Unable to Divorce After Signing the Marriage Contract

Geng Zhi raised his hand to rest his arm and looked to the ceiling.

“I owe… a lot.”

“But that was the last time, this time it should be regarded as accidental?” Geng Zhi pinched his nose, “I haven’t drunk much these days, and I didn’t expect to relapse.”

Lin Yuhe looked at him disapprovingly: “After recovering from pancreatitis, you should drink cautiously.”

Lin Yuhe reminded him of this when he returned to Baixi Town for the New Year during the winter vacation.

“Be careful next time.” Geng Zhi said, “By the way, I am working online now, so you should not mention it to others about the hospitalization, so as not to affect the progress of the work.”

Lin Yuhe stared at his face in silence for a while, looking at Geng Zhi a little inexplicable.

“What’s wrong?”

Lin Yuhe asked, “Do you mean Big Brother Fang by others?”

Geng Zhi laughed: “Why did you suddenly get the hang of it?”

Lin Yuhe didn’t distract him from the subject, and asked, “Is it because of him the first time you got sick? What happened to you?”

His expression is serious.

“I don’t want to inquire about your privacy, and I haven’t asked about it before.” Lin Yuhe said, “but I think there are problems that should be solved, and the longer you drag it, the more painful it will become.”

Isn’t it more painful the longer it gets?

Geng Zhi thought.

Just like a recurring disease, it is unharmed on the surface, damaged on the inside, and the mechanism that breaks down the body more and more again and again.

Lin and He saw that the other party hadn’t spoken yet, and was about to speak again, but suddenly heard Geng Zhi say.

“I have thought many times, why did we break up, and if there is a chance to make it back.”

His voice is a bit misty, and his sight is still on the ceiling, looking a little absent-minded.

Lin Yuhe could hear it.

How much effort did this sentence cost Geng Zhi.

Lin Yuhe knew—he had thought about his mother for a long time, so he knew it.

If the answer is good, there is no need to think about it many times.

Geng Zhi finally spoke.

“There has always been a problem between us,” his voice became muted, “I didn’t notice it.”

When Fang Musen was forcibly stuffed around Geng Zhi, Geng Zhi didn’t actually show much interest in him. At that time, although the Geng family’s assets could not be compared with the wealthy, they were already among the best in the Cangshan area. The smaller the city, the closer the attachment of humanity. Geng Zhi was accustomed to all kinds of flattery since he was a child. At first, he did not pay extra attention to this handsome and silent boy.

It was only because of Lin Mu’s support that Geng Zhi remembered that face, and occasionally helped him to prevent the other party from being wronged too much.

At first, there was no definite cause for the change of the situation, and when Geng Zhi recalled it countless times later, he was actually in a trance. He only remembered that it was a hot summer where everything was growing vigorously, and he was screaming endlessly outside, the weather was so hot as if the air was a little distorted. Although the two air conditioners were turned on in the classroom to cool down together, the sunlight shining through the windows still made people dizzy.

Opposite the tutoring agency is the largest shopping mall in the city. During the break, Geng Zhi would often go to DQ in the shopping mall to buy ice cream with his friends. It was an age when ice cream for two yuan would be regarded as expensive by most families, but most of the students at the tutoring agency were regular customers of DQ.

Sometimes Geng Zhi and the others came back early. If they didn’t step on the class bell to enter the door, they would see the air-conditioned but empty classroom. In the classroom, Fang Musen in the corner was always alone reading with his head down.

Fang Musen really couldn’t keep up at the very beginning. Even when the teacher asked everyone to talk about his hobbies before the class was active, he just said dryly about “readingbook”. There were a lot of model airplanes, riding, Lego, etc. The answer is slightly abrupt. Fang Musen is young, and it is not suitable for this kind of tutoring for international students. Geng Zhi guesses that he may not have been exposed to all English teaching before.

But his progress is so fast.

Fang Musen always reminded Geng Zhi of the shoots and bamboos that broke out of the mountains, so swift and tender. His growth rate is almost alarming. When he first came, the teacher saw his composition and just shook his head and put it down. Within a month, Fang Musen’s homework became a model essay.

Geng Zhi also inevitably paid more attention to the boy. In the summer, many things grew so fast that it was unreasonable. When Geng Zhi went to DQ to buy ice cream again, he brought back an extra cup and placed it on the corner of Fang Musen’s desk.

