Six palaces without concubines in the Red Chamber

0139 Tell the past with life and death as the focus, tell the past and taste the rain

The emperor's lips trembled violently, like Daiyu covering a fluttering butterfly with her hands.

"I'm such a selfish person. I'm still happy to hear you say these words..." The emperor blinked his eyes quickly, and tears splashed and smashed on the back of Daiyu's hand.He was really sad, let go of his guard against Daiyu, and began to speak in a daze, talking about those trivial things with a hammer and a stick.

He told Daiyu that emperors like to think twice before acting, and have no regrets, but who can really do it without regrets?

"I was actually very happy when Zhangjiao was raised. She was my first child raised by the noble concubine in front of me. She died without even crying." The emperor recalled the first time he saw Rongshou When she looked like a princess, the corners of her lips couldn't help showing a bitter smile.

"Concubine Shu is stupid and ignorant, she only knows how to please the Queen Mother blindly. She and the Queen Mother have always wanted to have a little prince, because Zhangjiao is a princess, and Concubine Shu didn't want to see her for a long time. I took a baby name and a title to let them know that I have this princess in my heart. But I can't love Zhang Jiao too much, lest the Queen Mother Dong should be conceited and have a handle. So these years, I have never hugged her, even though she is full of Looking at me expectantly and longingly. Had I known so, had known so..."

If he had known this earlier, he would have never suppressed it, and would have pampered Zhang Jiao as the most honorable and glorious princess in Daqing.It's a pity that Zhang Jiao will never know how much he regrets, he will never be able to hold her in his arms and feel her warm and soft childishness.

The emperor had two daughters over the years, but lost them both.He even wondered if the gods were really punishing him.He was punished by heaven for ascending to the throne by unscrupulous means.

The emperor smiled bitterly and said: "Looking back now, I have done many things. I can't say right or wrong, but they were very cruel. I have never told you what happened back then. It's not that I didn't want to, but I didn't dare. I'm afraid You know, because of this, you will think that I am despicable, cruel, ruthless, and will hate me like a shoe."

"If I'm really shaken by this, I don't deserve you to open your heart to me." Daiyu brought the tea to his mouth, and when he saw him reaching out to take it, she stepped back a little, insisting on asking him to eat.The emperor's heart was moved, he looked at her with his eyes, but opened his lips accordingly, and ate half a cup of tea with her hand. "Tell me, I will listen carefully. The past cannot be pursued, and what has already happened cannot be changed. If something is really bad, change it from now on. I am your queen, even if the whole world betrays you, I will With you, this life will never change."

The emperor stared at her for a long time, and suddenly stretched out his hand to embrace her in his arms, just clinging to each other, telling her all the old things: "I am not a good person..."

"I knew it early in the morning." Daiyu said softly, "You treated me so badly back then."

"I did something wrong, and I will give you my whole life as an apology." When facing Daiyu, the emperor was very willing to attach himself to the primary school.He is happy to be a weak person, because she will pamper herself. "King Yongle used to be an emperor, but later he was called the Supreme Emperor and abolished. You all know it more or less. He was born by the Empress Dowager West. He was secretly fed by the Empress Dowager West with cold food powder when she was in the womb. The Empress Dowager West As a result, his vitality was severely injured, and he struggled to raise King Yongle, but unfortunately he was born blind. The Supreme Emperor was afraid that King Yongle and the Queen Mother would be damaged by this, and alienated them from then on. I only realized it six years ago, It turns out that the most beloved son of the Supreme Emperor is not the first prince, nor Gong Yibo, who was born by the Zuo Taigui, but King Yongle. He has been secretly sending Jin Yiwei to find a good doctor for King Yongle, so as to heal his eyes."

At the beginning, King Yong Le and Lin Jue had some friendship, but then somehow, this friendship suddenly broke.Daiyu vaguely remembered that when they first met, King Yongle couldn't see him.Later, he was able to see him and ascended to the throne of the emperor, but Lin Jue broke up with him.

Daiyu told the emperor about these doubts: "I was still very young at that time, and I didn't tell me many things at home. I also asked my elder brother, but he didn't want to say more."

She didn't know, but the emperor knew it very well.When he wanted to choose his confidant and helper, Lin Jue was the best choice.However, his ambition was not to follow the dragon's merits, so the emperor retreated to the second best and chose Sun Shaoxian.Lin Jue and King He Rui were already in love at that time, and King Yong Le held Lin Jue back because of his own selfish desires, and even wanted to get rid of King He Rui.Lin Jue couldn't persuade him to turn back, so it's not surprising to break up with him.Lin Jue didn't want to tell Daiyu what happened, so naturally he wouldn't expose her scars.

The emperor was vague about some things, and said cryptically: "King Yong Le is a vicious man who once wanted to assassinate King He Rui in Yangzhou. Your brother probably turned against him because he knew about this."

He didn't mention it, Daiyu didn't remember it yet.When Lin Hai was promoted, they moved their family from Yangzhou to the capital.As a prince, King He Rui borrowed their boat to enter Beijing.Could it be that he was hunted down by King Yong Le at that time, so that he had to board a boat to escape?King Yong Le secretly took the life of King He Rui, this matter is like a long thread, connecting all the clues together.Things that I couldn't understand at the beginning, now have a reason.

