84. Imprisonment is pure love. Pure love is obsession. Obsession is confinement (2)

84. Confinement is pure love. Pure love is obsession. Obsession Confinement (2)

“I am tired now. If you’re going to live in captivity like this… I’d rather die.”

“What?”

As Bluebell advised.

Threats to risk one’s life spouted like bluebells.

“… Did you say you would die in front of me?”

Nadia’s expression hardened in an instant, and she put the paper bag in his hand.

As if Nadia’s heart sank.

Kung-

The envelope made a dull sound as it fell to the floor.

My dinner inside spilled out between the envelopes.

A simple tomato stew.

Nadia walked towards me without even looking at me.

The expression on his face was terribly hardened.

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“… Say it again, Damian. What did you just say Didn’t I hear something wrong?”

“No, I heard you right. If you don’t release my confinement, I’d rather die.”

“Ha, I don’t know who cheated on my Damian.”

Nadia hardens her expression coldly.

She wiggled her sensitive nose and twisted the corners of her mouth.

“Damian. Do I look like an asshole just like the other girls? I know you better than anyone You, I know, will never take your own life.”

Nadia asserts with a smile.

Even so, she couldn’t erase her insecurities that were hidden behind her composure.

Even though she affirmed that I would not end her life, she was uneasy at heart.

‘As Bluebell said, it works.’

Nadia didn’t try to understand me and tried to force me.

However, although it has now approached me, it has taken a step back.

She is being careful in her own way.

I really fear that I will die.

‘… I’m trying to understand Nadia too. If it’s true that she didn’t come out strong… ‘

More than ever.

I have to come out stronger.

For Nadia, who doesn’t respect me at all, to treat me carefully.

I met Nadia’s shaking eyes and opened her mouth wide.

“What are you doing, Damian?”

“I’m not lying, Nadia.”

And then.

Her tongue sticking out, her mouth wide open-

“N, what are you doing in front of me, Damian!!”

I tried to pretend to close it.

Nadia’s cry and her actions were restrained at the same time, so it did not lead to her catastrophe.

‘I almost bit myself… ‘

I was only going to do it with acting.

If she was a little late, she might have really bit her tongue.

Nadia climbed on top of me with her hand over my mouth to restrain my actions.

She looked down at me and screamed with her face full of rage.

“What are you doing now, Damian!! Did you just try to bite her tongue in front of me?!”

Nadia removed her hand from her mouth as if asking me to answer.

I immediately answered in a grave tone.

“Oh, I tried to bite.”

“Wait, why the heck-“

“Because you don’t listen to me. Because I always force only your position on me. It had to be like this for me.”

Nadia goes from angry to bewildered.

I didn’t know that she would come out so strong against her coercive attitude.

Nadia seemed to be speechless at the unexpected turn of events.

She probably thinks inwardly, ‘If I come out strong. You must be thinking, ‘Damian backed out all the time?’.

‘But today is different.’

She had plenty of time to think while incarcerated.

She listened to Blue Bell’s advice and realized my shortcomings.

‘For Nadia… Never lose control. I’d rather risk her life and blackmail her into taking the initiative.’

If you don’t, you’ll be taken to the territory without fail and will continue to live in confinement.

I shouted at Nadia with a stiff expression on my face.

“Handcuffs. Release me quickly.”

“… Why should I?”

“I just told you. I don’t like confinement anymore.”

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Nadia grabbed my arm and bit her lip hard.

“… I don’t get it. Why do you hate it? You can stay with me forever… Don’t like that I don’t get it, Damian. Why are you telling me you want to die? I do not know. Why are you tearing my heart out… ?”

As if Nadia really didn’t understand.

And, as if it hurts my heart to hear that I will die myself.

She asked, eagerly grabbing my arm with the palm of her hand.

I replied as I removed Nadia’s hand from my arm.

“Nadia, one cannot be with the same person all the time.”

“I can do it. Damian, I just need you by my side.”

“You, but… sorry i am not I am… “

Meeting other people, meeting my family, going outside to see the sun and get some fresh air.

“You think you know me well. No, Nadia. You don’t know me well.”

“… “

“I only want to know what you want to know. You never know what I don’t like.”

“Oh, no. I know you well I know you better than anyone in this world.”

“But you don’t know why I hate confinement?”

“That… “

Nadia looked away from her, shutting her mouth as if she was taken aback by my question.

She didn’t think of it, and it seems she never thought of it.

So, she was perplexed and did not know what to do.