“I bought too much when I ordered, and I couldn’t finish it.”

Geng Zhi saw those quiet eyes looking up at him, biting the tip of the straw and making a mistake, and said vaguely.

“Give you.”

He watched Fang Musen lower his head, licked, and scooped a spoonful of crumbled cheesecake into his mouth. The blizzard of cherry cheese flavor is pale pink, a bit darker than those slightly moist and moist thin lips.

But people suddenly felt that the sweet cherries were not as sweet and delicious as the lip color.

Geng Zhi’s canine teeth grind again.

It’s kind of itchy.

Something is growing uncontrollably.

Although this first gift given by Geng Zhi personally ended in Fang Musen politely asking about the price of ice cream, and Geng Zhi accepted the neat and careful stack of banknotes without saying anything, the two of them quickly got together. NS.

Young people always progress quickly when they fall in love, and they have no worries.

Within a few days, Geng Zhi moved his desk next to Fang Musen, from the middle of the classroom to the corner. Sometimes when he was too lazy to move after class, he would sleep on Fang Musen’s pillow. Unlike other hot and sweaty boys, Fang Musen is always refreshing, with a clean and refreshing soap scent.

It’s always comfortable to sleep with him. After a long time, Geng Zhi got used to the smell. He asked Fang Musen whether his perfume was Amalfi Citrus or Bulgari Blue Tea, both of which were somewhat similar, but not exactly the same.

Fang Musen paused obviously when he heard the question, and did not answer immediately. Geng Zhi thought about the pocket money the Chen family might give, and consciously lowered the price: “Or DАVidoff’s cold water?”

Fang Musen said: “It’s soap.”

Geng Zhi: “…”

Fang Musen thought for a while, then said, “I also added a little saponins from the old courtyard tree.”

Geng Zhi later discovered that it was useless to ask about perfume. He had to put people on his pillow.

During those days, time flies so fast. Falling in love at this age is nothing new, but it’s a little bit special for two people with the same background difference and being boys. But with regard to Geng Zhi, the teachers always close one eye, and classmates and friends will not talk nonsense in front of him.

At first, some people would mention the reason why Fang Musen was able to join the class. After being educated by Geng Zhi once, no one would dare anymore.

Geng Zhi is a well-known guardian. Friends will readily help out whatever happens, which is more obvious to those who fall into his circle. Someone once scolded Xiaolin and Tsuru as “sick ghosts”, and was beaten by Geng Zhi for three times. The city was full of noise. The next day, the man was taken by his parents to apologize to the Lin family. .

Geng Zhi’s attitude towards Mu Sen was different from that towards Lin and He.

It’s not just about caring, it’s more about possession.

Those who can’t stop, want more and more.

They explored together, branding each other, and the hot wind like fire filled the whole summer, but it was not hot enough for each other’s hot sniffles and sweat dripping from their skins.

Geng Zhi always felt that Fang Musen was very fragrant, and the soap scent on the clean white shirt slowly soaked into his bones, like the color of water immersed in cold jade. The scent will become stronger at certain moments, clearly clean and refreshing, but temptingly disturbed.

The two spent nearly four months in the summer, and then Geng Zhi studied abroad, another year and a half in a foreign country.

They gave each other the most important moments of youth in their lives, the transformation of adolescence and the adulthood at the age of eighteen, leaving traces in each other’s lives that could not be erased for a long time.

But happiness cannot be the only thing in youth, just like not all love can go to perfection.

After a long time together, Geng Zhi gradually realized that Fang Musen was different from what he had imagined. This difference is subtly divided into two directions. On the one hand, it led Geng Zhi to sink deeper and deeper than he had expected, and on the other hand, he was suddenly awakened in the deep sinking—

Because of Fang Musen’s unusual indifference and calmness.

Geng Zhi is not arrogant enough to make a conclusion about what feelings should be like, but it is impossible for him not to notice those clues.

Fang Musen never refuses Geng Zhi, no matter how exaggerated the request, he is an individual who is close to perfection, but he never asks for it.

