The Words of the Number One

I stepped back a few steps and looked at Ji Yu in amazement, not knowing whether it was a dream or real. Ji Yu looked away from those women and landed on me, unhurriedly as if waiting for me to give him a title.

"How did you come?"

"I don't come to look for you, do I still expect you to come back by yourself?" Ji Yu smiled lightly, unable to see what emotion it was. He continued smoothly: "Even if you get angry again, you can't arrange my death, can you?"

Seeing Ji Yu's superb acting skills, I knew that the scene would not last, so I sighed and turned around to look at the two women, saluted and said: "I'm sorry, aunts, I lied to you, I Not a widow."

The two of them were still intimidated by Ji Yu's aura and didn't come back to their senses. Ji Yu put his arms around my shoulders very naturally, smiled politely and slightly threateningly at the two of them, and said that he needed to find his "wife" "I chatted alone, then took me out of the yard.

Once Ji Yu found me, I couldn't escape. I knew this very well, so I didn't struggle.

The smile on Ji Yu's face disappeared as soon as she got out of the yard, she pursed her lips and dragged me along faster and faster without saying a word, until she reached the back hill where there was no one else, she let me go. He seemed to take a long breath, turned around to look at me, and asked coldly, "Do you know how far you ran?"

I shake my head. In fact, I don't even know the exact location of this town. I have been aimlessly coming here by boat and car. This small town is not an important place. Ji Yu must have no eyeliner here.

Ji Yu laughed back angrily, and said, "There are still five days left, Jiang Jiuqing, if I come five days late, you will die. Is that why you don't care about your life?"

"Compared with life, I feel free now."

"Who are you lying to? You really want to be free, you should negotiate with me about saving Xinran, and get the antidote from me, instead of running away without saying a word and waiting to die! You really think I will believe you so stupid ?" Ji Yu suddenly raised his voice, and I remember him never being so angry.

He suddenly took a step closer to me, stared at me angrily and said, "Jiang Jiuqing, don't you cherish your life the most? You can die because you like me, or you can die to escape. I am so important to you? I am so important to you life?"

He punctured all my lies and pointed to the truth at once, and my mind went blank, as if I had exposed my softest flesh and blood in front of him.

Yes, I know, I know very well.

I ran away to be free, but also because I didn't want to face a Ji Yu who knew I loved him so much. What I am most afraid of is that he will question me like this, afraid of his contempt, afraid of his anger, afraid of his taking advantage of me.

I was like a worm dug out of the soil, with nowhere to hide and nowhere to escape under the sun, waiting to be scorched and dead, so I could only whisper: "Don't... humiliate me like this."

Ji Yu's anger seemed to stagnate for a moment. He was silent and then sneered: "Humiliation? Did I humiliate you, or did you humiliate me?"

I suddenly felt unbearable, as if I had been silent for too long and suppressed emotions broke out together, I almost shouted.

"Can you let me go? What am I? Yes, I like you so much that I could die for you, but what's so special? Girls who are willing to die for you can't stand in line. You are handsome and elegant. The world is smart and eloquent, no matter how much is true or how much is false, there will be countless people who will love you in the past, and I am just one of them. Revenge is the biggest thing for you. Others are insignificant, but for me It's completely different..." As I said that, I felt extremely painful, I lowered my head to cover my forehead, and felt my palms were wet.

"You don't know what you mean to me, you don't know how I got here all these years. For me, there is only one person like you in this world, and there will never be anyone else. You don't remember me long ago But I have forgotten you for fourteen years. From the very beginning, we have been unequal and will never be equal...Ji Yu, I am not as strong as you imagined. I am afraid to look up at you like this and let you decide. There's no leverage whatsoever. I'm very scared, very disturbed."

To me it was thrilling, but to him it was just calm. The last bit of support I have for staying with him is that he doesn't know how much I like him.

"Even if you like me a little now, you will like many people in the future, and many of them will be better than me and more suitable for you. You will be much happier with them than with me. Just let me go , let me go." I no longer knew what I was talking about, and I wiped my tears with my sleeves indiscriminately, but they still flowed out continuously, staining my sleeves. I don't know why I feel so wronged and sad, obviously over the long years I have become numb and indifferent enough to avoid being sad.

I thought I wouldn't be sad.

I didn't go to see Ji Yu, and he was silent all the time. I don't know how long it took for him to step up and wipe my tears with his sleeve, just like the night I was drunk.

I raised my head and looked at him, his eyes flashed and stared at me, his eyes were full of thrilling emotions, but in the end he just smiled helplessly and said: "You don't believe me. In order to avoid losing, you avoided having it beforehand." What? You are a coward, Jiang Jiuqing. If you like it, give it up and give it up, never ask me what I mean, you obviously took the lead."

