A Villainess's Struggles

It's been around a month since winter break and it's almost Valentines day. Around this time every year, the school would emit romance vibes. The older students would go on dates and have fun with their partner. As for the young students, we would have a party at the end of the school day. We would exchange sweets and cards with each other.

But, that only applies to my previous life.

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Fast track to February 14th...

I can see girls handing over love letters to Henry and Blake. Same old people sigh...I kind of feel bad for the other boys. Imagine having a crush on a girl but her standards are too high and you can't match up to them...

Many of the students decided to give out candies to the entire class. I brought some chocolate for the class, and yes, expensive chocolate. High quality chocolate really is tasty~

There's also a rumour spreading around this grade about how a girl is already engaged to someone older than her. It's ridiculous how a child has to think about marriage this early. I wonder why her parents decided to get the young girl a fiance so early?

I'm also curious about what my mother might do. I know that no one's going to fall in love with someone like me. I honestly don't think my personality is interesting and my slanted eyes pretty much scare everyone away. Speaking of "scaring people away", Olivia never told me about why I looked like the type to get mad quick... I feel like I'm going to stay single until I die. Sounds like a good plan!

But I also want to try falling in love... I want to be a protagonist of a story too... God, why did you have to make me reincarnate as an antagonist? I really didn't want to be that girl that tries everything to take someone else's lover!

Maybe I should try talking to one of the boys in this class... I mean... Maybe another time hehe...

When I got home, I found out mother and father went out for a dinner together... Richard and I were left alone with the maids in the house. Looks like people take Valentines day super seriously in this world.

I've decided. I'm going to get a boyfriend before I graduate high school!

That goal might be a bit too hard for a villainess though...

I ended up eating dinner alone on Valentines day. It was heartbreaking but I'm still a child, I've still got 10 years at least!

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The day after Valentines day, my teacher told the class that she was getting married next week. I wonder what they did on Christmas and Valentines~

Soon, she will change her last name...I'm gonna have to call her by my tutor's last name. That's kind of awkward.

Today, I went to the school library to look for the comic version of "Becoming the personal maid of the duke". I was sick of reading the novel over and over again so I've finally mustered up the courage to go to the school's library to read comics. I couldn't go to the usual library since mother almost caught me reading comics there.

I went on one of the worst days because I met Blake there.

"Oh, Natalie? How come you're here?" asked Blake.

"It's a library for all the students here" I replied.

"Ahh that's right. You just didn't seem like the type to read though" He said.

Yes, I read romance and only romance. I really like love stories.

"Now you know" I fake smiled.

"It's nice to know~" He smiled back.

The power of his smile- I can't, this guy's the guy that'll put you in jail! Stay away from him!

"I'll be going there to look at books" I said as I randomly point in a direction.

Blake looked at me surprised and nodded.

I decided to head to the place I pointed at and found out it was the section for history books. Books that were extremely hard to understand...

Oops...

The history of this world is really strange. The world started off in half and eventually formed into a sphere. That was when humans from one half met the other half. They ended up working together to form many countries. There were also many wars between the countries.

Everything in this world is really fake. This whole thing about the world being in half makes me laugh.

I decided to take one of the books and look read some parts of it. Lame...

I put the book back and left the library. While I was leaving, I could feel Blake staring at me confused. He was probably confused about why I read that one history book for around 5 minutes. I should never come to the school library for my romance comics... If Blake catches me reading them, he might ask:

"So you like history books and romance comics?"

Two completely different genres...