Geng Zhi bought a lot of things for Fang Musen, and his kind of operation of paying money without looking at the amount has long been used. Every time Geng Zhi gave Fang Musen a gift, Fang Musen would not refuse, but would always return something of the same value later.

Geng Zhi said that he several times, and when he was angry about this, he really fought for several nights, but finally saw Fang Musen’s faint blue and black when he closed his eyes during the break of the second day, but Geng Zhi was the first to lose. Coming down.

No matter how angry, I can’t bear it.

But Geng Zhi didn’t know if Fang Musen would be reluctant to himself-does love matter? No one can see that Libra. Geng Zhi’s likes are inherently occupied and protected, but he can’t find the same shadow in Fang Musen.

Geng Zhi thought about it many times, and inevitably he would think of Fang Musen’s approach to his cause.

He also knew the Chen family’s calculations.

Feelings or tasks, Geng Zhi, who read countless people as a child, never thought that one day she would be confused. He had doubts about himself, and he would inevitably be shaken. When he was anxious, he gritted his teeth and blurted out that Fang Musen was rigid and boring, and he only had learning in his eyes.

-Except that he refuses to divide an extra piece for himself.

At that time, Fang Musen had a pale face, and stood up silently to leave. He really made up his mind to leave, and then he was hugged tightly. It was like digging into muscles, and he couldn’t get enough pain.

That day was the first time Geng Zhi saw Fang Musen’s gaffe, and the two had an unprecedented quarrel. Geng Zhi finally heard Fang Musen speak, inhaling intermittently and talking to him.

“Not a task…I like it.”

Geng Zhi’s throat was choked, and suddenly everything was left behind.

He bit and kissed the thin red lips, biting Fang Musen to apologize to him for the words just now, repeating his liking over and over again.

Geng Zhi can do nothing, just protect the person in his arms.

He thought he could and could do it.

Then Geng Zhi’s sophomore year, with only one year left for the three-year undergraduate program, and he will have to consider where he will go after graduation. Geng Zhi’s plan is to return to China. Although it only takes one year for graduate school abroad, if he wants to return to work in China, he will naturally go back to China to develop contacts.

Geng Zhi had made plans, but he did not expect to encounter such strong opposition from his parents. The Geng family has expanded overseas business early, and in the past two years it has also planned to emigrate. Naturally, they will not let their son affect their future plans because of a relationship.

Geng’s father directly found him a girl who was also an international student in Gengzhi’s university. He wanted to introduce him to Gengzhi as his girlfriend. He had a strong tone and made him feel relieved.

“You should have enough for the past two years, right?”

Geng Zhi is tougher than him.

“impossible.”

Approaching May, Geng Zhi had reached the end of the term. He comforted his lover and promised to solve it by himself. Then, taking advantage of the short gap between the two exams, he flew back to the country.

With a detailed plan that was bound into a book, and a pre-printed version, Geng Zhi plans to solve this problem face to face with his parents.

I also want to take a look at Fang Musen, who is about to take the college entrance examination.

But Geng Zhi never expected that he would travel thousands of miles and wait for him to be such a brief and neat “break up”.

“let’s break up.”

Geng Zhi had a bad temper and a violent temper. When he was anxious, he would blurt out the wrong words, but no matter how he spoke, he never mentioned the word breakup.

The words fell to the ground forcefully.

How can it be easily mentioned?

Many days of boredom, exhaustion, and restlessness are like piles of wet mud from the remaining leaves, and finally fermented and rotten into unresolved dissatisfaction. The suspicion that had been cut off with his own hands once again pulled branches from the remaining roots and became dumb, and grew into a towering appearance that could not be shaken—

Does Fang Musen really like him?

In May, it was summer in the land of Shu, and the sultry air made Geng Zhi feel painful like needle sticks all over his body. He looked at Fang Musen, who was muffled in front of him, through his blood-soaked vision.

The boy lowered his head. For two hours, his incredible surprise and repeated questions to Geng Zhi always had only one “I don’t want to talk” answer. Only when he answered the phone call from his classmates, he could reply fluently.

“Well, my second model paper is sandwiched in five miles of physics compulsory course…”

Maybe I really thought wrong. Geng Zhi thought to himself, how can love be more important than the future.

Therefore, his position in Fang Musen’s heart can never compare to learning.

He was the one who delayed the other party.

“Then separate.”