Seeing that Daiyu was thoughtful, the emperor paused for a moment, and then Fang continued: "The Empress of Yongle King Yuji, the Supreme Emperor chose for him the younger sister of the Eastern Empress Dowager as the queen. He can be regarded as deliberate, and he wants to use this to repair things. The relationship between the two empress dowagers. It is a pity that King Yongle did not care about these things. He was born blind and hated him. King Jinzhuang and I were the direct descendants of the Eastern Empress Dowager, so he became a thorn in his side. He was afraid that we would gain power, so he named us first. The king of the county. I still felt unhappy later, but I was worried that the emperor was still alive, so he first sent King Jinzhuang to Koguryo, and then trapped me in Huangzhuang outside Beijing in the name of extravagance and disrespect."

Daiyu also heard Lin Jue mention a few words, saying that when the emperor was in Huangzhuang, he was bullied by servants and servants, and almost lost his life.It was his personal servant who sneaked out and asked King He Rui for help to rescue him from Huangzhuang.

Daiyu said: "I know, you had a hard time that day. I don't know who sneaked out to report the letter. You should reward him for his loyalty."

"I said, I'm not a good person." The emperor grabbed her hand and put it on his lips to touch it lightly.He took a deep breath, as if he had finally said the most obscure and unspeakable secret.He slightly raised his lips, and pulled out a cold and indifferent smile: "They all thought I was dying of illness, and no one knew that I did it on purpose. I stopped the charcoal fire, and I also took a cold bath in the middle of winter on purpose. It was only after this ferocious illness that I successfully exchanged for King He Rui's sympathy, and only then did the Supreme Emperor show some partiality towards me, and only then did the imperial censor criticize King Yong Le for his lack of benevolence, righteousness and morality."

Daiyu never expected that the menacing typhoid fever that year was actually led by himself.He didn't hesitate to bet his life in exchange for the opportunity to leave Huangzhuang and return to the capital.She couldn't help but gasped, she was shocked by this, and felt sorry for the emperor's cruelty.If there is no way out, who would like to take risks?Typhoid fever can kill people when it is severe, and even if it is cured, it will damage the foundation.Prescribing this heavy medicine, it can be seen that he has no way to retreat that day, it must be so.

"Scared?" The emperor only thought that she was frightened by his ruthlessness and gloomyness, and it was a lie to say that she was not sad, but he didn't show it.Even his hands reacted faster than his brain, and he took the first step to pat her on the back, soothing her stiffly.

"I am such a person. Generosity and kindness are all false. I keep saying that I hate Bo Yun treacherously stirring up the wind and waves, but in the end I have to rely on conspiracy to survive. King He Rui looks rough and presumptuous, but in fact he is He is most unlike a descendant of the Murong family. He is wild and unruly, but rarely has a kind heart. Back then, King Yong Le relied on this to seek his protection, and later on, I also relied on this to obtain the military power in his hands."

"I'm not afraid." Hearing the self-mockery and bitterness in his words, Daiyu couldn't bear him to be so self-sorrowful, and hurriedly said: "I feel sorry for you, and I feel sorry for you, who put all your eggs in one basket and bet your own health."

"Fortunately, I won, and I didn't lose completely, otherwise I wouldn't have the chance to hold you here." The emperor hugged her tightly, as seriously as if there would be no tomorrow after today. "When I become emperor, I will no longer be threatened with life and death. This is what makes me feel gratified."

He tried his best to make his tone sound calm, and he didn't want Daiyu to feel sad because of it.But I don't know that the more he pretends to be meaningless, the more sympathetic and pitiful he will be.

Daiyu leaned lightly in front of him, tears rolling down her cheeks.But she also tried her best to pretend not to shed tears, and said in a relaxed tone: "Later, tell me about what happened afterwards. I want to hear everything about you."

The emperor's hand tightened, but only for a moment, and soon let go.He didn't intend to hide any more, so he simply told her everything.

"Before King Yongle, there was a prince, who is now King Xiaoyi. He is the eldest brother of King Jinzhuang and me. He was the eldest son in the middle palace, so he was named the prince when he was very young. King Xiaoyi is talented, intelligent, generous and kind, and the Supreme Emperor placed high hopes on him. But later he was involved in the witchcraft case. Although the Supreme Emperor did not believe it, he had to be imprisoned in the East Palace. King Xiaoyi was depressed because of this, It didn't take long to go. This incident was a big blow to the Supreme Emperor. I think it was because King Xiaoyi was gone that he thought of passing the throne to King Yongle. I didn't put the death of King Xiaoyi in the first place. Thinking about King Yongle, it was Sun Shao who reminded me first. So I secretly revealed something, which aroused the suspicion of the Supreme Emperor, and quietly asked King Herui to investigate the matter. Finally, it was found out that King Xiaoyi died because of King Yongle. This incident was the last straw, crushing all the trust and hope of the Supreme Emperor. At the same time, I found the child who was fostered by the Empress Dowager Xi many years ago..."

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Sun Shao was reborn first, and after his rebirth, he took refuge in the male lead who was still in Huangzhuang at that time, seeking the merit of being a dragon.In the world before his rebirth, the emperor was the King of Yongle from beginning to end, King He Rui died in Yangzhou, the hero died in Huangzhuang, Daiyu and Baoyu got married on the day Yuanchun passed away, Jia's mansion was copied, Daiyu Suicide by hanging.

Sun Shaoxian was reborn, and Lin Jue's soul was pierced. Sun Shaoxian and Lin Jue are the butterfly wings in Butterfly Effect, and the changed fate of others is the tornado they create.

Regarding the section of Huangzhuang, it will be described in detail in Sun Shaoxian and Jia Yingchun's "The Harbinger of the Red Chamber".

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