Trials Of Love: The Romantic Goddess

However, since somewhere in my head… I was kind of afraid that I would be eventually bored of this emotion called 'love' just like everything else… I decided to put the time to be entertained by it to a later time as I began to try different things.

Therefore, I began to be entertained by different kinds of things, as I even lived among those humans of the past as one of them for a very long period of time.

I even sent upon them religions from time to time, it made them worship me which was a really fun and entertaining thing for a while… until it wasn't anymore, so eventually, I stopped doing that, though I'll still keep my promise to those who follow me.

I even sent great disasters, blessings, etc. Upon them and tested them by doing that… however, that made me bored and less eager after a while. (Though not completely… since it has its own interesting moments and merits… which was helpful in other entertaining scenarios… so I decided to make them a common thing which would hit some people from time to time without any interferences from my part.

Regardless, after being lost in entertainment for a countless amount of years and time… I finally could stop myself no longer from examining love…

Thus, I started to study love with more focus as I watched two people fall in love, face different kinds of hardsh.i.p.s, and eventually either belong to each other until the day of their death… or get separated because of numerous reasons and problems, like hardsh.i.p.s, family members, or even themselves.

I watched some find true love and marry each other only to live a life filled with love which brought me a strong sense of satisfaction and joy… a kind of feeling which was probably one of the best feelings I had ever felt!

Nonetheless, every one of these cases which were related to love always entertained me and my interest never seemed to decrease at all even if I got bored with some couples from time to time.

Oh also… sometimes, the reason for their separation was even simply… a tragic death!

Death… which separated them from each other forever sometimes!

Yet, although these kinds of separation truly made my heart break and I could hardly watch them get distanced from each other as I would even cry for them sometimes… notwithstanding, I was still entertained by them even in the situation one or both of them faced death.

Hoooffff, at last… after explaining for soooooo much… I've finally arrived at the point where I would be able to provide an answer to the question of why I've started to talk to you in the first place!

Ahhh, being a human sucks… I mean I need to talk and elaborate so much just so you would understand something so simple… sigh, and this response of mine was still incomplete since my response and words would never send you the complete version of my intentions because… that's just how language is, imperfect! Hehe, anyway, I was just kidding previously, being a human is probably the best thing in the world!

That said, as I was divulging… the reason why I began to talk to you all has to do with what I'm going to be imparting to you next.

You see, a while back, I decided to begin experimenting on the way love works in order to understand it and to see the full extent of it… so, at one point, I started by putting two random people on each other's paths in order to see if they would come to love each other and how much they would come to love each other if they experienced hardsh.i.p.s, twists, blessings, etc.

So, I said, hey, why not let everyone else also witness these close examinations on love and maybe they learned something from it… maybe it made them a better person, or a different kind of person, or even maybe, resulted in them finding their significant one in life!

So, as a result, as you can see… I broke through the fourth wall, in order to show you an amazing journey I'm going to be displaying to you all… the Trials of Love!

Bang!

"Noooooooooooooooo, Kaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaay!!!!!!!!!!!!!!" She screamed while charging at the falling corpse just two meters ahead of her.

Unfortunately, it was already too late, because the fallen motionless body of the man in front of her had a bloody hole in the middle of his forehead which was bleeding nonstop as the man's soul was already no longer in there.

So, dropping down on her two feet before that person, hugging his still warm body inside her arms, tears of blood together with snot began to pour down from her face as she began to screamingly beg the corpse in front of her, "Noo… Kay! You can't leave me like this! Pleaseee… nooo… sob, I haven't even told you how much I love you yet… no… sob, this has to be dream… please tell me this is a dream… someone, anyone… please wake me up."

Even though she was yelling those words, somewhere in her heart, she knew with clarity that this was truly no dream!

And just the thought of everything happening in front of her being real made her feel so much in pain and grief that she felt like wanting to die right there, at that very same location beside the person she came to love even more dearly than her own life.