Geng Zhi no longer remembers the tone in which he said this sentence, or even if he said it in its entirety. After speaking, he got up and left, walked to the trash can on the side of the street under the dazzling daylight, and stopped. Down.

The rotten smell spreading in the barrel was so nauseous, Geng Zhi blankly shredded the printed planning book page by page and threw it in.

Then he stretched out his hand, stopped a taxi, and hurried back to the airport.

Summer is here again.

They have broken up.

After listening to Geng Zhi’s brief introduction, Lin Yuhe curled his eyebrows and remained silent for a while.

Geng Zhi knew that he could not digest so much emotional information in a short time. Even Geng Zhi himself had thought about it for many years to understand it.

“At that time I was too young to understand.”

He raised his fingers and rubbed the bridge of his nose and said.

“I don’t know what he is bearing. Just approaching me took him too much effort. Our original social circle was very different. He was ostracized and mocked for a long time before. He didn’t like that kind of occasion very much, but he was with me. Together, he sees those people who used to be every day.”

Love can cross the barriers of family history, but it must also withstand the test of differences in family history. Geng Zhi grew up in the environment of many stars and Gongyue, no one would think that he would be rude to him, but Fang Musen could not be treated like this.

Fang Musen faced a hundred times more misinterpretation and malice than before. The most sad thing was that he couldn’t even refute it.

Because at first it was not a simple approach.

“What I think about the most is that he never liked me, but when I returned to China during the summer vacation that year, I was in a bad mood and drank too much. The phone called him…he answered.”

That time, Geng Zhi was actually trapped. It was rumored outside that he was single again, and something was added to the wine. People with daring wanted to fish him. Geng Zhi noticed something was wrong, but it was too late. He insisted on reasoning and dialed a number…Or he was already completely drunk at that time, so he called Fang Musen.

And Fang Musen actually came to pick him up.

In the crowded bar, under the dappled bright and dark light, the music of the resident singer was exhausted, Fang Musen only calmly said a word to the group of people who were arrogant and refused to let go.

“I am his boyfriend.”

It has been a long time since Geng Zhi broke up, but no one dared to insist on it. After all, Geng Zhi never made a statement, and his friends did not mention it when they asked about it.

Fang Musen’s words shook everyone present. Everyone knew how much Geng Zhi protected his shortcomings, and knew better what Geng Zhi could do for this lover.

So in the end, no one dared to stop them.

Fang Musen took away Geng Zhi, who was lying on his shoulders, who was so drunk that he couldn’t open his eyes, but refused to let go of a little force.

“I was so drunk, I was not awake at that time, I only knew that I kept holding him. That night I knew how much he liked me.”

The memory of that night was washed out by alcohol, and all that could be remembered was the whispers that had been repeated so many times and had been hidden for too long.

“I like you.”

Geng Zhi shook his fingers, looked at his empty palm, and said.

“I woke up the next day and he was gone. After that, we were completely separated.”

Lin and He heard some doubts, why did they separate after confirming their minds?

He asked: “Did you go to Brother Fang afterwards?”

Geng Zhi said: “I have been there many times.”

The drunk night completely changed Geng Zhi’s mind. He was determined to chase the person back again, and made up his mind to completely eliminate the obstacle between the two.

But when he really did it, Geng Zhi discovered that the difficulties in actual operation are far from being solved by carefully bound plans.

After all, Geng Zhi was still too young. The first two to ten years of his life went smoothly. He was covered by his family. Only then did he discover how difficult it is to defy his parents.

Not to mention persuading his parents to agree to marry him with the same sex, even without the help of his parents to help the Chen family, it seems like a fantasy.

During that time, for the first time, Geng Zhi was so intensive in communication, busy at work, and participated in various wine bureaus desperately, just for those who listened to Geng’s father’s tone not to embarrass the Chen family, and to make up for what should have been given to Fang Musen. The help of the Chen family.

Geng Zhi recalled only then that Fang Musen was first sent to him by the Chen family in the name of establishing a good relationship, but Fang Musen had never asked for anything for two years.

Whether it is for the Chen family or for himself.

It is impossible for a begging wine bureau to be like the party where Geng Zhi was banned before. The indescribable can’t help it. The numbness of alcohol will remind Geng Zhi of that day and that night in the bar.

