To My Dear Mr. Huo

"It was me who killed them."

After this sentence, there was an almost eerie silence in the room.

Su Qingsang looked at Huo Jinyao and couldn't believe that there was such a person in the world?

Because he felt that he had killed his brother and sister, he refused to explain even though he knew that his mother had misunderstood him.

He has endured this misunderstanding alone for so many years; what kind of pain is it to endure such suffering?

Su Qingsang felt sharp pains in her heart. Such pain made her realize later that her face was covered with tears at some point.

People always hope that life will have miracles, but many times, there are no miracles at all in this world.

Huo Jinkai's death and Huo Wushuang's death are both deplorable. Something that shouldn't have happened has happened, and it's already a human tragedy.

No matter how regretful and distressed Huo Jinyao was, he could not save the lives of his brother and sister.

He couldn't live in his heart, he couldn't forgive himself for his impulsive behavior when he was twelve years old.

So for the past ten or twenty years, he has been torturing himself in this way.

Isn't this kind of suffering another tragedy?

Huo Jinyao didn't notice Su Qingsang's tears for the first time. His whole body was lost in memories.

In fact he rarely reflects on the past. very few. If possible, he even wished he could lose his memory. Forget about those three days of being kidnapped.

Those three days were the darkest three days in his life.

The torture he suffered and the pain he experienced were all nightmares that would haunt him forever.

Su Qingsang's face was full of tears, and Huo Jinyao's figure looked completely like a blurry shadow in her eyes.

She moved her lips, wanting to say something, but her throat seemed to be blocked by cotton and she couldn't say a word.

She hugged Huo Jinyao, hugging him tightly and forcefully.

Huo Jinyao stood motionless. His body was very stiff.

His whole body was trapped in the emotions brought about by the kidnapping in the past.

After so many years, no one can express his self-blame and guilt.

There was no one to talk to about the pain of his loss.

Who to tell? The Huo family?

They were all suffering the same pain of loss as he was.

The most painful one was Liu Tongjia.

She lost two children in one day.

One is her eldest son, whom she is proud of.

One is the little daughter she has longed for and cherishes very much.

Huo Jinyao understood the pain of Liu Tongjia's loss. So when he knew that Liu Tongjia had misunderstood him, he had no way to defend himself.

Huo Jinkai had stopped him at that time, and he had told him.

But he refused to listen and insisted on having his own way.

In the end it resulted in that.

Obviously, I just have to wait three days, as long as I get through those three days, I'll be fine.

But he couldn't wait.

And my brother and sister couldn't survive either.

Huo Jinyao didn't cry. He couldn't even shed tears since he was twelve years old.

For such a long time, he has been suppressing it and holding on for dear life.

He had long been accustomed to Liu Tongjia's indifference and cold treatment in the past ten years.

For a long time, Huo Jinyao even enjoyed Liu Tongjia's treatment.

Because that way, it would make him feel a little less guilty.

But he never thought that one day, Liu Tongjia would even deal with Su Qingsang because of her dislike for him.

Su Qingsang was already in tears. They were indoors and didn't wear much clothing.

She hugged him tightly again, and soon her tears wet his clothes.

The wetness on his chest made him lower his head, and his eyes turned red from the pain caused by recalling the past.

He blinked and seemed to see Su Qingsang's appearance clearly.

He reached out his hand and very slowly, gently touched her cheek.

"why are you crying?"

Su Qingsang was speechless. She could only hug him tightly and keep shaking her head.

So stupid, how could there be such a stupid person?

"Stop crying. I'm fine."

What is going to hurt has already been hurt, and what is going to be hurt has been hurt.

It's just that those regrets have been lingering on him, and those self-blames have been tormenting him.

He had nowhere to put those emotions, so he would occasionally have nightmares late at night.

"I'm really fine."

Su Qingsang wouldn't believe what he said.

If that were the case, he wouldn't have been plagued by nightmares for so many years.

