The Woman Found the Will I Wrote

93 – What should I do?

Fear, crisis, anxiety, emptiness.

Rumi was crouching down, suffering from emotions that she couldn’t clearly express.

The moment the day dawned, she took out the maid uniform she had previously received and took a deep breath. Because she realized now that all she could do was ‘serve’ Dern.

‘Ah, isn’t it correct to say it’s not service, but helping?’

She seems to have learned about this after hearing about this and that from her senior maid recently.

She patted her cheek lightly, thinking that she was glad she didn’t say something like this out loud.

As she put on the maid uniform, she began to regain her will.

‘From now on, I will only do things that are truly helpful to Dern…’ !’

To be honest, she has been attracted to Dern ever since.

She tried not to embarrass Dern, and she tried her best to do things that would be helpful to Dern.

‘According to Delia… She said it was rather a nuisance to her.’

It would have been right for her to change her thoughts and act differently than before.

So, starting with ‘cleaning’ that would be helpful to Dern, she got up thinking about helping with other things.

‘What should I do?’

Is there anything better to do other than cleaning?

To be honest, Dern is perfection itself, so I don’t think she needs anything, so I’m worried.

So, while she was heading to Dern’s lab with her head tilted, a fallen leaf in the hallway caught her eye.

‘…… ‘

The moment I saw this, thoughts of my childhood came to mind again and I stopped.

This is because the defeatism and avoidance tendencies that were forcibly learned in the Heavenly God Church from childhood until relatively recently have bloomed again.

Because of that, I feel a bit anxious and feel my hands shaking, and I am trying to calm them down.

Her eyes catch the sight of Delia walking slowly near her, holding her buttocks.

“…… “

Although she did tell him the way to go.

Because of the verbal abuse she heard at that time, it is difficult for her to talk to him, so he just watches her.

Delia looked at herself like that and smiled awkwardly.

“… Good morning?”

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“Ugh.”

She doesn’t know what to say, she thinks, and she hesitates.

Delia looked at her own maid outfit and asked her question in an awkward tone.

“Ah… “Are you going to work as a maid?”

As she nodded her head awkwardly, Delia also seemed to have nothing else to say, ‘Really? ‘She’s strong,’ she said and looked at herself.

She soon realizes that she can’t stand this situation. She makes an awkward expression and quickly tries to pass herself by.

When she saw this, she gained some courage and mentioned what had happened before.

“De, Delia!”

The moment she called, Delia looked behind her with a puzzled expression on her face. She

She saw this and she stopped herself from wanting to hide right away and she said her thanks for what had happened before.

“You gave me some advice the other day… She said thank you so much for telling me. “If you hadn’t given her advice, I think she would have regretted it forever.”

Delia must have never expected to receive a heartfelt thank you, so she freezes with an embarrassed expression on her face.

She then moved and blinked rapidly, her eyes moving stiffly like a doll with dried oil.

As she watched this, she began to pull out all the words that were in her mind.

“… Actually, I’ve never had a chance to hear something like this since I’ve hardly ever had a proper conversation with anyone, let alone a friend. So I really appreciate you saying that… “

“Stop…” Stop! Okay, stop!”

Delia seemed quite embarrassed to hear such words, her face turned bright red and her body flinched, and then she ran away little by little.

“That… I’m glad it helped… Oh, and I’m sorry for swearing before that, no, I mean! Oh, I don’t know! “Stop talking!”

Then, as if she couldn’t hold on any longer, she ran down the hallway and disappeared somewhere.

She cringed at such a sight, wondering if she had overdone it.

She notices a small book lying on the floor in the hallway.

‘Did Delia drop it?’

Maybe it is because of the context.

She decides to pick it up and holds it up, and the magic book begins to glow brightly and automatically unfold.

“…… “Hiccup.”

I never thought it would open even though I didn’t unlock it.

If it is a grimoire intended to simply convey information, there is no major problem if it is opened in this way.

‘Judging by the cover of the grimoire, it is very luxurious.’

I am worried because it appears to be a magic book purchased to ‘communicate’ or share information with other people.

That’s why I try to close it as much as possible without looking inside.

A text that was difficult to just pass by caught my eye.

[Dern Dern got her butt beaten… ]

“…… ?”

The moment I saw this, my mind became as tangled as a tangled thread.

I was wondering what on earth she had done to get her ass beaten by Dern.

That’s why I unconsciously did something I should never do, stealing someone else’s magic book, and looked through the entire contents of the text.

“…… “

To roughly summarize, the story is that in order to seduce Dern, she was made to hit her buttocks.

At first, Dern resisted, but in the end, he ended up hitting her hard on the butt, which suggests that he must have been quite satisfied.

The moment I saw this, not only did my mind heat up, but it became so complicated that I ended up momentarily dazed.

I never dreamed that the two of us would be doing these things together.

Facing that reality, he looked down at the grimoire blankly.

I immediately closed my eyes and added a plan to my mind.

‘I, too, have to beat Delia’s butt like that… !’

She strengthened her resolve by pledging to become closer to Dern.

‘But by the way, the butt… ‘

She turned her head and looked at her buttocks, thinking that she had no idea why she let Dern hit her.

Even after looking directly at her, she didn’t seem to know why she was being spanked, so she lightly slapped her own bottom with the palm of her hand.

‘… I don’t know.’

She sighed and headed to her lab, thinking that there was too much of the world she didn’t know about.

* * * * *

I was already having a hard time because of the Heavenly God Church, but Delia suddenly came and did something strange.

Maybe it was because of the mental hardships, but I ended up sleeping soundly for the first time in a long time.

I was embarrassed when I realized that I woke up at lunchtime instead of breakfast, when someone greeted me with a bright smile.

“Are you awake?”

I was startled for a moment and quickly looked next to her.

Spin continued talking to me while posing with his arms crossed and his huge chest lifted.

“I want to tell him to sleep more, but… Unfortunately, there is a lot of work to be done. “I’m sorry, but can you wake up now?”

When I said those words, I cupped her face with one hand and made her nod.

Espin unleashed her magic and floated a document in front of me and continued her words.

“Thanks to your spectacular outburst of the central government, there has been chaos in many ways… “There’s a lot I want to say about this, but it’s not important right now, so I’ll get straight to the point.”

When she nodded, Espin sighed and continued her words.

“The bishop of the Heavenly God Church that you captured. “I don’t know what you think, but he’s more important than you think.”

Of course, he is one of the few bishop-level figures, so his importance will be very high, unlike the idiots we have seen so far.

I looked at Espin, wondering why he insisted on emphasizing the obvious.

Espin made eye contact with me and continued his words.

“Maybe that’s why the Celestial Church members are making an unusually big fuss.”

“Is there an uproar?”

She nodded her head, pointed to the document, and explained what was happening.

“As you know, the Heavenly God Church is a force that operates in the shadows, so they don’t usually come out into the sun, right? But after that incident, it came out as if it had been waiting.”

“… Okay?”

“Yes. “I don’t know the exact reason, but if I had to guess, I think it was to expand the market in earnest.”

Actually, just looking at the rumors that have been heard, it is said that the central government, where power is concentrated, has been taken over by the Heavenly God Church.

There is no need for them to remain in the shadows.

‘And it is said that other high-ranking officials are already involved.’

I crossed my arms, thinking that there was nothing to hold back.

Espin looked at me and continued her words.

“So, what I’m saying is, don’t you plan on committing another terrorist attack?”

At those words, I froze for a moment and could only stare blankly at Espin.