I wanted to retreat, but he held my waist, and stopped me from trying to stay away from him. He held the back of my head with his other hand and lowered his head to kiss my lips, which were wet with tears. The smell of love lingered between my lips and teeth, he kissed very gently, and the scent of cypress wood invaded and made me dizzy.

Then he let go of me and whispered in my ear: "I like you, you should feel at ease. After all, there is no other similar weirdo like you in the world, and I have no one else to choose. "

I was stunned, trying to break free from him but couldn't, Ji Yu still hugged me steadfastly and said, "Stay by my side."

"don't want."

"You stay by my side for one year, and I will give you the antidote after one year." Ji Yu let go of me and looked into my eyes with a faint smile: "Don't you want to be free? After one year, you will have a long life." Free for a long time."

I was a little flustered, and I didn't know what he was thinking for a moment, so I blurted out: "I don't believe it."

It is not without precedent for him to backtrack.

Ji Yu put her finger on her forehead and said, "I can swear in the name of my dead mother."

This should be a very important oath for him, he looked at me quietly, his light-colored eyes reflected my face that was red from crying.

What game is this again? Is there anything else he needs from me? What tricks does he have?

Even if there is, it seems that there is nothing to be afraid of.

What am I afraid of now.

I looked at him for a long time and then nodded slightly.

Ji Yu laughed, as if he was relaxed but also a little sad. He reached out and wiped away the remaining tears on my face, and said, "Don't you want to quarrel with me? How can you have a good time arguing?" ?”

I was startled.

"You can tell me what you want in the future, otherwise I will have to guess by myself." Ji Yu didn't know whether it was true or jokingly said this, picked up the vegetable basket I left aside, and took my hand to go back Walk. I wanted to withdraw my hand but he clenched it tightly. He said as if he didn't realize it: "Let's go back and boil your antidote."

I looked at Ji Yu's tall and straight figure in the emerald green mountain road in front of me in some confusion, and felt that everything was still under his control. His knuckle fingers wrapped around mine as if I would never be able to escape.

Do I really want to run away? In the past two months, I have always thought of him from time to time. A pack of hibiscus tea can keep me in a trance for a long time. While I wanted to run away, I wanted to see him again.

It's a strange thing to love someone.

When I walked to the small town, Ji Yu suddenly started coughing, and I realized that the hand he held me was unusually cold, and I quickly touched his forehead and found that he had a fever.

Ji Yu coughed like he was dying in the big colorful hibiscus flowers in the town, and said while coughing, "You chose this place to embarrass me, right?"

I am silent.

Because I did it on purpose. When I got off the car, I saw hibiscus flowers all over the mountains and plains, so I thought Ji Yu would not come here. As long as the person who finds me isn't Ji Yu, that's fine. After all, I fled with the will to die. He sent a few people to arrest me, so I can't go back.

It seems that Ji Yu is also very aware of this, so he didn't bring anyone to look for me alone, and he really walked into this town full of hibiscus flowers.

Ji Yu took me to the only medical clinic in the town, took out the antidote he had prepared and made it for me to drink again, and I was sent to make him his medicine. He usually hates to drink medicine, but this time he took the initiative to drink it. Presumably, the flowers in the town really tortured him. After he and I finished drinking the medicine, he asked me to pack up quickly, as if I couldn't stay any longer.

When I returned to the small yard I rented, the two women were still picking vegetables in the yard. They stood up with bright eyes when I walked in, and hesitated when they saw Ji Yu appearing behind me. They seemed a little embarrassed facing Ji Yu.

Ji Yu tactfully waited at the gate of the courtyard, then turned to tease the stray cats. Seeing him avoiding the women, they immediately came up to him and asked about Ji Yu's affairs.

Ji Yu only wore the clothes of ordinary nobles, but her appearance and temperament were there. The issues they were most concerned about were Ji Yu and I's identities, and why I was willing to leave such a husband and run away from home.

I didn't know whether to laugh or cry, it seemed that no matter how they looked at it, it was because I was superior to Ji Yu, so there was nothing dissatisfied with me.

The third son also came over to listen to the gossip. He interrupted the discussion between the women and told me guiltily that the good-looking big brother gave him a handful of candies to tell him about me, and he would do whatever he wanted when he was greedy. It's all said and done.

No wonder Ji Yu knew that I said I wanted to have a fight with him.

I smiled and patted Sanzi's head and said it's okay.

He breathed a sigh of relief, scratched his head and smiled, "It's great that big brother is your husband, you love big brother so much, you can go back now!"

Ji Yu didn't look this way when she heard the words, but could vaguely see the corners of his mouth slightly curved.

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Seeing that everyone was so sweetened by the sugar in the last chapter, I deeply feel that you may be embarrassed next time==

I'm afraid that one day I will ask for abuse again hhhhhh (this is very satisfying)