Truth Teaches: With One Heart, I Will Absolutely Not Be Chopped Into Wood By A Knife

Good night.

Karuizawa Megumi sat on the blanketed floor, looking at the two words that Kitamiya Lan sent to him on his mobile phone in a daze.

"Huh~"

threw the phone aside, and she lay down directly.

"The first day is over..."

, putting his arm on his eye socket, Karui Zehui muttered unconsciously.

"On the first day, I really had the courage to get along with everyone.

"And everyone seems to have a good impression of themselves, and they should be positive, cute and strong.

Karuizawa hugged herself again.

"I have a boyfriend like Kitamiya-san

...""I won't be bullied anymore...", took

off her clothes, and Karuizawa walked into the bathroom naked.

Bang la la~

The water droplets from the shower kept hitting her body.

"But... Still is... I'm still so scared..."

Karuizawa leaned against the wall in a decadent manner, she touched the long scar on her abdomen under her left breast, tears falling with the water flowing above.

"I don't want to remember..."The

scar on the side of the abdomen seems to be a dull pain, and those unbearable memories of the past are like broken lenses, which are hitting my mind one by one.

A feeling of dizziness and vomiting made Megumi Karuizawa immediately turn off the shower and run out of the bathroom.

"Ahh

"It hurts...",

not the numbness and tingling pain that comes from the fall at the moment...

It's psychological....

Why did she have

to suffer all kinds of things

? Why would no one give her an answer, no one would help her?

She understood, she knew herself very well, no one would like her, and she had already accepted it.

Megumi Karuizawa stared blankly at the ceiling.

I guess it was when I was in junior high school.

Yes, I didn't get bullied since I was in elementary school, and I lied to him in order to gain sympathy from my classmates in Beigong.

On the contrary, I had a very good time in elementary school.

Whether it's my parents, teachers, or classmates, they always boast about me.

"Wow, Hui you're awesome, you took the first place again this time. "

Everyone should follow Karuizawa's example and help the class win honors.

"Karuizawa-san is so brave that he won't be afraid to face the senior students. "

Megumi, thank you for helping me. "

Proud, cheerful, enthusiastic, confident, beautiful, this is a series of results I have achieved after the end of primary school.

Just when I thought this momentum would continue into high school and beyond...

When I was in junior high school, I was faced with something that I couldn't even talk to anyone.

As I recalled, the scar on my side and abdomen began to hurt again, and tears flowed like I didn't want money.

In the second year of junior high school, it was the beginning of a new semester.

My good friend Akane and I were cleaning up the class that day.

I accidentally broke a vase.

After hearing that the vase was broken, Akane hurriedly ran over to care and comfort me, who was a little flustered.

After Akane disposed of the broken vase, we discussed reporting the matter to the teacher tomorrow and bringing a new vase.

But....

"Akane, what's the new vase?" When

I went to school the next day, I asked with some confusion when I saw that Akane was not holding the vase that the two of us had bought together last night.

"I'm sorry, Megumi, but when I came, I bumped into someone, and the vase fell to the ground and shattered.

Akane said with a cry.

I hurried to her side and comforted her.

"It's okay, it's just a vase, if it's broken, we'll buy it in the evening, but don't cry." I

comforted her like this, and I thought things would go the way I expected.

Before we entered the class, we were ushered into the office by the teacher.

I was about to speak, but was interrupted by a girl with a bandage on her head.

"Teacher, it's her, it's Nishizawa who hit me on the head with a vase. "

Huh?!"

I was starting to wonder, this was the teacher who spoke.

"Akane, your behavior is very bad, and if it is true, the school will expel you. "

Teacher, it's not like this, that vase in the class was accidentally broken by me, and I was on duty with Akane last night, how could I hurt the other classmates.

I hurriedly explained, and Akane beside me also anxiously explained.

"Karuizawa-san, don't interject, I'm going to ask Nishizawa-san a few questions now. I

closed my mouth, and then looked at the bandaged girl in front of me, she was my classmate, but the two of us were very bad at each other, and we had hardly spoken a word since the beginning of the school year.

I knew that Akane was not at fault, and in the face of the girl's provocative gaze, I also replied mercilessly.

"So you were on duty with Karuizawa yesterday, and then she accidentally broke the vase, and then you didn't use this pot to smash people at all?"

said the teacher, and I nodded.

But the girl in front of me laughed weirdly.

"The camera in the hallway outside our class suddenly broke down before school last night, so Syseki Nishizawa can't prove your innocence just yet. The

teacher spoke slowly, but I was a little angry.

"Teacher, no matter how you think about it, it can't be the guy that Akane smashed with a vase!"

"Karuizawa don't be impatient, okay, you all go back to the class first, I'm investigating this matter." Akane

and I reluctantly returned to the class, but we heard all kinds of rumors.

"It's her, right? The one who smashed Kiyoko with a vase

" "I really can't see that her size as small as Nishizawa can make such a violent move."