Later, it was not clear whether it was entertainment or alcoholism. The final outcome was that Geng Zhi suffered from acute pancreatitis due to excessive alcohol.

At that time, although Geng Zhi had handled the outfield affairs almost safely, the relationship between him and his family was still tense. Geng’s father and Geng Zhi were violent, and even pointed his nose to swear words to sever the relationship between father and son until Geng Zhi. After a sudden illness was hospitalized, Father Geng finally changed his tone and was no longer so tough.

“At that time, I felt that the affairs of the Chen family and ours were handled, and I finally had the confidence to find him and get back together. That was the first time I went to talk to him.”

Geng Zhi said.

“He didn’t see me.”

“It seems… he doesn’t really want to fall in love,” Geng Zhi said after thinking about it.

“Later when the freshman year started, I didn’t tell him when I went to look for it. I wanted to go quietly and stop him face-to-face.”

As a result, Geng Zhi really saw Fang Musen, on campus, with his classmates. Far away, Geng Zhi couldn’t hear what they were talking about, and only saw Fang Musen smile.

In September, summer is coming to an end. In the breeze of the summer season, the boy wearing a white T denim looked brisk, happy and dazzling.

It was completely different from the silence that was left out at the banquet and in the counseling organization.

“He should be shining, and will attract all eyes-if not staying by my side and being suppressed.”

For the first time, Geng Zhi was shaken by the idea of ​​recombination.

“I have been there a few times since then, without telling him. But Komori is very keen, and he will find out more often.”

“Gradually, I stopped going.”

Lin Yuhe took a short breath, digesting this complicated story and was still a bit overloaded, he asked, “What about this time? Why are you determined to chase Big Brother Fang again?”

“On the one hand, my parents completely agreed.”

Geng Zhi said plainly, but Lin Yuhe knew that it was not that simple at all. Although he was young and didn’t know about Geng Zhi’s and Fang Musen’s relationship, the relationship between Geng Zhi and Geng’s father was very bad a few years ago. side.

Until recent years, Geng’s father had a serious illness. In ten days, he issued three critical illness notices and walked on the edge of life and death. Geng Zhi traveled everywhere to find the best treatment plan for him, and those who accompanied him in recuperating abroad. In days, the father and son finally reached a reconciliation slowly.

From the resolute opposition back then to the initiative to ask about the progress of Geng Zhi and his first love, it is really difficult for Lin Yuhe to imagine how much Geng Zhi’s energy was exhausted by this change.

However, Geng Zhi only mentioned one sentence and then changed the subject.

“On the other hand… do you remember the day he said he was going to go on a blind date?”

Lin Yuhe nodded: “Yeah.”

Geng Zhi bought a big puff that day, and Lin and He remembered that Fang Musen had asked for leave the next day.

Geng Zhi slowly raised his hand and raised his hand, covering his eyes with the back of his hand.

“It was because of what happened that night that I couldn’t let him go.”

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The conservative treatment of pancreatitis usually lasted about a week, but Geng Zhi was discharged from the hospital on the second day after Lin Yuhe visited.

He and Fang Musen are still cooperating at work, and there will be a dinner this evening. Although Geng Zhi had always been online in order to give people space, he couldn’t bear to give up on this rare opportunity to meet.

A dinner party means that there are a lot of people, and Komori can probably be more at ease without having to be alone.

Geng Zhi thought, and felt that he was passionate, even if he was sitting opposite Fang Musen, the other party would not look at him more.

But he was satisfied with the sight of people.

During the meal, Fang Musen turned a blind eye to Geng Zhi, and Geng Zhi did not bother him. He just heard a few words from a few colleagues while chatting, saying that Fang had been busy these past two days and seemed a little tired.

Geng Zhi couldn’t help but looked at Fang Musen a few more times, until he saw Fang Musen slowly frowning at the dinner plate in front of him, and Geng Zhi had to control himself to control his eyes.

The dinner was over, and it was still early. The colleagues who had been so happy didn’t want to leave. The last hit hit it off and they simply went to the nearby bar to renew the stall.

Geng Zhi had nothing to do. He just ate cephalosporins when he ate, and he didn’t drink alcohol. Then he went to the bar to order some milk. He seemed to hesitate when he saw Fang Musen at first, but in the end everyone wanted to go. Fang Musen didn’t say anything and agreed, probably because he didn’t want to disappoint his colleagues.