He won't call mom when he's sick.

He has grown up, but his emotions have remained at the age of twelve.

He is still the same boy.

A kidnapped, injured, helpless young man.

He longs for maternal love and care from his family.

In fact, Liu Tongjia and Huo Mingguang had owed them to him for more than ten years.

How could Liu Tongjia do that?

How could she?

It was obvious that Huo Jinyao was also a victim. It was obvious that he also needed Liu Tongjia's gentle words to comfort him, and he also needed her as a mother to take him out of such pain.

But what did Liu Tongjia give him?

Doubt, accuse.

There is also the hatred that has persisted for more than ten years.

Su Qingsang cried until her eyes were blurred with tears, and her heart ached so much that she couldn't breathe.

She looked up at Huo Jinyao and kept shaking her head when he said it was okay.

"not like this."

Her voice was shaking, filled with sobs.

She shook her head and hugged him tightly.

"not like this."

If there is no past, nothing will happen.

"How could she do this?"

"How could she?"

Su Qingsang kept repeating these words.

She wanted to say that Liu Tongjia was wrong. She wanted to say that she should compensate Huo Jinyao.

But she couldn't speak, she could only keep sniffing. Finally, he looked up at Huo Jinyao with a look of pain on his face.

"I, I'll go tell her."

She let go of her hand, turned around and rushed to Liu Tongjia's room.

"I'll go now."

She wanted to make it clear to Liu Tongjia.

She has lost a son and a daughter.

Now does she want to lose another child too?

The human heart is the easiest to be hurt, but it will never heal after being hurt.

Liu Tongjia, she was wrong.

Since she was wrong. Then let her correct this mistake.

Huo Jinyao subconsciously grabbed her, and when she was about to rush out, he pulled her back into his arms.

"do not go."

"Huo Jinyao?"

"No need to say it."

Huo Jinyao looked at her face, raised his hand, and wiped away the tears on her face bit by bit with his palm.

He wiped slowly, very slowly.

He looked at her, his expression returned to its usual calmness.

"There's no need to say it."

Huo Jinyao pursed his lips, his handsome face looking indifferent.

"It's hard for her too."

Liu Tongjia's pain will not be less than his, but more than his.

Over the years, nightmares have tortured him for as long as they have tormented Liu Tongjia.

There was a time when Liu Tongjia could not get out of such a nightmare.

Every night I have trouble sleeping and wake up with a start.

Huo Jinkai and Huo Wushuang were both born to her in her tenth month of pregnancy.

Especially Huo Wushuang.

Her departure is a pain for the entire Huo family.

Liu Tongjia's pain was transferred after she misunderstood him.

After she transferred the pain, anger, and hatred of loss to him, she felt better.

Huo Jinyao knew all this.

This is why she doesn't want to explain anymore.

So be it.

If there must be one person, what will he bear for these losses?

Then let him do it.

This is what he owes Liu Tongjia. These are all his fault.

Su Qingsang's tears were wiped away by Huo Jinyao, but her eyes were still red.

She just opened her eyes and looked at Huo Jinyao blankly.

"Huo Jinyao?"

"I'm really fine."

I don't know if this is the first sentence Huo Jinyao has said today.

Even if he knew that Su Qingsang wouldn't believe it, even if he knew that this was just self-deception on his part.

Su Qingsang didn't want to refute anymore.

She stood up on her tiptoes and kissed his lips gently and slowly.

She traced the shape of his lips carefully.

His lips are very beautiful and sexy, not too full, but a little thin.

Someone once said that people with thin lips also have weak feelings.

But now she felt that his lips were just right.

Soft and bright red, just like his heart.

She kissed and the tears fell again.

Eventually she couldn't kiss anymore.

Tears fell, she blinked her eyes and hugged him tightly.

Huo Jinyao also hugged her. The shirt on his chest was wet with her tears again.

He tightened his grip on his arms.

