20 – #05. Saint Cecilia (3)

A vision where nothing can be seen.

However, through the tactile sensations felt in the palms and the sensations transmitted through the soles of the feet, it was possible to know that this place was made of rough stones and was also very humid and cold.

Such a chilly warmth when summer is soon approaching.

Based on that, the girl instinctively knew that this place was underground, and realized that it was also a prison located in a very secluded place.

“…… Mister.”

She felt a sudden jolt and lost her mind.

After that, when I opened my eyes, I was already in this place.

The girl raised her voice towards the surroundings, but around here, only the voices of people other than the man resounded like an outburst.

“Get me out of here!! That crazy b*tch connived with me!!”

“Ehh. Hee hee hee hee hee hee hee!!”

It was not a good place for a child’s emotions, but the girl just hugged her knees and continued her thoughts regarding this situation.

She was definitely walking like a pilgrim to s*xual intercourse.

After that, I heard the sound of the uncle struggling desperately, and then her memory was cut off.

“…… No.”

It would have been fine if she could have seen at least her eyes, but unfortunately, the girl’s eyes were still covered by bandages and could not see the light of day.

If you think about it in a standard way, it means that he was taken somewhere, but the problem is that there was a phenomenon accompanied by severe dizziness along with the sensation of floating his body for a moment.

Lenny said she had never experienced metastasis, so she didn’t know what it was, but she could understand that she wasn’t being taken in the usual way.

What more is needed here is information.

You can’t meet anyone, and all you hear around you is the sound of water dripping from the ceiling and the shouts of the prisoners around you.

Other than that, if there is only one girl a girl can meet.

“Hello?”

I heard a bright female voice.

At that moment, the surrounding prisoners also reacted to the sound and went wild, but the sound of being beaten and subdued by the soldiers in charge of the prison was immediately heard.

“I don’t know how, I don’t like this place.”

“…… Where is Uncle?”

“Seo is well.”

She introduced herself as a saint.

For Leni, a saint was a person of high s*xual intercourse and a very noble person from a religious point of view who warmly embraced everyone.

Is that a person like this?

The girl could not understand this at all.

“More than that, why don’t you open your mouth soon? I’m tired of coming down here all the time.”

“…… I said everything.”

“A lie.”

Cecilia lowered her eyes and shook her head.

“Why did the person who left me take someone like you with me? Why is someone who was not obsessed with anything interested in an insignificant kid like you? Your words don’t explain anything.”

“I really don’t know.”

To Lenny, Seo was a very grateful person.

A plague broke out in the village and everyone either died or started to leave. The only people left are the dying old man, the powerless weak, and a child who lost his parents to the plague.

Seo was the one who arrived in that village under such circumstances.

He looked around and came to a girl who had lost her eyesight and had no parents to pay attention to.

“I said it was a lie.”

However, Cecilia did not admit that fact.

At the time when he mainly lived in the imperial palace, he enjoyed all the wealth and was surrounded by many beauties and was spending his days lacking nothing.

Cecilia prepared to reorganize intercourse around him, and the empress had other plans, just like the empress.

He didn’t know what the Empress was thinking, but the important thing was that it was all good to him.

Throwing away all the riches and fortunes and reaping only this blind man?

“I don’t like to talk at length. I want to spend this time only on Seo-nim, and I want to look at him all the time with these eyes.”

Cecilia imagines such a future for a while with an ecstatic expression on her face.

However, soon after remembering that he had issued a celebratory order not to approach him, he quickly frowned and reached for the bars.

“I mean. I don’t want to turn a blind eye to all the glory, all the miracles God has bestowed on me. Seo is the greatest masterpiece created by God, and I think it is a miracle that will unite this messy and disgusting world.”

Leni didn’t answer, but Cecilia didn’t really want an answer either.

“Ah, my love. With this sublime love, I can give you everything. It’s just that you love everyone equally!”

Psychopath.

That was the only sentiment Lenny felt.

Would it be good to think of it as a grandiose delusion?

She was a group of people the girl had never met before, but compared to the stories she had heard while wandering around and the reactions of the people she spoke to occasionally, Cecilia was a class that could never be called normal.

“By the way.”