Geng Zhi knew that Fang Musen didn’t catch a cold on such occasions, but he didn’t expect that Fang Musen would sit in a corner and drink by himself silently.

Fang Musen’s movements were not rude, but rather casual, with a touch of indescribable sultry. But the speed at which he drinks is jaw-dropping—almost as fast as he can eat in a hurry.

Geng Zhi frowned, and someone next to him noticed Fang Musen’s strangeness, and asked in a low voice. Some people said that Special Assistant Fang seemed to be in a bad mood these days, and that he had worked overtime all night, which might be a bit stressful.

Geng Zhi has been in the hospital these days, and he has always disapproved of Lu Nan’s way, so now he doesn’t know what happened to Fang Musen.

Is it the Chen family? Lin Yuhe said that it is difficult for Lu to be too busy these days, why does Fang Musen have to spend the night?

Before Geng Zhi could think about it, the waiter sent a glass of freshly made cocktail.

Colleagues are surprised: “Are we all on the wine?”

The waiter put the triangle cup in front of Fang Musen, pointed in a direction, and said, “A guest over there ordered it to this gentleman.”

“…” Everyone glanced at Fang Musen silently, and they couldn’t hide Special Assistant Fang’s face even when sitting in the corner.

Fang Musen was still drinking the Hei Fang in his hand, without raising his eyes.

“No thanks.”

The waiter hesitated for a moment, and suddenly a voice came in behind him.

“Don’t like Martini? How about a different taste you like?”

A strange young man came over, raised his eyebrows and smiled at Fang Musen.

It was the customer who delivered the wine just pointed by the waiter.

The sound of the bar sound is very loud, and colleagues who are sitting a little far away can’t hear clearly what is happening here.

But no one could have imagined that Fang Musen’s short sentence shocked everyone.

Fang Musen said: “I have a boyfriend.”

The colleagues were silent for a moment and looked at Fang Musen dumbfounded.

When did this happen? !

No, no, who is that boyfriend? ?

A senior in the team who has worked with Fang Musen for many years explained: “No, Fang Ge would say that when he was drunk, but it has been many years. We have never seen it before. It should be a joke…”

They were talking to colleagues. The voice was not loud. The young man didn’t hear him, and he was still talking to Fang Musen with great interest.

“It’s such a coincidence? I just didn’t have one, we two really complement each other…”

Before he finished speaking, he was photographed.

“What are you doing?” The young man turned his head impatiently, and saw a man who was half his head taller and with a hairtail smiled at him kindly.

“Take a step to speak.”

The young man took another look at the other person. Although this person looks good, it is not his food. He waved his hand, trying to let the other person not get in the way, but his arm was suddenly held.

The young man’s teeth were sore that he almost didn’t scream on the spot. “you…!”

He grinned in pain, and finally heard a word in the noisy music.

“I am his boyfriend.”

The small smile in the man’s low voice made the young man’s scalp numb with fright.

In the next second, he was forced to go far.

Five minutes later, Geng Zhi walked back, the table had already explained Fang Musen’s amazing words just now, and the lively atmosphere was restored.

This excitement does not include Fang Musen, who has been bowing his head.

Geng Zhi twisted his eyebrows and asked the colleague next to him: “Special Assistant Fang is still drinking?”

“Yes, one bottle of black has bottomed out, and I have to pour the second bottle,” the colleague scratched his head, “I didn’t expect that, Fang Ge has such a good drinker.”

What a fart.

Geng Zhi smiled and said, “But if I drink so fast, the wine is almost gone. Let’s go to the bar and order a few more glasses.”

He asked about the drinks everyone wanted to add, and finally walked in front of Fang Musen, and walked smoothly with Fang Musen, holding the second bottle of black that was about to be poured in his hand.

“Let’s go order a few more glasses.”

Fang Musen looked at his suddenly empty hand and blinked dullly.

His long eyelashes dangled, and the light reflected on them was moving.

Geng Zhi couldn’t help squeezing the wine bottle in his palm.

Fang Musen was obviously drunk, so he followed Geng Zhi and walked away without objection. There were so many people in the bar that it was too crowded, and in the end Geng Zhi led the people to the bar.