Lower your head to kiss her forehead, kiss her eyelids, and kiss away all her tears.

A final kiss fell on her lips. The touch stopped and she hugged him again.

No more words were spoken, just hugging each other.

Time seems to have stood still. He needed time, and so did she.

She slowly regained her composure. No more tears.

But his eyes were still very swollen.

He lowered his head to look at her and sighed softly.

"Okay. It's okay. Let's go, wash your face and apply some pressure on your eyes, otherwise it will be uncomfortable to stay here for a while."

We're going to have dinner together in the evening.

If she wore such a face, I'm afraid she would attract attention.

Su Qingsang sniffed and nodded heavily.

Huo Jinyao took her hand and walked towards the bathroom.

Neither of them spoke again. Su Qingsang let him get a towel, add water, twist it, and then gently wipe her face.

His movements were very light, as if he were wiping some treasure.

Su Qingsang blinked, and after Huo Jinyao retracted his hand, he spoke very softly.

"Huo Jinyao, have you ever thought about leaving the Huo family? Or leaving the Tianyu Group?"

Huo Jinyao paused in twisting the towel.

He glanced at her and nodded.

"That--"

"It's not that I don't want to. I can't."

Mr. Huo knows his suffering and pain.

Mr. Huo also knows Liu Tongjia's suffering and Liu Tongjia's pain.

Because the old man knows it and understands it. So for so many years, he never said a word about the relationship between their mother and son.

Mr. Huo has experienced a lot and has a different mentality.

He can see clearly and bear more.

But other people may not.

He understood it all, so although he felt sorry for Huo Jinyao, he would never let him go.

"Whether it's the Huo family or the Tianyu Group, these are all my responsibilities."

If Huo Jinkai is still here, then these are Huo Jinkai's responsibilities.

But Huo Jinkai was gone. His death had a lot to do with him.

Even if he had repeatedly tried to convince himself that their deaths were accidents, it was of no use.

"Unless, one day, there is someone who can truly shoulder these responsibilities. Otherwise, I will continue to carry it."

Su Qingsang stopped talking. She understands him and his choice.

but--

"What about Huo Yifan?"

"he?"

Huo Jinyao had no ill feelings towards Huo Yifan, and the relationship between their cousins ​​was even considered good.

But I don't know when it started. Huo Yifan and the others had other thoughts.

Not only them, but also the Wei family and even the Liu family.

The fundamental reason for this is Liu Tongjia's unabashed attitude.

Huo Jinyao knew it all, but because of his tolerance for Liu Tongjia, he could only tolerate these things as well.

"Don't worry. He can't make big waves."

No matter if it's him or the former eldest brother.

They are all heirs carefully trained by Mr. Huo.

In this regard, the old man does not insist that his eldest son and grandson inherit the throne, nor is he partial.

But he believes that everyone has different responsibilities.

His training points and emphasis on each grandson are different.

Huo Yifan's ability is not bad, but his shortcoming is that he is too confident and easily inflated.

With this shortcoming, there is no way to expand the Tianyu Group in his hands.

Therefore, he will never be his opponent.

"I know you are better than him." Su Qingsang was worried about other things: "But now he is getting involved with Su Peizhen. I always have a feeling that they are coming with bad intentions."

Huo Jinyao leaned over and kissed her cheek.

"Thank you for the compliment, wife. You also said that your husband is better than him. If that's the case, what will happen even if Su Peizhen is added?"

Su Qingsang nodded and laughed at himself for overthinking.

"Anyway, I don't know much about what's going on in your mall. I can't help you much. I just hope you can be well."

Huo Jinyao reached out and rubbed the top of her hair.

"Let's go. You can rest for a while. You should have dinner later."

When the two were about to go downstairs, Su Qingsang glanced at the room next door.

"Cousin, is he okay?"

In order to avoid suspicion, when the doctor later treated Zhang Yichen, she left and did not stay.

