Waiting for You in a City

On Monday, Song Yan did not come to school.

Did not come on Tuesday, did not come on Wednesday, did not come on Thursday.

On Thursday night, Xu Qin finished packing things in the dormitory, preparing to sleep, and heard the sound of someone over the wall over the window, and then the sound of climbing trees.

She walked up to the balcony and opened the curtains, and she saw Song Yan sitting on a tree branch with a cigarette in her arms, and raised her eyebrows at her.

Xu Qin covered the curtains behind him and asked, “What are you doing?”

Song Yan didn’t answer, but asked, “Little guy, don’t you want me?”

Xu Qin honestly shook his head: “No.”

Song Yan’s face stiffened: “You think about it again.” When he said this, his eyes were a bit dangerous, like he was threatening.

Xu Qin said nothing, and the two stared at each other. After standing for a few seconds, Xu Qin intended to end this boring stalemate: “I’m gone.”

Song Yan: “Stop.”

Xu Qin stood still and looked at him blankly.

Song Yan pointed his chin to the tree and said, “Go downstairs.”

Xu Qin had no plans.

Song Yan: “Give you five minutes, if you don’t come down, I will go up.-Even if you sleep, I will pull you out of the bed.”

Xu Qin went downstairs.

Song Yan stood beside the steps leading to the playground, under a big banyan tree.

She walked over and stood still two or three meters away from him. Without looking close, she looked at him so flatly.

Song Yan stared at her and didn’t speak for a while. After a while, he took out a cigarette to light it and smoked, and at the same time he glanced at her. Xu Qin had no unnecessary reaction, only staring at him without moving away.

The two looked at each other in silence, until Song Yan had finished smoking a cigarette, fumbled out of his pocket, took out a bag of things, and threw them at her.

Xu Qin caught it, and at first glance, it was a pack of plum sugar, which looked very ordinary, but Xu Qin said a lot. That’s what Meitang said in her hometown of Liangshi, which was not sold in the north.

She didn’t know where he got it from, or where he learned that her hometown was in Liangshi. She looked up at him in surprise, and he saw surprise and doubt in her expression, enough.

His expression was cool and cold, and a pride in the corner of his mouth was fleeting, and he quickly regained his drag.

Just because of the rippled expression on her face, the teenager was satisfied.

Song Yan picked her chin: “Go back.”

Xu Qin looked down at the bag of sugar and then looked up at him. Obviously she had doubts, but she didn’t ask anything and turned away.

Song Yan looked at her back, and her face suddenly became extremely ugly. He strode forward, grabbed her thin shoulders and twisted her body, shouting, “Take off your clothes.”

Xu Qin stunned.

Song Yan threw away the cigarette **** in her hand and couldn’t help but say that she took off her school uniform jacket-a turtle was drawn in ink behind her school uniform.

She is a transfer student, does not like to talk, no friends, inevitably become the object of everyone’s exclusion. The school committee did n’t ask her to collect the assignments, but also threw her away from the trash can by handing out the workbook.

Where would Song Yan think of those tricks?

He clenched his fists: “Who bullied you?”

Xu Qin said nothing.

“Ask you, are you dumb? Ah?”

“I don’t know.” She lowered her head and whispered.

At school the next day, Xu Qin wore an extremely generous school uniform jacket with two words written on his back:

“Song Yan”

And Song Yan sat in the classroom for a day, staring at Xu Qin all day long, and occasionally glancing at her “criminals” close to her.

No one dared to bully her again.

Xu Qin wondered if Song Yan would know that when she went downstairs, she specially put on her school uniform. In order to wait for him to see, she did not wash off the ink above.

It ’s okay to know, or not to know, he will still like her anyway.

And the moment she went downstairs, did she like Song Yan?

No.

…

National Day is a high-risk holiday after the Spring Festival. As usual, drunk and food poisoned are frequently sent to the hospital. There were also many conflicts on the road. Xu Qin, as always, has no excess emotions, just like a regulating robot.

