liu Chuan, and the reason why I joined the team is for you, because I want to spend more time by your side..." Xu Ce paused. Dun, go on, you have never understood why I am suddenly interested in the professional league, right? In fact, I am not very interested in the professional league. I stay here entirely...because of you."

Jiang Shaoqing looked at Xu Ce in disbelief. They were obviously very good classmates, and both of them were men. How could they suddenly talk about liking each other?

Seeing the surprise in Jiang Shaoqing's clear eyes, Xu Ce had no choice but to look away in embarrassment.

He has never had such a embarrassing moment. He has been so proud since he was a child, and doesn't take anything seriously. He is used to living alone. He never thought that one day he would fall in love with someone he shouldn't like... ...In front of Jiang Shaoqing, he couldn't put on that proud posture and say these four words "I like you", he seemed to hold his heart in front of the other person and accept it. Just like a review, Jiang Shaoqing's words are enough to send him into hell!

Jiang Shaoqing was silent for a moment, and then said softly: We are classmates, and I am a boy, Xu Ce, I didn't expect you to..."

Sure enough, he only regarded him as a classmate. Xu Ce suddenly felt as if his heart was slammed to the ground and stepped on by Jiang Shaoqing. Otherwise, why would he be so heartbroken? For so many years, he had secretly liked his deskmate, but in Jiang Shaoqing's heart, he was always just his deskmate.

Xu Ce wiped his face in embarrassment and said: Don't worry, I won't force you to agree to anything. I said it today and I'm prepared to be rejected by you. I just want you to know that I have never regarded you as a classmate or friend, but... I have always... liked you. "

Jiang Shaoqing:..."

Xu Ce paused and whispered: This is why I want to leave. I can't keep calm around you. I lost the game on impulse today, but if I had it to do over again, maybe I would still do it... If this continues, I will only become the team's shortcoming, and I don't want to affect you... Do you understand? "

Jiang Shaoqing met his red eyes, and his nose suddenly felt sore.

This man, who has always been extremely arrogant, rarely explains anything in such a humble and patient manner...

Although Jiang Shaoqing only had a friendship with Xu Ce as a classmate, but Xu Ce confessed with red eyes like this, Jiang Shaoqing couldn't help but feel soft, let alone hate Xu Ce.

——It’s just that he doesn’t quite understand why Xu Ce fell in love with him?

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In high school, Xu Ce raised his chin proudly all day long.

Like a wolf with its tail raised, it doesn't take stupid humans seriously.

The young man with sharp eyes and a cold and arrogant expression lived alone every day. Many students in the class did not dare to approach Xu Ce. Jiang Shaoqing was arranged by the teacher to be his deskmate. When getting along with him, he was also frightened and fearful. I accidentally offended the person next to me, and was torn into pieces by Xu Ce, who was in a bad mood.

They went to a key middle school in high school, and the exam pressure was very high. The school arranged monthly exams every month, ranked the whole grade, and held parent meetings...

There are endless homework and test papers to finish every day. Jiang Shaoqing's IQ is not top-notch, and his grades have always been in the middle of the class. He often stays late doing homework and stays late on many questions that he doesn't know how to solve. After the self-study, he took it home and continued to work. Because he stayed up late, he couldn't help but feel sleepy in class the next morning. He was often called up by the teacher to answer questions. At this time, Jiang Shaoqing His face would turn red, and he would look helpless like a frightened little animal...

When the teacher asked him to answer a question, the whole class would look at where they were sitting. It was obviously the question that had just been discussed, but Jiang Shaoqing couldn't answer it. Xu Ce frowned impatiently and wrote the answer for him. Jiang Shaoqing He immediately answered the questions according to the answers on the note, and the teacher let him go.

Relieved, Jiang Shaoqing sat back down, turned around, looked at Xu Ce gratefully and said: Thank you..."

Xu Ce snorted, turned his head displeased and continued to look at the blackboard.

At that time, Xu Ce had no other thoughts about Jiang Shaoqing. He just felt that his deskmate was a bit stupid, and he was silently scolding Jiang Shaoqing for being stupid."

Later, one time, Xu Ce left the classroom with his schoolbag on his back. He left a book behind and went back to get it. When he walked to the door, he heard two classmates who were on duty talking about him: Xu Ce passed the exam again this time. One. "I always get the first place in the exam. No wonder I'm so arrogant. Let alone my classmates, the teacher doesn't take him seriously." What's so cool about it? Isn't it just that the family has some money? "

Xu Ce has long been accustomed to classmates talking behind his back, and he never cares what others say about him. Anyway, he has already planned to go abroad after graduation. He doesn't care at all if he has friends in this school, because he takes exams every time. First, many people are dissatisfied with him, but he actually knows it very well. This kind of criticism behind his back only makes Xu Ce feel bored.

Xu Ce was about to turn around and leave. At this moment, a clear voice suddenly sounded in the classroom: Don't talk about him like that. Xu Ce is actually a very good person. He just doesn't like to talk to people. I couldn't do a question yesterday. , and he patiently wrote me all the detailed steps..."

——It was the voice of my deskmate Jiang Shaoqing.

Xu Ce was slightly startled and stopped.

The classmate next to him said: Shaoqing, stop defending your deskmate. Everyone is saying that Xu Ce is used to being a young master and is used to being served at home. We people are not worth it in his eyes. By the way, if you defend him, he might think you want to curry favor with him..."

Jiang Shaoqing said seriously: I didn't want to curry favor with him, I just think he's not as bad as you said. On the way home yesterday, I saw him rescuing a puppy that was almost killed and feeding the dog. If he was really the kind of person you mentioned, how could he save a very dirty puppy? Where is the dog? "

Another classmate said: Okay, don’t talk about Xu Ce, mop the floor quickly! "

The three people began to mop the floor quickly. Xu Ce stood outside the door in silence for a long time. At that moment, he suddenly felt a little awkward. He never cared about what others thought of him, but Jiang Shaoqing defended him in front of his classmates. , which made his originally calm heart feel an inexplicable warmth.

——You are indeed an idiot. What is there to argue about? No matter how much you talk, people who don't like me will still dislike me.

It seems that from that day on, Xu Ce had a slight change in his view of Jiang Shaoqing. When his idiot classmate encountered a question he couldn't solve, he would explain it to his idiot classmate. Whenever Jiang Shaoqing said to him gratefully, "Thank you", Xu Ce felt in a good mood.

Jiang Shaoqing was relatively introverted and cautious when he was in high school, so he didn't have many friends in the class. Over time, he and Xu Ce gradually became familiar with each other. When the two of them were in physical education class, they encountered various problems. Projects carried out in groups will consciously stand together...

Jiang Shaoqing felt that he and Xu Ce seemed to get along like friends, but Xu Ce's attitude towards him was good and bad, making him unpredictable.

Therefore, Jiang Shaoqing still got along with Xu Ce cautiously, maintaining this ordinary deskmate relationship. In addition to having the courage to ask him questions he didn't know how to solve, he also tried not to provoke him.

That summer, the school held a track and field meet, and Xu Ce signed up to participate in many events, including sprinting, long-distance running, and relay. He had been physically strong since he was a child, and running was also his strength. Although people in the class didn't like him very much, But after all, he performed well in the relay race and won first place in the class, and everyone cheered him and applauded him.

When Xu Ce got off the track, Jiang Shaoqing stepped forward and said, "You have to run a 10,000-meter long-distance race in the afternoon. Will there be any problems if you use up your physical energy like this?" "