Connor's Hogwarts

My name is Severus Snape and I am 32 years old. Living in the professor's dormitory in the basement of Hogwarts Castle, unmarried. I work as a Potions Professor at Hogwarts, and I have to work overtime until 8pm every day. I don't smoke, and I only have a taste of wine. Go to bed at 11 o'clock in the evening and sleep for 8 hours every day. Before going to bed, I will definitely take a shower, but I will not wash my hair. I will use magic to clean my hair. I will go to bed and fall asleep immediately. I will sleep until dawn and never leave fatigue and stress until the next day. Doctors say I'm normal.

But I feel like I'm not normal.

I have only loved one person in my life, but everything I did was to lose her again and again.

Because of the mistakes I made back then, I have been living in regret for more than ten years. I hate Potter, and I hate Voldemort even more, but what I hate most is myself.

It was useless Potter who failed to protect her, and it was Voldemort who killed her with his own hands, but the cause of all this was myself.

In this big world, there are only these three people that I cannot forgive.

Potter is dead, but Voldemort is not.

It was prophesied that only one of Voldemort and her children could survive. When he comes back, Bohari will be his biggest enemy.

He's definitely going to try to kill the kid, but I'm not going to let that happen.

I failed to protect Lily at first, but this time, I will protect her child.

At least...no one can hurt him until I die.

Harry Potter, he looks exactly like his bastard father. Only his eyes, like Lily, are the only pleasing thing about him.

He entered school this year, and his personality is exactly the same as that of his bastard father. He is restless at all. He does whatever he wants with his little talent all day long, which is really annoying.

Harry's admission was expected, but what I didn't expect was that Voldemort also came to Hogwarts this year. When I learned the news, if Dumbledore hadn't stopped me, I would have rushed to Hogwarts with my wand. Went out to kill Quirrell, who was possessed by him.

But Dumbledore told me not to touch him

Shit! Is there anything more disgusting than having an enemy hanging out in front of you all day long but you not being able to do anything to him?

I can't do it, I can't do it, I can't do it. Every time I meet Quirrell, I have to remind myself of this repeatedly to force myself to calm down.

But this bastard still dared to try to harm her child under Dumbledore's nose!

Although I can't kill him, he must bear my anger!

I quickly customized a plan.

By chance, I let Quirrell "accidentally" see my Dark Mark. At that time, I severely threatened him so that he could not tell this matter.

And he, no, it was Quirrell, who was acting out his submissive character, so naturally he did not dare and would not tell this matter.

Presumably in the eyes of Voldemort at this time, I am just an "old subordinate" who has been "remembering" him. He will think that I am a Death Eater lurking next to Dumbledore, but in fact I have always been loyal to him. servant.

But he only saw the first layer.

Especially on Halloween, after I stopped him, he would definitely doubt my identity again, so I had a new plan.

This time I want to play a person who does not know his (Quillot) identity. He wants to get the Philosopher's Stone for Voldemort, but accidentally conflicts with him. Then after secretly observing him, he discovers his bad behavior towards students. The loyal "servant" who decided to recruit him to join the group of Death Eaters.

Today, in order to prevent Quirrell from casting a curse on Lily's child again, I personally hosted the Quidditch match. Then the bastard really wanted to cast a curse on Harry. Fortunately, I was there and discovered and stopped him. I then had a reason to make an appointment with him to meet him in the Forbidden Forest during dinner time.

I came to the Forbidden Forest alone, and Quirrell was already waiting timidly. Of course I would not give him a good look. I said with a cold face: "What tricks are you doing again, Quirrell!"

Quirrell stammered: "No. I don't know why you would choose to meet here, Severus."

"Oh, I don't think this should be made public," I said coldly, "after all, students are not supposed to know about the Philosopher's Stone."

"What magic stone? I, I, I don't know what you are talking about."

"What are you still pretending to be? That person is you on Halloween night! You are trying to find that stone. Do you still want to use the power of students to find that stone? Otherwise, why would I hear it from the students? The word Philosopher’s Stone?”

I acted aggressively, and it pleased me to see Quirrell cower, especially the thought of Voldemort himself inside him.

"I I don't. I don't know what you. What are you talking about."

Just when he was waving his hands nervously, thinking that I had discovered his secret, I suddenly changed the subject:

"Have you figured out how to subdue Hagrid's monster?"

Quirrell's expression froze, obviously he didn't expect that I would ask such a question, and then he kept waving his hands, trying to show that he knew nothing: "Coco. But, Severus, I."

"I don't know what you are plotting secretly. But I also want to get that stone. I think my master may need it." I took a step closer to him and said, "You don't want me to be your enemy, Qi." Luo."

"I don't know. I know you." Quirrell suppressed his blush and stuttered, unable to speak a complete sentence.

Haha, he definitely didn't expect that I would suddenly say such a thing, don't you want to act? Let me see how you act in front of me.

"You know exactly what I mean." I didn't wait for him to react, and then said: "You saw my secret, but you didn't tell it, and you seemed to be doing something terrible. I think you He is someone we can cooperate with.”

At this time, an owl hooted loudly. I didn't pay attention and said to Quirrell in a bewitching tone: "If you hadn't hindered me last time, I might have succeeded. This time we can get the stone together." , if you hand the stone to me, you will get more, and it will be of greater use in my hands. I know you know some weird magic, your secret tricks, I am waiting."

"Coco, I don't. No. No."

"Very well." I interrupted him, not giving him time to think about it. I wanted to play the role of a loyal "Death Eater".

"It won't be long before you have time to think it over and decide who you are loyal to, we will talk again."

After saying that, I turned around and left. I heard that Voldemort was on the back of his head. I didn't know if two people with one head could understand what I said.

I couldn't do anything to you before, but now you hide your identity and run into the school and fall into my hands. There are times when you feel uncomfortable.

Although I can't kill you, I can disgust you. When a "loyal" old subordinate who has the same purpose as you snatches things from you without knowing your identity, and goes against you in every way, I will make you eat it. The fly has to consciously swallow it!

At this time, I noticed a figure flying over the forest, huh? That person is Harry? Did he just overhear my conversation? not good! He will definitely misunderstand.

I was nervous and just wanted to take a step, but I quickly calmed down. In fact, it doesn't matter if he knows, right? Everything I do, I don’t need others to understand.

It's enough that I know what I'm doing.

I am not loyal to Voldemort, nor to Dumbledore, I am only loyal to myself.

I am Severus Snape, a man of redemption.