With one year left to live, my five sisters cried heartbrokenly for me

Not all the emotions in the world can bloom as hotly as the scorching sun in the middle of summer.

More often than not, it may be a trickle of water.

Like a trickle of water, it flows slowly.

There was no grand opening, and there was no announcement that attracted the attention of thousands of people.

Yes, it is a consistent persistence.

Chen He never dared to think that Song Xiangsi also liked his own thing.

For him, Song Xiangsi is a star, a person he can only look up to.

I never dared to think of walking side by side with her.

Although after work, he and Song Xiangsi work together in the same school, and the two can still have a meal and chat from time to time.

However, all of this seems so dreamy.

So much so that Chen He was careful every time he walked with Song Xiangsi.

He was afraid it was a dream.

Now, Song Xiangsi punctured the bubble in front of him with his own hands.

Tear apart all illusions and confusion and tell him that it is true.

I'm standing right in front of you, and if you're willing to reach out, we'll be connected.

The Ferris wheel slowly descended, and Chen He's heart, which was wrapped in sugar and honey, gradually landed.

He looked at Song Xiangsi's clear eyes and asked seriously.

"If I can't stay with you for a long time, will you still choose me?"

Chen He didn't know how long he could last even if he underwent amputation.

Maybe a year, maybe two years.

Even pessimistic, maybe less than 10 months of life

, if he is really with Song Xiangsi, won't it hurt her

? He has also been thinking about a question, that is, he has ever had it and he has never gotten it, which is more regrettable?

Song Xiangsi blinked, as if he was seriously thinking about this issue.

After a while, he said seriously.

"But the problem is, I've been chasing you for so many years, and I've never been with you.

"Don't you think it's a bit cruel to let me continue to wait?" "

Chen He, my ten years of youth are all you.

Song Xiangsi's voice was soft, soft, like a ball of cotton.

Physically, it doesn't have much attack power.

But like a golden hammer, it smashed into the tip of his heart and woke him up violently.

Yes, a girl can wait for him for such a long time, so why should he hesitate?

He can't imagine how happy he would be at this moment if he hadn't been sick.

He can be open, take this girl into his arms, and guard her openly.

There is no need to worry all day long, let alone be afraid, one day you will fall ill in some unknown corner, and no one will even be able to find your bones.

Chen He never dared to think that someone could choose himself so firmly.

Because even Chen He himself didn't dare to say that he would firmly choose something.

In addition to the two things of music and liking Song Xiangsi, he determined it himself.

Everything else is a choice made in hesitation and suffering.

But he never dared to hope that he could be firmly chosen.

"Chen He, do you have anything unspeakable?

Song Xiangsi seemed to see the embarrassment and hesitation on Chen He's face.

Not only did he not embarrass him, but he asked empathetically if he needed help.

This made Chen He's already broken heart tightly wrapped by Song Xiangsi's sincerity.

There is no way to show the slightest edge and corner.

Chen He pursed his mouth, not knowing how to say this.

Do you really want to tell her that she is going to die?

Just thinking about it makes it hard to breathe.

He didn't dare to imagine whether Song Xiangsi could accept this matter in the future.

"Me.

Chen He opened his mouth and said a word.

His heart suddenly became extremely tormented, as if it had been cooked on a blazing fire, itchy and numb, with a slight pain.

Chen He didn't want to play the image of a weak person in front of Song Xiangsi.

He just wants Song Xiangsi to remember his best appearance and most handsome time.

In the end, Chen He still didn't tell her the truth.

Before the Ferris wheel finally reached the ground, Chen He said a word.

"You just have to remember that I love you.

But people who love each other don't have to be together.

Song Xiangsi's originally expectant gaze became completely dim under Chen He's euphemistic refusal.

The expression on her face also became visibly lost.

"yes, I see.

Song Xiangsi replied, and after the Ferris wheel reached the ground, he took the lead in opening the door and walked out.

Although she was very disappointed in her heart, she did not leave Chen He alone.

Help him open the door, let Chen He, who was holding Ye Yin, walk out slowly, and then walk in front of him to lead the way.

She had no way to face Chen He with a calm expression.

I just felt very uncomfortable in my heart

, as if I had just been burned by fire, and I immediately put it in ice water and soaked it.

The feeling of ice and fire made her unable to smile at Chen He anymore.

Song Xiangsi looked back on the years and kept chasing behind Chen He.

I can't say regret or sadness.

It's just that the sadness in my heart spreads little by little.

The suffocating disappointment drowned her like a tidal wave.

Song Xiangsi walked very fast, and left his sight when Chen He was holding Ye Yin and couldn't walk quickly.

She left only one sentence.

"Don't follow me, I want to be alone. Then

he disappeared in front of Chen He.

Chen He was holding a five- or six-year-old child in his hand, and there was no way to walk quickly.

I could only watch Song Xiangsi's back, which became smaller little by little, and then disappeared around a corner.

Chen He felt uncomfortable and panicked.

He didn't know if it was right or wrong for him to do so.

From his point of view, if Song Xiangsi knew the news of his imminent death, it was after confessing to her.

After enjoying a good time with her on your own.

After making a huge and beautiful bubble.

Piercing it mercilessly, telling her that it was just a dream.

It's cruel.

It is said that it is hard to help but love someone, even if you cover your mouth, love will come out of your eyes.

But Chen He feels that if you really love someone, you should be restrained, not indulgent.

If Chen He chooses to be with her now, he will live a happy life for a few months.

So when he was lying on the hospital bed, how should Song Xiangsi accept this fact?

This is really cruel, he would rather Song Xiangsi never have it.

I don't know what it's like to be with myself before starting a new life.

Even though, she will be sad because of herself now.

But this is only short-lived, and it is not as unforgettable as falling in love with him and then losing it.