Halfway through, Geng Zhi suddenly heard a slightly dumb voice.

“It’s not you.”

“Huh?” Geng Zhi asked, “What?”

Fang Musen didn’t look at him, and whispered: “Your boyfriend is not you.”

He actually heard what Geng Zhi had said before taking the young man away.

Geng Zhi’s breathing was stagnant, then gradually calmed down, and slowly said, “Isn’t it me?”

“no.”

Fang Musen was hit by the person next to him, and he frowned.

“It’s not you…” His voice was vague, “Go away.”

Geng Zhi asked him patiently and calmly.

“Who is that?”

Fang Musen closed his mouth and said nothing.

He concentrated on walking forward, but was trapped by Geng Zhi behind him with his circled hands, unable to move in the noisy crowd.

“Can’t you tell me? Who is it?”

Geng Zhi leaned against his ear and asked softly.

Fang Musen wrinkled his nose, as if being impatient with the question, he said, “It’s not you anyway…”

“You made me sore that day.”

He said.

“If I said no, you won’t listen.”

The arm around his waist suddenly stiffened.

The night after returning from the bar many years ago reappeared suddenly. The messy sheets were soaked that they could not be seen closely, the white muddy liquid was mixed with powdery blood stains, and there was even a drop of blood spilled on the floor next to the bed.

When I woke up early in the morning, I saw that there was no one in the house, only the remnants of blood.

Heart-cutting bones, shocking.

“pain”.

One word pierces the heart again.

“…sorry.”

Geng Zhi’s voice was extremely hoarse, almost choking in his throat, unable to pronounce.

“I was drunk that night and didn’t hear me, sorry.”

The person in his arms moved, seeming to be strangled uncomfortably by his arm. Geng Zhi hurriedly reduced his strength, and the other party stopped moving.

“Don’t be sorry.”

There was a slight warmth on the forearm, and Fang Musen put his hand on it. His movements were very light and his voice was light and fluttering.

Like a dream.

“You still get drunk…”

“I can only say I like you when I’m drunk.”

The crowd on the dance floor of the bar was crowded, but the noise around it faded like a tide. In the moment of silence, there was only the vigorous beating sound of the heart coming through the arteries in the ears.

Yesterday, in the hospital, Lin Yuhe asked Geng Zhi why he wanted to get it back so many years later, Geng Zhi mentioned the blind date that night.

“I was out of control that day and kissed him.”

When it was most painful, Geng Zhi thought that Fang Musen hated him, and regarded him as a scar or pus scar, and he wanted to be able to gouge out an unbearable period in his life.

After the impulse kiss, Geng Zhi was also ready to be disgusted and rejected.

His toughness trapped the opponent’s knee, but suddenly he bumped into something.

… Fang Musen was kissed by him.

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It’s so fierce!

(I’m talking about myself

Thanks to the little angel who cast the grenade: 2 Luxi; 45244412, 1 ice cream ball;

Thank you for the little angels who cast mines: Liu Zhu 10; it seems to be me 2; Tiantian, JUDY, Mao Chengcheng and Tu Feifei, Yundanfengqingjinwuzheng, carolcllee, Sunny89, Su Yi, Yuyu Yeah , YAOYAO, and 1 Jiangbaijing;

Thanks to the little angel who irrigated the nutrient solution: 150 bottles of Chong’an Hometown; 50 bottles of cake can be fried in phosphoric acid; 44 bottles of Yuyuya and chrysanthemum tea; 26 bottles of Mao Chengcheng and Tu Feifei; 24 bottles of Ji Yun; Kt. 14 bottles; Jiang Shipwrecked 13 bottles; Mu Mu 11 bottles; Sleepy Miscellaneous Notes, Dumplings, Just Love Cheese Pork Rib Soup, White Egg White, Ning Ning, 10 bottles so good; 8 bottles of Aluo; sier, Wan Xiaoxi_, Xiaoye Seed lll, Mu Yu, 31387795, 5 bottles of resignation from time to time; 2 bottles of Yishan, Dadada, Z1026, Yuwei; Sangougou, Miao Miao do not eat fish, Bluuu, reminder and reminder More, 1 bottle of Hanyu;