On the one hand, Xiao Nan envyed that the nurses and doctors in the outpatient clinic had taken turns, while vomiting 110 and the traffic police. They bumped into the hospital and sent them to the hospital regardless of the situation. In the emergency department, and even worse, the responsibility for making traffic accidents in the hospital is determined, and it is noisy and hit, and it is a vegetable market.

The long holiday was hard to get through to the last day, everyone was unexpectedly nervous and highly concentrated. Because the beginning and ending of the long vacation is a period of high accidents on highways. No matter how many times the radio and street signs remind you to avoid speeding, drunk driving, and fatigue driving, there are always people who are lucky or have blind and arrogant confidence in their own control, one by one.

On the last day, the emergency department of the three hospitals received three serious car accident injuries. Several groups of doctors and nurses took turns in battle. Xu Qin and their group operated until four in the morning before they got off the operating table.

When Xu Qin came out of the operating room, he was hit by an excited family member and his back hurt.

The family members learned that the operation was successful, and pulled the medical staff to cry in tears. Xu Qin stepped aside and pulled away.

Xu Qin returned to the office to write records, and the new nurse Xiaodong walked in with a moving face: “I’m so moved.”

“what happened?”

Xiao Nan explained: “The family member just kneeled down with Dr. Li and thanked him all the time.”

Xu Qin lowered his head and wrote: “With this effort, it is better to let Dr. Li go back and rest for a while.”

Xiaonan and Xiaobei are used to it, but they feel different.

Xiaodong couldn’t help it: “Dr. Xu, the family is grateful and grateful to the doctor, don’t you feel moved?”

Xu Qin did not raise his head: “They will soon forget.”

Xiaodong is unbelievable: “How is it possible? If the police rescued you, would you soon forget?”

“Yes.” Xu Qin said, “Humans are always forgetful animals.”

Just like that rainy night, a fireman named Song Yan rescued her. She was very grateful. The moment he was dragged out of the car, he was regarded as a hero. But afterwards, she forgot that her life was so busy, she would not recall his achievements every day.

Just like they used to, so many beautiful memories were easily forgotten by her.

Xu Qin’s hand holding the pen stopped for a short moment, and then continued to write quickly.

“Which patient have you seen come back to thank the doctor after being discharged from the hospital?” Xu Qindan asked.

Xiao Dong was speechless and turned his head to look at Xiao Nan; Xiao Nan shrugged and shook his head to say no.

Xiaodong refused to accept: “It was enough to thank you at that time. Besides, wouldn’t you be proud and proud of accepting the gratitude of patients and their families?”

Xu Qin raised his head: “For me, people are saved, this is the job requirements and duties, nothing more. I am not God, nor a savior.”

After she finished speaking, she bowed her head freely and continued to write.

“You think this is to complete your work, so no one needs to be grateful to Dade?” Xiaodong wondered, although it was contrary to her previous experience, but it also made sense, “Doctor Xu, I admire your attitude-”

“There is a second half of this sentence.” Xu Qin’s hand tapped on the paper and raised his eyes again.

“If he didn’t save his life, he died. It’s not my responsibility, it’s not my fault.”

Xiaodong stunned, this is really a ruthless doctor.

“Doctor Xu, people are dead, you really don’t blame yourself?”

“As a medical staff, we must clearly accept a reality: medicine as a scientific discipline has its limitations. If a patient’s condition exceeds the limitations of medicine, it is his life. And I am not God, just a Ordinary people. I am not responsible for the death of anyone. ”

…

Xu Qin passed through the corridor when he was off duty, and people who unexpectedly met the fire brigade were doing fire inspections.

She remembered that the hospital had issued a fire knowledge manual a few days ago, saying that there was a fire knowledge lecture today, but Xu Qin was on duty and did not go.

Until the disaster occurs, all kinds of warning science, everyone will not care.

Sure enough, Xu Qin went to the meeting room, and there were very few people listening, and the meeting soon ended.

The lecturer was Li Meng, an instructor of Shilitai Fire Brigade, and several of her colleagues came over to meet her after the inspection. Several people packed up and left.

Xu Qin stood at the door and looked around.