"It's okay. However, I probably won't be able to get up for dinner."

It’s okay if you can’t get up.

Su Qingsang still thinks that Zhang Yichen did what he did to her because he was drugged and drunk.

Only he knew very well, not at all.

That medicine just gave birth to Zhang Yichen's deepest thoughts.

Zhang Yichen really has thoughts about Su Qingsang.

But if this is the case, Huo Jinyao will not tell Su Qingsang.

Thinking about the scene where she cried for him just now, and how she wanted to rush to Liu Tongjia to explain herself.

His Qingsang is so good, it's not surprising that some men like her.

However, he still hopes that the fewer love rivals, the better.

Su Qingsang nodded. He sympathized with Liu Tongjia, but he really couldn't understand it.

If she really succeeded in framing herself. Wouldn't it be nicer to let others know that she has a daughter-in-law who cuckolded her husband?

Or does she really hate Huo Jinyao so much?

Not only do you want to take away his rights in the company, but also ruin his reputation?

Su Qingsang sighed in his heart, if Liu Tongjia really had such thoughts.

Huo Jinyao was stubborn and refused to explain the misunderstanding between them. Who could guess what Liu Tongjia would do in the future?

"Do not worry."

As if he knew what she was thinking, Huo Jinyao's footsteps suddenly stopped.

"I have already told my mother. She will never do such a thing again."

Su Qingsang looked at his expressionless face when he said this, and could almost guess Liu Tongjia's expression when he said this to Liu Tongjia.

"Your mother——"

"I told her that you are my bottom line. There will be no next time."

Su Qingsang pursed her lips, then bit her lips and nodded heavily.

She suddenly discovered that she fell in love with Huo Jinyao more and more.

In addition to love, after today, there are also emotions of distress and admiration.

No son can do this. But Huo Jinyao did it.

He endured much more than he should have endured.

He also experienced a lot that he should not have experienced.

God was really unfair to him.

During dinner, several people at the table looked unhappy.

Of course there is no need to talk about Huo Jinyao and Su Qingsang. Although he had the previous emotional buffer, when Su Qingsang saw Liu Tongjia again, he still did not understand her behavior.

Liu Tongjia also looked bad. Huo Mingguang was not in the room in the afternoon.

She stayed alone all afternoon.

Huo Jinyao's words still had an impact on her.

She didn't cry, but her eyes were a little red and her face looked a little haggard.

If you look carefully, you will find that her face has been powdered to hide her emotions at this time.

Huo Jinyao didn't look at Liu Tongjia, so he naturally didn't notice the change in her expression.

No matter how hard Huo Jinyao could bear it, he still didn't want to pay attention to her now.

Su Qingsang didn't notice her expression, and she couldn't forgive Liu Tongjia now.

But Mr. Huo and Huo Mingguang noticed it.

It's just that there are too many relatives today, so it's not convenient for them to ask.

Huo Mingguang came close to Liu Tongjia's ear and spoke softly.

"If you are tired, go to bed early in the evening. Everyone is here for dinner, so you better cheer up."

After being married for many years, he could tell that she was not in a high mood at the moment.

Liu Tongjia glanced at her husband and finally responded softly, her expression showing fatigue.

Su Peizhen and Huo Yifan arrived late. Su Peizhen's face was rosy.

He looked like he was full of spring breeze.

Everyone present only felt that Su Peizhen and Huo Yifan had a good relationship.

But for Nian Chunya, it's different. Seeing her appearance, Nian Chunya frowned slightly.

A person who is going to marry his son in the future, no matter how much he pleases the old man, does not know how to behave and respect her as a mother, which is enough to make her unhappy.

Su Peizhen didn't care whether Nian Chunya looked good or not. She hooked Huo Yifan's arm generously, and when she approached the crowd, she looked around, and finally landed on Su Qingsang's face.

At a glance, Su Qingsang seemed to have a different look on his face. The corners of her lips curled up.

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