"Yes, yes, it's good that she was looking for me to be a friend at that time, and I didn't agree, and if I did, maybe the vase would have hit me on the head."

When I heard this, I stood up angrily.

"I'm talking about you!, have you said enough!" "

Karuizawa-san, do you want to instruct Akane Nishizawa to smash other people's heads again?"

The girl named Kiyoko with a strap on her head that had been dealing with me all this time walked in.

"Wow, I'll just say that there must be a reason why a girl like Akane did that kind of thing, it turned out that Karuizawa instructed it. "

Hey, I've always heard that there is a conflict between Karuizawa and Kiyoko, and it seems that this matter is true. "

Actually, although I was still an active core figure in the class in junior high school, as long as you shine, someone will hate you.

Akane and I spent that day in an atmosphere where people were constantly talking about it and no one listened to even when we opened our mouths to explain.

After school, I stopped Kiyoko alone and wanted to ask her what she meant and why she was throwing dirty water on us.

Scold... And then I fell for it.

The next day, Kiyoko arrives at school with more serious injuries, and Akane and I suffer from the rolls of our classmates almost every few seconds.

I went to the teacher, but he didn't seem to care.

I also went to the police, but they just sent me away on the grounds that it was normal for children to fight.

I didn't dare tell my family about it, because then they might wonder if Kiyoko's injuries were caused by me.

So, I'm starting to become silent....

From time to time, thumbtacks were placed in shoes, animal carcasses were placed in drawers, dirty water was splashed in the bathroom, "Spring Girl" was written on school uniforms, hair was dragged by people, and others beat me.

It's as if the whole world is looking for fault with me.

Sometimes I would look up and ask, "Are the gods really watching over the world?"

And so, at the end of the semester, Akane invited me to a classroom and said that she was going to drop out.

I am speechless, but dropping out of school is definitely the best option compared to such a torment every day.

But at this time, Kiyoko and a group of girls blocked me and Akane in the classroom.

I don't know what happened at that time.

Can't remember.

Maybe they were slapped a few times and beaten a few times or something,

until they got tired...

I watched as they put a knife into Akane's hand, grabbed her hair and said threateningly.

If you don't stick a knife in my chest, then Akane will continue to be bullied even if she transfers.

The moment the knife plunged under my chest....

Actually, I didn't feel like I was going to die.

It's relief.

Isn't it funny.

At that time, I thought back to what caused this irreconcilable conflict between myself and Kiyoko.

Thinking about it, it's just that her grades are always above her, the male classmates she likes like herself, and she can only see her back in every sports meeting....

That's how the other party has been entangled with him throughout junior high school, and Akane has also entered the juvenile control center for stabbing herself.

I don't understand.

Why did this happen to me?

Karuizawa clenched her fists and tried to smash the floor in anger...

But... What's the use of that....

I didn't come to this school with any intention of changing myself, and I didn't expect people to like me.

I don't need youth.

Don't be friends.

I want to protect myself.

Even if it's like a parasite, parasitic on Beigong's bodymate.

This is a compromise with reality, helplessness at reality, and despair at reality.

I want to be able to bend and stretch, I want to rely on others, I want to force a smile.

It's the only option I can have to live.

Although she also longs for someone to enter her inner world.

But it's already hopeless....

Megumi Karuizawa picked up her phone and looked at the good night sent by the other party.

I have already made up my mind.

No matter what, no matter how much I am hated, I will never let that happen again...

"Jingle bell..."

, a caller ID suddenly came from the mobile phone, and the note on it was.

Karuizawa Megumi answered the phone with some confusion.

"Hey, Beigong-san. "

Yes, it's me.

"What's the matter with calling me so late, I'm just getting ready for a beauty sleep!"

Karuizawa turned on the phone's speaker, then hurriedly put on her pajamas, and went to the bathroom to wash her face well, so that those negative emotions dissipated as soon as possible.

"It's nothing, it's just the first time I have a girlfriend, so I can't sleep at night and want to hear your voice.

Beigong Lan's gentle tone came from the microphone, and Karui Zehui, who still felt bad like this, instantly laughed and said arrogantly.

"Just pretend, don't dream there. "

Oh, I forgot if you didn't say pretend.

Beigong Lan looked at the information in his mobile phone that was traded from the senior, and continued to speak.

"If your fake boyfriend doesn't get 25,000 points on the 1st of the next month, our relationship will be nullified immediately. "

Uhh!!h

"Don't worry, I'll transfer it to you as soon as the points are sent next month

!" "So do you have anything else to do besides this?!"

Karuizawa Megumi lay on the bed, holding her face in both hands.

Megumi Karuizawa

"It's okay, good night, and I wish you a good dream.

After Beigong Lan finished speaking, she hung up the phone, picked up the notebook on the side and began to sort out the known clues.

On the other side, Megumi Karuizawa pursed her lips and said dissatisfiedly.

"You guy, see how I clean you up tomorrow.

(The original book does not tell the cause of the scar on Megumi's flank, here is the author's own fabrication...) ）