Looks like a lost child.

The idea of imprisoning me in the first place was the heart of a selfish child.

In a way, it was natural for him to show me this kind of side.

“I’ll take this opportunity to speak properly. I hate confinement. I want to go outside.”

So.

“Remove the handcuffs that bind my hands. Meeting a friend at a festival. It’s not that big of a mistake, Nadia. “

I held Nadia’s hand carefully.

Cold hands.

The moment when I was swollen with anticipation that he might release me.

Nadia spat out words as cold as her hands.

“No. It could have been a big mistake if I wasn’t there. That, and If it’s not me and it’s so good outside… I will destroy them all.”

“What… ?”

“For Damien to be better inside than outside. My, I’m going to break the outside.”

I prefer the situation in which I am imprisoned.

Nadia threatens to make a mess outside.

‘In the past, I would have bowed her head saying sorry, but… ‘

Not now.

Cleaning Nadia’s clasped hands tightly, I muttered with a firm attitude.

“Then try it.”

“… Do you think I can’t do it, Damian?”

“If you make a mess outside. Because if you die, that’s it.”

“… “

I won’t go over it as easily as usual.

I will definitely escape this place.

A harsh word with such a meaning.

At that, Nadia put on a dazed expression and pulled herself up.

“Remove the handcuffs right now, Nadia.”

“… “

“Quickly.”

“… “

Nadia stood up from her seat without saying a word.

She then turned around behind her from me and muttered as she walked towards her door.

“… I need an idea. Give me a little time.”

“How much?”

“… 4 Hours.”

Is that action intended to confine me further?

If that’s not the case, is it really an act of contemplation to release my confinement?

I don’t know exactly what it means, but one thing is clear: it’s different from what’s happened so far.

“… Yes go.”

That’s why.

I decided to give Nadia time to think.

I could have pressed it more if I pressed it more.

Nevertheless, I was confident.

‘Like a bluebell. Does this work better than I thought?’

She is confident that Nadia will release me eventually.

I didn’t feel very comfortable because I felt like I was using Nadia’s heart.

I also knew that the most important thing to Nadia was me.

***

“… What do we do? I was preparing everything to take you to my estate… “

I never thought Damien would come out like that.

I never thought of it, never did it.

Damian is always weak at the end, and he values his life terribly.

“But… Threatening me with my life… ? My Damian… No, that’s not my Damien. There’s no way that would be the case with my Damian.”

Obviously.

Someone told Damian.

I’m sure you don’t have to ask Damian about that.

Nadia noticed a drastic change in Damian.

She was half convinced that she had heard some advice from someone else.

But what use is that?

“… When the word “Death” Comes out of Damian’s mouth. I can’t do anything.”

Even if it’s a lie.

Even if the probability of being true is 1%.

Nadia couldn’t do anything because of that anxiety.

Because Damian is the most precious thing to her.

“… It’s precious and I don’t want to show it to others. I just want to have it But Damian keeps trying to get out of my control.”

Nadia bit her lip hard.

I’m angry at the same time.

I hated Damian a bit.

“… I want you so much Damian You need someone else. That’s not right Damian, you should only want me too. Because it is mine.”

By the way.

Damian said no.

He said he hated it enough to risk his life.

“… If Damian continues to do something he doesn’t like. I’m sure Damian will hate me.”

I hate that.

I hate to die.

I’d rather die than be hated by Damian.

Thoughts deepened, and useless imaginations ran through Nadia’s head.

She was at a crossroads of choice, but Nadia couldn’t put her foot down easily.

Because the most precious Damian threatened her by talking about her life.

Nadia had to choose more carefully than ever.

“… “

A night when the worries deepen.

Nadia stood at the door of the art studio, looking out the window.

For Nadia, Damian was enough.

Damian wanted not only Nadia, but also the world outside of her.

“The outside is full of ants. We could be happy together for the rest of our lives.”

Do you understand the difference, or do you not understand it?

The moment when Nadia’s choice changes accordingly.

“… Now you will have to make a decision.”

Nadia walked into her art studio, brushing her blonde hair.

She muttered a word similar to her self-hypnosis.

“I just need to keep it in my hands so that it won’t be stolen by someone else. Then it will work.”

When Nadia said that, her eyes contained obsession and possessiveness.

The two had the same purpose in that it was for happiness.

“Because I know Damian better than anyone else. Because he has the most. It will be fine. As long as Damian is alive. Because it is enough.”

The difference in expression was more severe than expected.

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