Li Meng asked with a smile: “What’s the matter?”

Xu Qin: “Are you from Shilitai?”

“Correct.”

“Why didn’t Song Yan come?” Xu Qin asked.

Li Meng was stunned and smiled: “We are from the fire brigade, he is in the fire squadron.”

This is why Xu Qin did not see Song Yan at the bar of Xiao Yixiao last time: “Division of labor is different.”

Li Meng said: “The squadron manages actual combat, like fire fighting and rescue; but like science propaganda and inspection, it belongs to the brigade.”

Xu Qin thoughtfully, briefly summarizing: “Dangerous they do, easy you do.”

Li Meng: “…” Can’t help but sigh that the girl is really direct.

“Thank you.” Xu Qin turned and left.

…

Are people forgetful animals?

Yes, Xu Qin thought.

She never recalled the scene where Song Yan rescued her, and perhaps subconsciously thought it was an unfounded distress.

She also rarely thinks of Song Yan because she deliberately avoided the corridor with fire hydrants.

The matter of feelings has always been unimportant, and she is good at suppressing, forgetting and dust is not difficult.

The flower that won’t bear fruit, is too beautiful to be blown by the wind and rain. What should it do?

After a week or two, it was calm.

As soon as the cold air from Siberia blew, and autumn had just arrived, it suddenly came to an end.

In late October, large areas of Ginkgo biloba in the northern streets turned yellow. Walking on the street, Xiao Suo will feel cold.

It was at this moment that Xu Qin thought of Song Yan.

At that time, she was holding a cup of coffee, standing on the bustling but cold cross street waiting for the red light. Under the blue sky, the red light flashed, reminding her of the police lights on the fire truck.

Just because of loneliness. Xu Qin thought.

Following the rush of people walking across the street, the little lost thoughts were also left behind.

Xu Qin quickly entered the hospital door, and the busy day began again.

After the National Day, they went to work normally for two weeks, and they hadn’t arrived until they took a break. Xiao Nan Tucao said that he was exhausted. In the emergency room, he fell to the ground and was rescued.

Xu Qin glanced at her: “Don’t trouble me, I’m waiting to get off work.”

Xiaonan wailed: “Dr. Xu, you are really ruthless.”

The last shift before the shift rest, ten minutes before leaving work, several people finally have a moment of rest.

Xu Qin took the opportunity to wash his hands, Xiao Nan sighed: “Dr. Xu, I have seen so many surgeons with cleanliness, and no one like you.”

Xu Qin: “How many minutes are left from work?”

Xiaobei: “Eight minutes.”

Xu Qin: “Hope not …”

Xiaonan Xiaobei changed his face at the same time, exclaimed to stop: “Don’t say such a thing!”

Xu Qin shut up and looked at them.

Xiao Bei mourned his face: “This kind of saying becomes more and more evil.”

Xiao Nan folded his hands together: “Bah, ah, not just now.”

As he was saying, Dr. Li rushed to the door: “Dr. Xu, you are following the car accident in the third ring road.” A glance at the nurse present.

Xiao Nan: “I’m going.”

Xiaobei: “I’m going.”

After rushing to the scene with the ambulance, it was still smooth all the way. Although the emergency passage was blocked, the vehicle quickly gave way when it heard the emergency siren.

The incident was on the side of the moat. A Ferrari speeding through red lights crashed into a car and a motorcycle, and then broke through the guardrail and turned into the river.

The ambulance rushed to the scene to make an emergency stop, and the rushed fire rescue vehicle stopped at the same time almost at the same time.

Xu Qin put the white coat pocket in one hand and jumped off the car door by hand; Song Yan jumped from the tall rescue vehicle in orange clothes.

The two met face-to-face and looked at each other for a short period of time like electro-optical flint, their eyes staggered, and each quickly turned to his destination.

A westward, injured person was thrown and fell to the side of the road;

An eastbound, injured person was stuck in the destroyed car.

On the white ambulance and the red ambulance, the police lights flash. The two, one white and one orange, walked away, pulling a straight and firm track in the autumn wind.