Villainesses in Romance Fantasy Become Obsessed

56. I hate being alone. I can’t be without you (4)

56. I hate being alone. I can’t be without you (4)

Nocturnal.

Bluebell seems to be sleeping late.

Even though the hour hand is currently pointing at 1:00, it’s hard to see why it’s so active.

“Hey Damian. Anything else to talk about?”

“… I’m sleepy now Can’t I sleep?”

“No, talk to me all night!”

Since I am lying on the bed and staring at the ceiling, I fall asleep.

However, I can’t sleep due to the voice of Bluebell chattering next to me.

If my consciousness were to fade just a little…

“Hey, isn’t Damian sleeping? Wake up.”

Cook Cook-

Pokes me in the side and makes me sober.

Today, it seemed like Bluebell wouldn’t let me fall asleep.

I glared at the bluebell lying next to me with wide eyes.

She was lying on her side on the bed, looking at me.

“… When are you going to sleep, Bluebell?”

“I will sleep after you leave the room.”

“… I want to ask why.”

“Time is wasted. It’s been a while since the two of you have been together. You better stay awake.”

Are you saying you want to fully enjoy all the time you spend with me?

It’s a greedy bluebell-like idea.

She asked, looking at me to satisfy her greed.

“By the way, Damian. Aren’t you engaged?”

“Yes, I won’t.”

“Why?”

“The engagement must come in. Engagement isn’t something you do alone.”

“… Okay? Are you thinking of getting engaged?”

I closed my eyes slightly to agree with that answer.

Impossible to be born into this world as an aristocrat.

Because I have to get engaged and get married to someone from another family.

By the way…

‘Surely, can I get engaged and married? Seduce those wicked women.’

A normal future cannot be imagined.

It’s probably close to impossible.

“Still, I want to do it at least once.”

Be in harmony with a normal woman.

Homely and happily.

Bluebell nodded as if she was satisfied with my answer.

“Aren’t you a non-marriageist? That’s it. That was a good answer, Damian.”

What is good?

Bluebell stared at my face with a serious smile.

The blue eyes of her looking at me were filled with mystery as dawn broke.

‘It looks darker than usual.’

It looks dark because the lights are off, right?

I dismissed it as a whim, and continued to make eye contact with Bluebell.

“… “

“… “

We had nothing to say, so we kept our mouths shut.

Nevertheless, they continued to look into each other’s eyes.

Something around my heart was shaking and it felt like it was tickling me.

‘It’s embarrassing for nothing… ‘

Blue Bell also felt ashamed, her face was blushing.

Well, since we are making eye contact at a distance where our noses can touch each other.

It was rather strange that I didn’t feel any shame.

‘She’s pretty too if she keeps her mouth shut.’

When Blue Bell becomes an adult, she wonders if she will get engaged.

When she thought that way, her heart was a little uneasy.

Nevertheless, I wanted to hear Bluebell’s thoughts.

“Then, what about Bluebell?”

“What?”

“Do you intend to get engaged when you become an adult?”

“Of course I have an idea. To be honest, if I don’t get married, who will? People like me don’t get married. Isn’t that too much of a waste?”

Bluebell is full of confidence.

Still, it’s better to see a self-confident look than a look dominated by melancholy.

A smile naturally formed on my lips.

“Yes, unless you get married. That must be a bit of a waste.”

“You think so too?”

“For now?”

“… First of all, what else? Okay, you are always like this.”

Still.

“I know what you think of me.”

Bluebell responded to my smile with a smile.

Did my body relax at that warm smile?

My eyes were slowly closing.

This was a warning from my body, not my will.

‘You are tired, are you really going to stay awake? Poisonous, poisonous.’

My body tells me to close my eyes.

Anyway, my body, which sleeps an average of six hours a day, seemed unable to withstand today’s schedule.

‘I went to bed after studying, got up again and went to lecture, maybe it was because I cleaned Bluebell’s room today… ‘

It seemed difficult to hold on any longer.

Seeing that my eyes were slowly closing, Bluebell called out to wake her up.

“Hey, is it over already?! No! Talk to me more!”

“No matter what you do… I guess this is the limit… “

“Shut up! Just don’t close your eyes! When you sleep, I do whatever I want really?!””

“I don’t know… Do whatever you feel like… “

I decided to go to sleep.

I couldn’t stand it any longer.

With my eyes gradually closing, I heard Bluebell’s small whisper.

“Really- everything you said-? Do-it-yourself?”

You were telling me something.

I fell asleep and couldn’t hear properly.

***

“Do you really do what you say? Do you want to?”

“… “

No answer.

You mean I can really do whatever I want, right?

Bluebell poked Damien’s cheek with her finger.

“… “

“Are you really sleeping?”

Damian doesn’t respond.