His voice, which seemed to be happy as he thought, quickly became low.

“Why does a little kid like you monopolize his attention?”

Cecilia longed for her equal affection.

Even when she was in the imperial palace, Seo tried to share her time equally with everyone, and she saw that action as the realization of the idea and doctrine of s*xual intercourse that proclaimed equality for all.

However, he eventually left his side.

I could understand that.

She thought that Cecilia might have lacked her own dedication and hard work, and that others around her might have been offended by him.

So while he was gone, I worked harder.

He increased the time to pray more than usual, and other than that, he took various bridal classes to prepare for war externally, from internal greetings to slowly submitting or excluding clergy who objected.

All of that was love for him, and it was truly religious.

But it wasn’t him who was by his side.

The name Seo was looking for was not herself, and everything she tried for him and her plans were thoroughly denied.

I couldn’t stand the sense of alienation that came from it.

Cecilia grabbed the iron bars with both of her hands and shook them, making the iron creak, and yet she bit her teeth hard enough to hear her snapping.

“Why! Why? Why? I keep being denied like this, my faith and affection are all rejected! Why is Seo only looking for you?”

She couldn’t even imagine.

He thought that everything Seo and himself met was an encounter prepared by God for this purpose, and furthermore, he thought that such a beautiful person appeared in this world for this reason.

However, the person concerned denies her commitment.

“Why, why!! I feel this thirst, how devoted I am, how much I love you, and how much I hold back!!”

“…… Poor man.”

Lenny’s murmur was drowned out between her shouts, but Cecilia correctly recognized the thin voice and turned her head away.

“…… I beg your pardon?”

“He is a very pitiful person.”

“Me? Why? On what grounds?”

I felt an inexplicable, slimy, sticky mass of emotion.

Lenny said that since she had not been able to see her eyes since she was young, she judged people by the atmosphere that comes from their voices and accents. .

“…… The saintess has been looking for you since long ago.”

“So what?”

“I thought and thought again. The pilgrim told us that we could see spirits instead of having no eyes, but the uncle said he kept walking around wearing a mask outside.”

He didn’t reveal details of his past to Lenny, but he could tell from his words and actions that he was avoiding someone.

According to common sense, there was no way a person running away would show his face, and how would you find him if he hid somewhere on this vast continent?

“It was strange. The fact that the first s*xual intercourse person suddenly kidnapped us, and that pilgrim approached us as if it were natural.”

“What does that have to do with my pity?”

Since I didn’t understand that, I thought I was a pitiful person.

“Even if you think it’s a coincidence, it’s too strange.”

“So?”

“…… Isn’t there only one pilgrim who can see spirits?”

Cecilia did not respond to that.

Come to think of it, I wondered if there was really a chance that one pilgrim from this vast continent would accidentally enter the city and run into Seo by chance.

If the saintess really digs out people’s eyes so they can see her soul, it’s strange that she orders only one such person to go around the continent to find Seo.

Two people are better than one, and many are better than two.

“…… You are terribly selfish.”

“This is what everyone wants. Do you think it is reasonable for a child who knows nothing of that noble martyrdom to insult him?”

There was a big error in her words.

Certainly, the blinded pilgrims may have wished for themselves, but the only one who led it seemed the most wrong person.

“The saintess definitely said that the uncle’s love should be equal.”

Then, what is Cecilia doing right now?

She said that she would be satisfied if she could be loved equally.

“Wrong.”

“…… I beg your pardon?”

“You try to be someone special who achieves something for Mr. Is that equal affection? Doesn’t she just want to be someone she can’t replace?”

If you wanted equal affection in the first place, why would you have to pluck out the eyes of a living person to find Seo, and why do you forcibly hold him when he refuses?

“You told me I was lying.”

Lenny shook her head.

“But that’s a little bit wrong.”

Cecilia said she just needs to be loved equally.

But she restrained him and bound him, and he was just a woman who reacted hostilely towards another woman related to him.

She couldn’t be called a saint, and she couldn’t feel that it was true.

“The most liar here is the saintess.”

Liar.

Lack of affection due to delusion of grandeur.

And the deception that wraps it all up as a noble sacrifice.

“The saintess just wants to become something irreplaceable.”

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