With one year left to live, my five sisters cried heartbrokenly for me

Chen He stayed downstairs for a long time, and smoked three or four cigarettes, before he felt that his emotions had eased a little.

He looked up at the sky, and it was already early winter, and there were no stars.

The whole night sky was pitch black, like his heart.

The outcome that should have been predicted a long time ago, so accept it calmly.

In the end, Chen He went upstairs again.

At this point, it is not suitable to ask Zhang Yun to come out to drink.

After all, Cheng Xiaodie is still with him, and the two of them are estimated to be about to achieve positive results.

You still have to take care of your own affairs.

After all, he deserves it.

This is the price of self-righteousness.

I thought so in my heart, but after Chen He really went upstairs, he looked at the group photo on the table.

That year, when they first entered the school, all the teachers took a group photo.

There is a figure of Song Xiangsi on it.

Chen He was still a little nervous.

I took a deep breath and put the photo in the cupboard.

From then on, Song Xiangsi is a memory that he will always cherish in his heart.

I can't take it out anymore and look at it openly.

Chen He threw himself on the sofa, put his mobile phone on the side, and turned it to mute.

Now he just wants to be in a daze and doesn't want to do anything.

He doesn't want to write songs, he doesn't want to deal with work, he just wants to empty his head.

Could this be the feeling of falling out of love?

Chen He smiled bitterly and was about to go to the bathroom to take a bath.

Suddenly, I heard a sharp knock on the door.

Chen He didn't want to pay attention to it at first, thinking that it might be takeaway or express delivery, just leave it at the door.

But the knocking on the door still didn't stop.

Chen He finally stood up, and as soon as he opened the door, he was caught off guard by Song Xiangsi's face.

He froze.

"You, why are you here?"

Song Xiangsi's hair was tied into a high ponytail today, and the whole person looked clean and energetic.

But there were still a few wisps of disobedience, sticking to her fair face.

There were also fine beads of sweat on his forehead, and he seemed to be in a hurry.

"Did you go to me just now?" Song

Xiangsi didn't hide it, went straight to the point, and asked briskly and directly.

Chen He was stunned for a moment, then nodded and said,

"It's a trivial matter, I want to tell you about it, but I don't forget it when I see that you are inconvenient."

Chen He's eyes dodged for a moment.

He didn't dare to meet her eyes.

I was afraid that Song Xiangsi would see the sadness and hurt in her eyes.

Song Xiangsi frowned slightly and said, "I'm not inconvenient, I just came back from school."

Oh, you can't just hear him say it, right?"

Song Xiangsi suddenly remembered his brother, and seemed to fool Chen He.

Let him mistakenly think that his brother is his boyfriend.

So Chen He should have misunderstood.

He nodded and said, "Yes, I thought I had disturbed you, so I left."

Song Xiangsi let out a long sigh, and then said

, "Do you think I'm this kind of person?

As soon as I finished confessing to you, I immediately found another man, and it was seamless."

Or do you think that I am the kind of person who needs to get out of love by transferring people who like other people?"

Song Xiangsi's tone suddenly became serious.

She looked straight at Chen He's face and said.

"Am I such an unbearable person in your eyes?"

"I need to use an innocent boy to get rid of the influence of the last person I liked, how bad it must be to do it."

Song Xiangsi's big eyes showed disappointment.

She knew a lot of people would do that.

But Song Xiangsi is not such a person, she doesn't need to transfer her emotions.

She felt that if she couldn't give up her liking for Chen He, she would continue.

Maybe one day I'll want to open it?

Chen He's whole body froze.

At first, it was covered by a huge surprise, and then mixed with a hint of sadness or sadness that I couldn't tell.

He knew it shouldn't be.

He should bless Song Xiangsi, but when the beloved girl stands in front of him and explains.

His vanity was again fiercely satisfied.

Chen He realized that doing this was indeed disrespectful to Song Xiangsi, so he quickly apologized.

"I'm sorry, I shouldn't have thought that.

His sincere tone made Song Xiangsi feel a little distressed.

So he waved his hand and said indifferently.

"Well, that's over.

If you're all right, I'll go first.

Song Xiangsi hurried back, thinking about going back and beating up his brother.

At the moment when Song Xiangsi turned around, a warm big hand grabbed her arm.

Chen He's gentle and magnetic voice sounded in the corridor.

"Song Xiangsi, I like you, I've liked you since middle school.

"But I'm sorry, I can't spend the rest of my life with you.

Chen He used a lot of courage to tell Song Xiangsi these two sentences.

Song Xiangsi turned his head in shock, looked at him and asked, "What do you mean, why can't you accompany me for the rest of your life?"

Chen He closed his eyes, and then opened them again.

Be mentally prepared to accept everything and tell her.

"Because I was diagnosed with bone cancer and now I only have a few months to live, I don't want to delay you. "

What?cancer?!"

Song Xiangsi's pupils dilated for a moment, as if his head had been punched with a hammer. The huge pain made her feel a little dizzy and almost unsteady.

How could it be?

She looked at Chen He incredulously, her eyes full of shock.

Chen He was still so young, was he chosen by the god of death?

Song Xiangsi suddenly felt a little dry, and the huge shock made her unable to say a word.

Her bright red lips also lost their blood color in an instant, and she trembled lightly twice, and finally she covered them with her hands.

Chen He knew that it was difficult for her to accept this matter.

But sooner or later

, she has to know, doesn't she? As Cheng Xiaodie said, she has the right to know.

As for what to do after knowing about this, it is her business.

Chen He nodded heavily in Song Xiangsi's shocked gaze and repeated.

"Two months ago, I went camping with the five Bai sisters, and there was a flash flood.

I was swept away by the flood.

When I woke up, the doctor told me that a malignant tumor had been detected.

Two weeks ago, I also went to the hospital in the capital for a check-up and was diagnosed.

Those doctors are also basically helpless, although they are now taking conservative treatment, but the results are mediocre.

That's why I can't be with you.

I'm sorry, Song Xiangsi.

Chen He's tone was relatively calm, and his expression was also very calm.

I was suddenly relieved.

It turned out that it was not so difficult to tell her the truth.

Looking at Song Xiangsi's shocked and helpless expression, he also felt that a dense pain began to rise in his heart.

Lies never hurt, the truth is the quick knife.