He lay defenseless on the bed and fell into a deep sleep.

Seeing that figure in front of her eyes, Bluebell couldn’t stay still.

I couldn’t stand it.

“You said? Can you do whatever you want? Am I right?”

Seulgeum- Seulgeum-

Bluebell moved towards Damian, who had fallen asleep, wiggling his body.

The distance that her nose could reach narrowed, and she reached the distance that her mouth could reach.

“… “

Gulp-

Blue Bell, her face about to explode, decided to be more greedy.

I lowered his body down and landed near Damian’s chest.

And then, as it were, I dug deeper and held it tight in Damian’s arms.

“… It’s good, it’s comfortable.”

The empty heart feels filled with things that cannot be described in words.

Blue Bell buried her face in Damian’s chest, inhaling and exhaling her breath.

Heart beats fast, feeling full.

“I-I think I will get addicted to this… Oh, no… !”

Hodadak-

Bluebell let out a heavy breath and quickly fled into Damian’s arms.

“My, am I addicted to Damian? Heh, ha… Funny! What the hell am I! I… “

…

Shall we try one more time?

One more time for Bluebell, who is weak against temptation.

She moved her body and went into Damian’s arms.

Her pride hurts when others see her, it doesn’t really matter when she’s alone.

And now, Damian is asleep.

“You won’t know no matter what I do? You jerk.”

But, no way.

“You don’t do this in front of other girls, do you?”

If Damian shows himself like this in front of another woman…

“… I want to kill them both.”

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Bluebell automatically gritted her teeth in her jealousy.

When she imagined Damian sticking with another woman, she couldn’t hold back her emotions.

“… Just get engaged to another woman. ‘Cause I’ll kill you If you’re going to date, do it with me. If you’re going to get engaged, do it with me. It’s your fault that my heart has become like this.”

Normally, her ego was hurt, but she wouldn’t have taken it out of her own mouth.

Damien glared at her while she was asleep, and she poured out her words as she wanted to say.

Bluebell spat out the words, and buried her face again in her chest in her shame.

Thumping- Thrilling-

“I can hear my heart… Damian’s heart beats like this. Want to have.”

Constant tempo.

Comfortable sound.

Listening to her over and over again, Blue Bell felt that the thorn she was erecting was disappearing.

Her heart was naturally becoming peaceful.

‘This is called love.’

Okay.

I feel at ease and happy.

I don’t have any gloomy thoughts.

Bluebell moved the arm of her sleeping Damian and made her hug her.

Just like that, her own arms also hugged her Damian.

“… This is what made me like you It’s your fault.”

A bad dream that I had every night.

If I’m with Damian, I don’t think I’ll have such a bad dream.

If Damian is by my side all my life, I can be happy.

Now I know for sure.

“As expected, I hate being alone. I need you more than anything, Damian.”

If only you.

I don’t think I need anything.

Even if I don’t have money or fame, I think I’ll be happy if I’m in your arms.

Bluebell slowly closed his eyes in Damian’s arms.

“Engagement… documents… Should I send… “

Whispering your wishes.

Blue Bell shook off her blues and closed her eyes, feeling her happiness.

“If you leave me again… I know I’m really going to die… One of us must die… “

With a stern warning.

Of course Bluebell’s words are sincere.

The moment Damian abandoned him, Blue Bell was prepared to kill her.

The only thing left for her in her world was the love of her name, Damian.

***

When I woke up, I saw an unfamiliar ceiling.

“… That’s right, this is Bluebell’s dormitory.”

Time is… 5 O’clock.

Since it’s before the students start their activities, you’d better get up and leave.

I barely opened my eyes and tried to get myself up to get ready.

However.

“… What, why are you sleeping here?”

Sneaky-

A bluebell held in her arms like a baby.

‘My arm felt numb for some reason… Did you use my arm as a pillow?’

Be careful not to break it.

I pulled out my arm which Bluebell was using as her pillow.

Why is he sleeping in this position?

I wanted to think about that, but I didn’t have time right now, so I decided to leave this place quickly.

‘The bag is over there… Bluebell is… ‘

Since you are sleeping well.

You’d better leave first without waking me up.

I lifted Bluebell up and put a pillow around her neck.

“Ummm… Damian… If you run away, give me… “

“What are you dreaming of?”

I have a funny dream since morning.

I smiled and covered him with a blanket.

Bluebell lay down on her bed, looking like a baby, exhaling her even breath.

“Good night, Bluebell. I’ll go first.”

Have a nice dream.

I hope you come to today’s lecture.

With such hope, I opened the door to the girls’ dormitory.

“Oh, that’s right. This is the girls’ dormitory. How do you get out?”

f*cked.

I thought I got one right, but there’s still a lot left to do.

It was dark in front of my eyes.